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hello thereeeeee ughh how long has it been? i am finally back lmao ffs. i am ready for the final chapter, do you? well not entirely ready since we haven’t see eren’s pov yet and we also didn’t know how the ending would be like. but hoping (finger cross) that jeankasa end game. let’s just hope that everything is going well like our prediction andddddd if it’s not, then it’s okay guys we just have to be grateful that attack on titan exist. bruh anyway, after the whole thing ended i’ll continue with my opinion on jeankasa <3

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thinking about how nobara is exactly megumi’s type today

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I don't think I will feel sadness ever again after seeing this

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gentle reminder to all of you, when jean felt so lost he’ll cover his ears and sometimes he’ll get a headache like how mikasa is having D; and jean probably carry the whole burden without telling his friends about how he felt when he is one of the main causes of the death of their soldiers and that is so painful to bear by yourself to keep it in your heart ☹️

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just letting you guys know that this trio exist ❤️ and they are armin parents :)

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i am still writing thoughts and opinion about jeankasa so don’t worry they’re still my number one 🥰🥳

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hello everyone it has been a long time since i’ve wrote something in my tumblr :( i am on my hiatus but don’t worry it’s nothing. exam sucks and i hate them. i didn’t even watch attack on titan ;) i am just going to take some time to tell you guys that i have 4 more weeks to bear with my exams week so please stay and stick along with me </3

further more, i will used up all of my holiday after my exam week to watched all of the ep that i’ve missed. it’s not going to be long unless i want them too lmao. i am so ready to write all of my theory and thought about jeankasa. i miss you guys and i miss aot too 😫 i promise you i will be back as soon as possible.

p.s to anyone who tagged me or mentioned me especially the mutual i am truly sorry that i couldn’t replied or respond to your texts because i am hella busy as u guys can see. i have 8 more papers and that’s a hell weeks for me. tomorrow i got maths and the next few days is going to be my chem, phy and bio lol.

i will reply to them if i am able to okay? please stay safe at home and wear your mask, put on some hand sanitizer <333 i love u guys sm

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Historia’s role in Eren’s rebellion

Eren and Historia’s bond has been one of the strongest of the series since Uprising, and it’s beautiful to watch it continue to play out. He stands up to defend here when she’s willing to accept the world’s burden just like she stood up for him when he tried to do the same thing.

She’s so clearly moved that she tears up, because it reminds her of that independence she’s sacrificing, and that deep down she knows will have to sacrifice.

From discussing it with @harleyquilt, I think that the Survey Corps’ decision to go with Kiyomi’s third option and have Historia reproduce is what triggered Eren’s act of rebellion. The incidents framing these events are all tied to Eren’s worries about Historia.

This concern before his act of rebellion, the pregnancy after. And Hange comes to his cell to tell him this:

Why tell him this, in particular, unless her well-being was linked to his reason for acting out? I believe that, by retrieving Zeke and summoning the anger of the world down on Paradis, Eren acted to force the SC’s hand into choosing Kiyomi’s first option: to use the cataclysmic Titan power to annihilate Marley so that they would not need to hold onto the power indefinitely, thereby saving Historia from either sacrifice or the cursed future presented to her by Kiyomi.

Eren, after all, begins to speak and lose his temper when Hange asks him this:

When care for Historia is precisely why he acted. Again, the specific mention of Historia’s safety suggests that that was Eren’s motive. So he tells them:

There were other ways to fight Marley, but this is not what they were talking about. They were talking about looking after Historia. This was the only way Eren could save her. 

So I believe what finally pushed him to act was the Survey Corps deciding to have Historia reproduce. Hange chiding him over Historia’s well-being infuriated him when they were the one to condemn her to this in the first place, and Eren clearly resents them for it. A big part of why Eren embarked on the mission without telling anyone was likely because he felt he could no longer trust the Survey Corps, making Hange’s words here ironic.

And Hange questions their own abilities as Commander afterwards - not just because they couldn’t handle Eren, but because their actions with Historia led to Eren’s enormous reaction which has put them all at risk.

