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Just finished watching Fairy Tail with my friend up to the end of the Battle of Fairy Tail arc (we're stopping there) but I spent a few hours explaining the rest of the series to him and we ended up watching a really cool analysis video of Zeref and WOW I REALLY LOVE THAT CHARACTER !!!!!!!

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Illustrated by Hiro Mashima, creator of FAIRY TAIL, the keyart for FAIRY TAIL 2 the game has been revealed! 🔥

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(G)I-DLE - HANN (Alone in winter) (한(寒)

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━━━ ❝ IF THIS WORLD CONTINUES TO REJECT ME ; THEN I SHALL REJECT THE WORLD. ❞

Zeref Dragneel / Fairy Tail ( 2006-2017 ) template credit: [ x ] // @kristamaedits

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The psychiatrist diagnosed me with divine madness

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what's up everyone, how's it going? any luck finding a way to destroy me once and for all yet?

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"you look tired" well the torment is relentless and the horrors never cease

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Conversing with a ghost is no easy task. Even so, it is far from the greater challenges he has faced throughout his life : Mavis and him have been sharing an abode for a few decades now, && through time they'd found ways to bridge the gap between the edges of death and life where they both respectively reside.

Zeref appreciates the girl's occasional company, and the safety of their socialization ; after all ― he cannot harm the DECEASED. ( well, not anymore. )

"My apologies for the lack of entertainment", he starts ― the corner of his mouth curling deeper into a light grin.

He sits up, lightly brushing the few fallen leaves off his tunic. This small detail, added to the discerned quip aimed at the way he had been occupying his time, confirms his suspicion ; HE DID SLEEP LONGER THAN EXPECTED, after all. .

" ― I have no plans for the near future, if that is what you are asking. Do you require my help in the library again ?" That is something she's asked of him a few times.

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By no means would Mavis deem Tenro lonely. It had been her home longer than it hadn't and while heartache was ever present within its memories, she always would consider the island somewhere safe and comfortable. It's not like she ever truly was alone, the early years of her life accompanied by the spirit of the person she held most dear, and the years following her death accompanied by the very wizard who caused it.

Despite everything, she held no ill will towards Zeref, and found his presence on Tenrojima reassuring. For someone who was deemed as a danger and a threat for the last 300 or so years, his efforts to not cause harm to other was comforting, proving he still held onto his heart. And while she couldn't accompany him like they originally had planned, the solution they had devised seems to be working out well.

The smile that lined her lips as soft as she watched him reply to the sky. There was something almost humorous in his lack of effort to even guess where she was, but she also couldn't blame him for not wanting to seem a fool and speaking in the exact opposite direction. A low melodic hum released from the spirit in response before turning her own attention toward the sky, glancing over the clouds in an attempt to find images within them.

❝ Planning on spending another day just staring at the sky ? or would you like to accompany me to the red lizard ruins ? I could appreciate your assistance on something.

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independant - private - canon divergent ╳ follows back from sinshckled

ABOUT [ tba ] RULES TBA. MUN. Kaat, she/her, 22 years old. I live in Canada (EST timezone) and I speak french & english ! - TBA.

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✖ Hi, I am Zeref. When I was younger I tried to revive my brother and I got cursed by a God and. Now I am an immortal sorcerer being who kills everything he touches. I wish I was dead. If you don’t reblog this post I will come to your house at midnight and I’ll hide under your bed. When you’re asleep, I’ll KILL YOU and everyone you love with my devastating Curse of Contradiction.

DON'T BELIEVE ME ?

Case 1 - Zancrow saw this post. He doesn't believe in silly ghost stories and scrolled right past it. Well, foolish ZANCROW ! He was walking in the woods when I got him. Now he’s not with us anymore.

Case 2 - Mavis hated chain posts, but she didn’t want to die that night. She liked the post and sent it to 3 treasure hunters. Not good enough, MAVIS ! Now, Mavis is in a coma. we don’t know if she’ll ever wake up. .

YOU DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE ZANCROW AND MAVIS ― DO YOU ?

