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Kay

O Kay, I wish we could write our names in Oysters Shell while wearing Kimonos and riding on a vintage train in the city of Kamakura, Japan. We will click pictures under Buddha's statue.

I wish we visit similar beaches and trains in Porto, Portugal clicking pictures under ceramic tiles and cathedrals walking by the narrow streets and entering random art galleries. We will eat wine and cheese.

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w/ her

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Dear Sweety,

I am missing you more today. I know I left the right to miss you decade ago. I want you to remember you are to me as much as Anjali to Rahul. We were meant to fight. I was never there when you were sad or alone. I sometime wish if I could go back on time, I will probably love you more.

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haha!

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That place is making her more sick. Period

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I think she is cold; hungry and sleepless

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I am now angry at her. I want her home more than anything. I am feeling helpless too.

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If only I had the power of god.

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Shangrila Stories 1

It was a cold morning in Lekhnath. I was waiting for a bus to Kathmandu; a place colder than this. I feel awkward when there is a girl by my side. She said 'Hi'. She was gorgeous - a yellow shawl, tiny earrings, a black bindi. She was reading A thousand splendid suns. I had to talk to her. I said, "Hi!".

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We headed back home. I saw faces of people old, women carrying childs on their back. I am not sure what I appreciate about her. She is a most humble person or she laughs uncontrollably. The passenger on the jeep said we should study hard otherwise we will end up like him.

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I am happy that I decided to see you. I liked how you were silent to see me. I liked how angry you were at me. I liked how intimidated you were when I interfered your day. I liked how you cooked for me. I liked to watch you sleep. Oh! Will I ever say to you that I want to hold your hand and stay?

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Two things. One, I would never make a tiktok. Next, I would never go crazy for a girl. But, as it seems I broke these two rules for her. In a rural village of Syangja, she is teaching kids. I am on my way to meet her. Will she be happy to see me or she will be sad?

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She is working in a rural village. Should I go meet her? Will we be able to drink beer in silence? Will she share her pain? Am I a friend, a lover, a friendzoned, a brozoned? She is just my imagination. Oh! Kalpana will your hair and my hands ever play together.

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I am in love with a princess. She is calm and vast like a ocean and I know little about her. She sees tiny details and she is full of life. I do not want to pollute her world; her world is clean and pure. She connects with nature and her plants and her insects. She loves dogs and cats. I wish I will get her a tiny elephant. I hope she will be by my side in the pearls of my life. I wish I will be by her side.

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I messed up with the girl I love. 

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I hope I get 5 million dollars by some magic. or, $1000 to travel Nepal or $50000 to travel world or, around 10,000 books and motivation to read them.

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What is this relationship politics? I am in love with a girl and she seems to like me. I am completely ghosting her. I am now realizing that I have zero number of friends. I have not talked to my family members for a very long time. We are in a kind of competition maybe. Because, my brother must have talked to them on a daily basis. He got 365 points and I get 0 points and people must have eventually stopped talking to me. Do my cousins know I exist? We were in good terms. What am I doing with my time if not talking to relatives and getting updates. I have accomplished nothing in the last few years. My growth is zero. I know nothing.