Historia is already pregnant, but Eren likely acted to save her from having to inherit the Titan power, reduce her lifespan, and restart the Reiss cycle of systemic patricide and matricide. She may have the chance to abort now too, if Eren continues to take advantage of the enormous influence he now realises he has over the Survey Corps’ actions.

But why did Historia agree to the scheme when she had decided to live for herself before? Perhaps because she knows her inspiration, Ymir, did not even stick to her rule herself and sacrificed herself for others.

Perhaps because she is putting only herself at risk here and not anyone she cares about, as with Eren before. But mostly I think it’s because, like for Eren, like for everyone now, the dreams of old are gone after finding the truth in the basement. The ocean only heralded greater doom. Now they must adapt however they can to survive, even if it means taking such extreme measures as these. 

Eren is not averse to extreme measures either, as we’ve seen in his attack on Marley; but, like Historia in Ch 66, he is when it involves someone he cares about.

We’ve seen Eren’s paradigm shift over the course of the manga: at the start, thinking himself a hero, he put humanity’s advancement above all else; now, realising he’s just a normal kid, he has put the lives of his loved ones even in the way of the mission.

This is why Sasha’s death was an especially brutal, and ironic, blow to him. He took innocent lives and put Paradis at risk to save his friend, only for another friend to die because of his actions.

Eren has driven his closest friends away from him, potentially spelt ruin for Eldia’s success, and called the ire of almost every nation upon his head. He is truly the enemy of the world.

But he is Historia’s ally.

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Below Freezing

captain!jean kirstein x reader 18+ warnings: explicit content, idiots to lovers, authority kink, marking, multiple orgasms, light exhibitionism, begging, light breeding kink, creampie wc: 7.5k a/n: Starting off the year right with my true husband of husbands. This is an alternate canon where Jean is promoted to captain at age 21, and this piece takes place two years after that. What I’m saying is that everyone is of-age here, and the events of season 4 of the anime probably haven’t happened. Don’t think too much into it. I hope you enjoy. TAG @mindninjax​ @some-kindofgnome​

The trees are thick in this part of the forest, the trunks as wide around as castle towers. It’s hard enough to navigate this dense growth in ODM gear to begin with, but then it started snowing. You still have a long way to travel, your rendezvous point for this mission waiting on the far side of the trees, still miles away. Your face, your hands, your feet: all of them are freezing, and the snow is only getting worse. There wasn’t supposed to be a storm tonight; otherwise, this simple recon mission would have been delayed. You’re about to call out to your team, to ask if anyone else’s limbs are so cold that they can barely control their midair movements, when your side slams into a tree branch you couldn’t even see through the heavy snowfall.

You cry out in pain, clutching your ribs on your right side. It doesn’t feel like you broke anything, but it hurts enough to knock the wind out of you. Your wires go slack and you plummet down several feet in the air, snowy limbs soaking your coat and trousers as they brush against you. You’re falling, falling, until two long arms wrap around your middle and pull you upward again.

You can’t tell who caught you until you hear him shouting over your head. “Visibility is too low for maneuvering! Find a branch and we’ll wait out the storm!” You’d know that voice anywhere; you’d heard it every day for the past two years, since you were selected for his squad: Captain Kirstein.

You squeeze the triggers on your hand grips, releasing your wires now that you’re safely in Jean’s grasp. He loosens one arm from your waist to aim and sink his anchor into the trunk of a massive tree that suddenly comes into view through the snow. For someone as large and lanky as he is, it’s a wonder he’s known for being the best in the scouts with an ODM. But even while holding you tight to the front of him, he soars and lands effortlessly on a wide horizontal branch in the canopy before setting you softly on your feet.

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sexting hcs

anon suggested: “ whatta bout sexting hcs with the boyz + Hange?👀👀👀 “

characters: eren, armin, jean, levi, porco, + hange

genre: smut, 18+ MINORS DNI

a/n: i feel like these are terrible so i apologize in advance. i had to exclude reiner bc i kept making fun of him,,,

also! special shoutout to mara (@melancholicmonologue) for helping with mr. levi 

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That one time the kids called you “mom”

HC / OS (i don’t know) about that one time the kids called you “mom” and that one-time Jean called Captain Levi “dad” (not related with the “being a mom to the survey corps” – you’re a squad leader in this).