✖ SHARE THIS POST WITH YOUR FOLLOWERS OR YOU'LL FACE THE CONSEQUENCES !

independant - private - canon divergent ╳ follows back from sinshckled

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CONFRONTATIONS

“  you have to talk to someone,  eventually.  it doesn’t have to be me,  but.  you need to.  ”

“   i’m not leaving until you tell me what’s going on.  ”

“  you may like to pretend,  but i don’t.  something is wrong and you’re hiding it from me.  ”

“  you can’t even say that and look me in the eyes.  you’re clearly lying.  just tell me the truth.  ”

“  everyone else might be buying it,  but i don’t.  what’s wrong?  ”

“  you’re not fine.  you’re clearly not fine.  and you don’t have to keep saying that you are.  ” 

“  you can talk to me,  you know.  whatever you have to say,  i’m not gonna judge you or do anything.  i just want to listen.  ”

“  you can’t run away from this forever.  ”

“  i can’t keep acting like i don’t see something is wrong with you.  ”

“  you keep acting like if you let down your guard the world will end.  ”

“  stop brushing me off.  i know something is going on.  ”

“  hey— look at me.  you can talk to me.  ”

“  i don’t know if you think you’re being strong or protecting me,  but i don’t need you to keep painting on smiles when you’re clearly upset.  ”

“  why don’t you trust me enough to let me in?  ”

“  you think if you run around taking care of everyone else,  no one will notice you’re falling apart.  ”

“  you keep acting like you’re looking for an excuse to leave.  ”

“  stop.  just stop trying to avoid this.  shutting me out isn’t going to fix the problem.  ”

“  you do realize you don’t have to do this alone right?  ”

“  you think you’re handling this on your own but you’re not.  that’s not how it works when the people who care about you can see you’re suffering but refusing to ask for help.  ”

“  you don’t get a choice this time.  i’m helping you.  ”

“  why do you keep lying to me like i don’t know ever time you try it?  ”

“  i don’t know why you seem to think you have to hide your pain.  ”  

“  i don’t know why you thought i wasn’t going to notice.  but i see right through you.  ” 

“  i know you’re having nightmares again.  ”

“  why are you acting like this?  ”

“  don’t change the subject.  i saw you crying.  ”  

“  you fucked it up.  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  just tell me what the fuck the problem is?  ”

“  did you just flinch away from me?  ”

“  i trusted you. why can’t you trust me too?  ”  

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PROMPTS   FOR   THE   HEAVY   HEARTED

the burdened:

“  being alive is exhausting.  ”

“  i ruin everything i touch.  ”

“  no one ever helped me when i needed it.  so,  i just.  try to do my best to keep others from feeling that kind of loneliness.  ”

“  i feel like the pain is all i am anymore. ”

“  i wish i remembered anything other than loneliness.  ”

“  i’m not a particularly good person.  but sometimes i wish someone would think i am.  ”

“  i’m just always the one who gets left behind.  ”

“  i never seem to belong anywhere.  or to anyone.  ”  

“  i’m alone.  and it’s my own fault.  but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.  ”

“  i don’t know how to just live.  i constantly feel like i’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.  ”

“  i always expect people to hurt me.  because they usually do. ”

“  i don’t know how to let go of my trauma.  i don’t know what i am without it.   ”

“  it’s better if i’m alone.  i can’t hurt anyone if there’s no one close enough to get hit by the debris of my fuck ups.  ”

“  there are just too many people depending on me.  i can’t rest.  i can’t let them down.  ”

“  i don’t have anything or anyone left anymore.  ”

“  i’m not strong.  or brave.  i survive ‘cause there’s not really any other choice. ”

“  i tried to give up before.  but the universe just didn’t let me.  ”

“  i just want to be done.  i’m tired.  i’m so,  so fucking tired.  ”

“  i know it’s selfish.  but i wish someone would just take care of me.  ”

“  every time i start to feel like things are getting quieter and i can feel safe,  something bad always happens.  ”

“  i tend to love people more than they love me.  and it’s okay.  i don’t mind but…it can be lonely.  ”

“  i just don’t feel like my life makes any difference to anyone.  i’m just here.  ”

the comforter: 

“  hey,  look at me.  i’m listening.  you can tell me anything. ”

“   how can i help you feel less alone?  ”

“  i’m here and i’m not leaving or letting you change the subject.  now talk to me. ”

“  i know you feel like you’re alone and i’m not going to invalidate that.  but i can tell you that i’m here.  and i know there are people who want to care and help if you’ll let them.  ”