 -          Armin

Armin was a smart kid and he loved spending time at the survey corps library. Armin grew up with his grandfather and he had to work very hard to provide enough food for the both of them. When Armin’s grandfather died, he was still a kid. When they all joined the survey corps, Armin instantly loved you – you would always be in the library, reading different books every week. He obviously wanted to come to you and talk about books with you, but that boy was too shy. You were a squad leader which meant that you were his superior officer.

You would notice Armin of course. He would always read and study strategies sitting in front of you. Sometimes he would open his mouth, thinking ‘today I’ll talk to her’ but he never did. Once you decided that you would start the conversation, but as soon as you put your book down, Armin ran away. After that, you told Levi, your boyfriend, what happened earlier.

“I think he’s scared of me.” You admitted.

“That’s ridiculous.”

“Why did he run away then?”

“Maybe he needed to take a sh!t. Like really needed to so he ran away.”

Meanwhile in Armin’s bedroom, with Eren and Mikasa.

“Why did you do that?” Mikasa asked.

“I don’t know!” Armin inquired, “I’m so embarrassed right now.”

“That was a weird move.” Eren admitted, “Next time just say something, anything really.”

That very next day, Armin was determined to tell you how much he wanted to discuss books with you. He saw you at your usual place and he took his. He repeated his sentence over and over, ‘squad leader Y/N I’ve seen you here multiple times and I’d like to discuss books together.’ But before he could say anything, you started to talk.

“Why did you run off yesterday?” you asked.

“Books.” Armin shouted which only startled you a little, “I like books and you do too.”

“I do like to read.”

After that, Armin was more and more comfortable around you. You would always read together before an expedition or after an intense training day – it became your little tradition.

A few weeks later, Armin wanted to talk to you as soon as possible. He has read a book that he knew you would like, and he needed to tell you about it. He was eating with his friends and when he saw you and Captain Levi entering the mess hall, he shouted “MOM! I-“and stopped immediately after.

Everyone was staring at him and all Armin wanted at this moment was to be eaten by a titan. You on the other side were just smiling widely at Armin.

“You look like a creep, stop smiling.” Levi told you.

After dinner, you went to the library and found Armin sitting at your usual table, arms crossed on the table with his head on his arms.

“Armin, hey. How are you feeling?”

“Embarrassed. I – I don’t know why I called you that.”

“It’s fine, you don’t have to worry about it.” you reassured him.

“But I embarrassed you too!”

“Who said you did?”

“Everyone was laughing.” Armin guessed.

Then, you spend your night like you always do which is reading together until Levi came to bring you back to bed.

“Good night Armin.” Levi told him before leaving.

“Good night Captain, squad leader.”

“Good night… son.” you finished before joining Levi, laughing slightly.

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Squad Leader mom is pregnant!

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Since all the baby incidents that had happened with you, Levi or the cadets, Levi and you had been thinking about having one of your own, but you never actually talked about it. Then one night, as you were reading before going to bed, Levi sat next to you on the couch ready to have that talk with you.

“Y/N.” Levi called your name seeing that you were not paying any attention to him.

“Hm?”

“I want to have–.” Levi started but then stopped.

“What’s wrong?” you asked worried, putting down your book.

“Remember when the kids were turned into children? We said that we would talk about having a kid. I want to talk about it now.” he told you staring at you. “If you want.” Levi quickly added.

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please give us some jean smut

my mans definitely would have a size kink and a breeding kink, would probs like being called daddy

A/N: JEAN DESERVES MORE LOVE! and I 100% agree. I hope this works, love, I’m starting off with short drabbles first to warm up to writing full smut

WARNINGS: size kink, mild praise, sub!reader, breeding kink, daddy kink, unprotected sex, creampie,

nsfw drabbles - jean’s kinks

[size kink]

Jean loved the size difference between you two in innocent ways. He loved the way his 6’2 self towers over you. He also loved the way he can pick you up like a rag doll, or the way his sweaters swallowed you whole.

But he loved you even more like this- trembling beneath him as he drove his cock into your tight pussy.

“You like that?” He laughed menacingly, his voice dropping an octave as he leaned in right next to your ear, “you like being stuffed by my fat cock?”

You couldn’t speak. Your voice was stolen from you when he gave another hard thrust, hitting you right in your sweet spot. Your eyes rolled back, and you let out something of a choked back moan.

“that’s right. Take my cock,” he jeered, smirking down at your form, “take it like a good girl.”

[breeding kink]

Fucking you raw was different for Jean. Not only did it feel different, but mentally, it drove him insane.

“Fuck- Jean!” You cried out, legs wrapped tightly around his waist as his cock hit all the right spots, filling you up so good.

“You sound so pretty when you say my name,” he smiled, bringing a hand up to your cheek. You whimpered at the touch. “You gonna cum?”

You were close. Fuck you were so close.

You nodded, and he cupped your chin with both hands, before sending a hard thrust up into you. You nearly screamed.

You clenched around him, and he let his eyes shut, holding himself back from letting go. And then, your high washed over you, sending your back arching and your hips lifting up into his movement.

“F-fuck, baby... you’re gonna make me cum,” he groaned, his amber eyes meeting yours for a fleeting moment.

“Then do it,” you panted, looking at him through your lashes. He blinked at your words. “Cum inside me. I wanna feel it.”

And with that, he felt himself spill inside, fucking you until his cum filled your swollen cunt. He pulled out, and sat back on his legs to watch the white fluids drip from between your thighs onto the sheets, and from there, a new kink was born.

He wanted to stuff you with all his semen. Over and over again.

[daddy kink]

It happened out of nowhere.

You were getting fucked in his lap like any other day, thighs on either side of him, and his lips at your jaw. He fucked you relentlessly, hard and fast, and you called out his name like a broken record.

But then, you said it.

“Fuck, daddy!” You moaned.

He didn’t halter his movements, but he immediately ripped his lips away from you. His hand gripped your jaw, and forced your face down to look him dead in the eye. The fucker had a wide grin.

“Say it again.”

“D-daddy, please,” you whimpered, your hands grabbing at his shoulders.

He laughed, and you swore you felt him grow harder inside you.

“Fuck, you don’t know what that does to me, baby girl.”

And at that, he fucked you through to your orgasm, and you came around his cock, calling him by his new preferred nickname.

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jeankasa ( jean theory )

not to forget about when jean, hange and mikasa was interrogating reiner about the thing he hold in the iron case ( ymir's letter for hisu ) when hange want to kill reiner, jean told hange "if we decided to leave something that we don't know as it is how do you think can we win against the titan from now on?" and mikasa wanted to comfort him by calling his name, "jean." and she felt what he is feeling by that time, what he was actually thinking about is what actually mikasa is thinking about.

hange then agreed to his judgement to kill reiner w turning someone into a titan and inherit them. i think that jean was lowkey offering himself to be the titan and eat reiner himself. this is my theory so please don't take it as smtg serious lmao. i think that when he was saying, "although we could get the power of the titan." to hange is the moment when he wanted to do smtg to inherit the titan. why i was saying this? look at hange when he told her that they could have the power of the armor titan.

she look back at jean and jean look back at her as he find out that hange stop completely when he said that. she lowkey agreed with what jean was saying but she doesn't want to let anyone important to inherit the titan. so that's why she decided to kill off reiner. when jean says, "how do we can win against the titan?" i think mikasa know what was he is trying to say. that's why you can see in her face that she was frowning. "jean." as if she was against jean's decision and just let hange kill of reiner.

but jean refused and still trying to convince hange that they could eat reiner. mikasa was worried and she cares about what jean was thinking about. she doesn't want to lose the most important person for them aside from armin and eren. again why do i tell you guys that jean is going to inherit the titan? when he realize that hange has agreed to take the injection from levi. mikasa then realize that she is actually going to take the injection from levi and the way she was looking at hange speak it all.