“  whatever it is you’re struggling with,  i want to help and it’s not going to make me look at you any different.  ”

“   i like having you around.  and not because of what you can do for me or give to me—  i like you.  i value you as a person.  ”

“   i just need you to know that you’ve never been ‘nobody’ to me.  you’ve never been nothing.  ”

“   you’re important to me.   you hear me?  you’re important.  and that’s never gonna change.   ”

“  i’m not going anywhere until you get some sleep.  ”

“  i want to take care of you.  please,  let me.  ”

“  no one is meant to be all alone.  that’s not how humans are built.  you don’t need to do all this on your own.   ”

“  you don’t deserve the bad things that happen to you.  you never did.  ”

“  i can’t promise you aren’t going to have any more hardship.  but i can promise i’m gonna be right here to get your through it. ”

“  you make a difference in my life.  i’m not just saying that.  it wouldn’t be the same without you here and i don’t want to find out what it’d be like to not have you around. ”

“  next time it gets this bad,  you call me okay?  now you just sit there and i’m gonna make you some tea and soup and we’re gonna talk this out. ”

“   is it getting bad again?  ”

“   you are so much stronger and braver than you think.  ”

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TIMELINES ╳ PREVIEW

CANON ╳ - Childhood, pre-curse ╳ - Ankhseram curse, pre-Zero ╳ - Fairy Tail Zero & Fairy Tail early years ╳ - Exile on Tenrou Island, SLUMBER / up until the end of Tenrou arc ╳ - Awakening / Post-Tenrou arc ╳ - Alvarez Empire Arc & Demise

CANON, POST FAIRY TAIL ╳ - Deceased, in the golden fields or some shit ╳ - Arius Note : Will have to think this through a bit, miiiight go canon divergent

AU, FAIRY TAIL UNIVERSE ╳ - Post-ending, alive & rid of the Ankhseram curse ╳ - Reincarnation ╳ - TBD

CROSSOVER / UNIVERSE JUMPING (?) ╳ - TBD

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TG DMP. / VERSE ╳

╳ . ▌V-I ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌V-II ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌V-III ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌V-IV ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌AU-I ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌AU-II ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌AU-III ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌AU-IV ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌XV-I ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌XV-II ▌. *╶ ????? ╳ . ▌XV-III ▌. *╶ ?????

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TG DMP. / ZEREF ╳

gallery. musings. aes. hc. mp3. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ MUSEUM. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ MUSINGS. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ ESSENCE. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ MEMORIES. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ INCANTATIONS.

mavis. natsu. warrod, precht & yuri. the spriggan 12. tartaros. acnologia. larcade. august. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE FAIRY. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE DRAGON. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE HUNTERS. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE SPRIGGANS. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE DEMONS. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE KING. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE CROSS. ╳ . ▌DEATH ▌. *╶ && THE GENERAL.

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*Pokes his cheek* (from Mavis)

━━━━ to : Mavis Vermillion ⌠ @originmade ⌡ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳ ╳

He lays in the golden grass of Tenrou Island, eyes closed && with the stillness of a corpse. Not quite asleep, not anymore ― but still in a state of dormance. Somewhere at the edge of slumber, where he can be aware of his surroundings & still protect the neighbouring life.

For how long had that been the case ? He isn't sure ― it'd been nighttime when he had settled here ; now the sun was high in the sky, judging by the way it pierced through his eyelids. It could have been hours as easily as D A Y S .

―――― [ When you've lived as long as he had, ] [ it made very little difference. ]

While he's mulling the odds of him slipping back into Morpheus' arms, he suddenly senses a very familiar magical presence breaching the clearing. He doesn't need any authentication to put a name to the newcomer ― ( the island was home to no one else but one soul, after all ) ― but SOON ENOUGH, he feels something poking at the side of his face ― a touch devoid of any physical source, perhaps, but that he has throughout the years successfully learned to discern from the shy, quiet breeze it could be so easily mistaken for.

He cracks an eye open, && ― he murmurs his greeting to the azure, clear skies that greet him, a soft smile stretching the line of his lips.

"Good morning, Mavis"

His sight may not discern her, but his mind can paint the image of the grin that must brighten her face. He hears the distant singsong of birds, and imagines the sound of her giggles in its place.