it's either she's still unsure of who is going to take the injection or she doesn't want jean to do it. but she know it's going to be hange's decision to decide who and she trusted hange so she get to eren and the others to get the injection. in conclusion, jean wanted to inherit armor titan, but mikasa and hange are worried about that situation. forgot to mention that her facial expressions quickly change when hange call her it went from (｡•́︿•̀｡) to ಠ_ಠ real quick lmao. she is worried about him :D

and then her face went back to (｡•́︿•̀｡) when she finally realize what she's going to do. here's to some picture that i organize for yalls.

first picture was when she realize what jean was talking about.

second she look down at jean, frowning. worried about his current condition.

lmao when hange call her, mikasa's face immediately change.

and at last hange decided to change her mind to let mikasa take the injection from levi. you can see her face there, compare to the picture on number 3 she realize that she had to let jean take the injection. hange says, "is that so? you have a lot more than mine." so she finally realize what was going to happen :(

also a quick reminder that jean, mikasa and hange ( ofc ) know what's gonna happen if ntg happen to both erwin and armin. jean would most likely to take the injection and inherit armor titan. hange and mikasa both refused to let jean take the injection.

i do think that jean wouldn't let mikasa or hange and ofc the rest of the squad to inherit the titan. first because mikasa is the strongest ( after levi ), second hange is the next commander, third if armin wasn't dying at the first place he wouldn't let him to inherit the titan because of his knowledge, fourth sasha and connie were his best friend and he loves them for levi it's obvious why they wouldn't let levi to inherit the titan :D

this is my thoughts pls pls don't judge my opinion love y'all and have a good day <3

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Pieck loves the most tedious and long board games. She always plays with Reiner (because he enjoys the monotony) and Jean (who spent more hours he would like to admit just learning the Marley's equivalent of Risk).

Jean started to join them because they needed a third player. Pieck looked so enthusiastic and Reiner looked so defeated that he couldn't say no. He ended up enjoying it to and sometimes bringing Connie (who doesn't appreciate it much).

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do you guys know that mikasa was there when the next scene she get back with eren. what was i thinking about? 🥳

first mikasa was with eren to help him with the jaw titan ( porco ).

second we didn't see the screentime where she went off to jean to help him with the cart titan.

she came with her thunder spear just to help him to defeat pieck oh my god the crumbs.

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A little sooner than expected

Jean Kirstein x fem!reader

SPOILERS! THIS REQUEST CONTAINS SPOILERS!

Requested by anon “Hi! Can I request a Jean Kirstein imagine with his s/o telling him she’s pregnant? Maybe when they’re in Marley or during the manga when Reiner at the campfire tells him the truth about what happened to Marco.”

Warning- Swearing, angst, talks of puking and pregnancy, fluff

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“Oh,” you sigh, “fuck.”

No this can’t be happening. Not now.

You prop your hands on the counter and look down at the sink as your thoughts filter inside your mind.

“Shit!”

“Hey! Are you okay in there?” You hear Jean wander from outside the door.

You lift your head and exhale deeply, thinking at that exact moment, after Jean had checked on your sudden outburst that he had a right to know. Especially since you were so far from home preparing to fight an important battle. He couldn’t be left in the dark. Unless...you didn’t want him to worry, but even then if anything happened he wouldn’t forgive himself. You needed to tell him.

Gently you push yourself away from the counter and open the door to see him waiting in front of it, jumping slightly after not expecting your sudden action, but not hesitating to repeat his question. “Are you okay?”

You nod and walk out, “yeah, I just hurt my hand on the counter.”

Jean falls by your side and doesn’t question your response—not like there was a reason to.

“I’m hungry, could we grab something to eat before meeting up with the rest?” You continue, at that exact moment hearing your stomach grumble.

Jean sighs and hesitates to give you in an answer, pulling out his wallet and checking the money he had. You feel bad that you’ve been asking and he keeps paying (even if you tell him it’s okay, that you’ll pay) but he doesn’t listen, he wants to be a gentleman. You attempt to take out your money, but he shuts your attempts down and pushes your hand away. “Okay what do you want? Same as yesterday? That was my favorite.”

You scoff playfully and push his shoulder. “You've said that about everything you’ve tried.”

Jean shrugs, “well it’s all good.” He turns to look at you whilst he puts his arm out so you’d link your arm around it and he can pull you along with him as he continues. “And yet I can’t wait to go back home.”

“Yeah, same,” you agree, not mentioning that new small reason why.

“Actually,” Jean interjects excitedly, “let’s try this, this suddenly just caught my eye.” Jean pulls you with him to get the food that he wanted and at the smallest hint of the aroma that hit your nose, the hunger that you had felt was suddenly lost and a bitter, warm liquid climbed up your throat, causing you to gag and run to the nearest alley to puke everything you had in your stomach out.

Disgusting.

Second time just today. He’s going to figure out; or if not him, someone else. Probably someone else.

“Hey are you sure you’re okay?” Jean’s voice echoes in your ears. “Today is the second time you’ve gotten like this.”

You nod hesitantly and stand up straight, looking to him and meeting his concerned gaze. Instantly at that moment getting mentally attacked by your need to tell him. Just before someone else could figure it out and say something before he has the chance to know first. He was most likely going to get mad, but he needed to know.

Shit.

“Jean,” you mutter, “I need to tell you something.”

Clueless to what the matter was, Jean follows along without concern. “Okay, what is it?”

Your eyes examine the alley and you decide not to tell him here, so you grab his hand to move away—that or you’re just delaying that matter.

“Did I do something?”

You shake your head and walk to lake bank nearby. “No,” actually, “well. No.”

Without looking at him, you notice Jean's gaze narrow and his eyebrows furrow deeply. He wants to keep pushing you to continue now that his curiosity is growing, but you stop by the lake's bank and look to the water for a moment to collect your exact words to break the news to him.

“Are you?” Jean pauses and your eyes widen while you slowly turn to look at him. “Are you sick because,” he hesitates and looks away from you to look at the lake and the ducklings calmly swimming by. You wait to see if he’s going to piece it together, but before he could solve your problems, he doesn’t finish and turns to you to reveal it; slight fear replacing the curiosity.

“I’m...pregnant.” You look at him and suddenly become self conscious. His brown eyes leave from your face and he looks back to the lake, slowly sitting down and covering his ears with his hands. “Jean…”

His brows furrow deeper and fear is fully expressed in his eyes. “Tch,”

You try to approach him and ease what he felt, but you stop yourself and let him have his time to think by himself for a moment. You hate that you had to tell him now, in a moment where you’re planning to fight your current enemy. But he needed to know.

“Did you know, before we came?” He asks softly while he puts his arms down and looks to the grass below him.

You bite the inside of your cheek and slowly shake your head. “No, I found out while we were here...I’m sorry.” You swallow thickly and sit beside him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t...I’m sorry.”

“About?”

“About getting pregnant in a time like this.” You reveal in a broken voice. “We’re fighting a war, we’re worrying about our friends and battle plans, this is just a problem and I’m sorry.”

Jean sighs deeply and takes your hand. “It’s not your fault and it’s not a problem. It takes two to make a baby, we were both careless.”

“You’re not mad?” You ask as you look at him, noticing his eyes flicker to you at the same time.

“Yes, but not at you.”

“If you don’t want to have this baby I understand.”

Jean blinks and briefly looks away for a second. “I always dreamt of starting a family, y’know. But obviously not yet, not until we were all free, but,” tears stream down his cheeks, “but I guess my dream decided to come sooner than expected.” He smiles and meets your gaze to cup your cheek and press a kiss on your cheek before resting his forehead on yours. “I love you.”

You cup his hand and smile softly. “I love you too. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t say that.” He assures you. “And you can’t be out when the day comes, you’re staying on the airship.”

“Wait,” you breathe before parting away, “but—”

“No, that's an order. You’re staying with Commander Hange.”

“Jean.”

“Y/n.”

You groan and have no option but to accept. “Fine.”

“We’re also not telling the rest,” Jean says as he stands up and helps you up, “just the Commander and the Captain, but not everyone else. Not yet.”

You scratch the back of your head and nod hesitantly. “Fine.”

Jean grabs your hand and sighs, “I’m still hungry.”