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I wonder if he even knows that he had me. Probably. Just to ghost the fuck out of me… urgh. I’m down. Seldom down for him. He is sssso inconsistent that it bugs the shit out of me. Don’t gas me up to let me down.

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I know I shouldn’t because it’s wrong and stupid and actually yeah really stupid

There we go

Such a pick me girl at heart

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Well that was not expected but I did wonder when he would come back around. Let’s not be fooled by this though… wish I hadn’t been drunk. Hes an ass man at heart

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Finding myself thinking about him after a month of trying not to care and pretending I wasn’t butt hurt.

Followed him again on Tuesday morning when I was avoiding sleep. He fucking noticed. That’s the worst bit. Noticed and viewed my story. Not that this matters or affects his life in any way 🙁

I just need a good distraction and to stop looking at potential Tekkno tour dates. Such a dummy. I’m going to the final London show. Just an overnight stay. And then in the winter I will go to Birmingham and Leeds. I can’t follow these people around Europe… especially now that I’m living alone and my expenses have doubled.

Maybe in the winter I can finally get under that man.

It’d be pretty sweet if they booked slam dunk again. I doubt it somehow… glad they’re coming back in any case.

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Booty call ft. Paranormal activity and bo burnham. Niiiice but let’s not do that again

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Ok so it’s Friday now and they’re due to arrive here on Sunday. No contact yet, so I’m just gonna go ahead and assume nothing is a goer. And that doesn’t bother me that much tbh because my happiness is here next to me

I’m looking forward to seeing them play on Monday & Wednesday. If we run into each other? Amazing. Anything else? Beautiful

I had a dream about him earlier and yeah it’ll probably play out like that. Another time another life maybe next time

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If they cancel that tour again. Fml

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HI I JUST WANNA LICK YOU ALL OVER EVERYWHERE AND MAKE YOU COME IN MY MOUTH OR FACE I DONT CARE NO BIG DEAL 👌🏻

I guess once it’s November that’s when the countdown starts officially. It’s already 20 days until they “touch down” in fairest nottingham.

I am starting to ignite at the thought of it all happening. I need it to work out.

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I want to get tattooed nooooowwwww

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Iiiiiii just want to get this off my chest.

No point with Mr. Skimo atm. I’m not sure if I’m even bothered about meeting him next month. I’m looking forward to the show, but idk unless he really chases me then I won’t bother making the effort.

It would be fun to hook up. It’s more exciting when they’re on tour and I’m seeing him so active. He’s on holiday with his WIFE atm… doesn’t exactly give me a major boner

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Should I let you fall, lose it all So maybe you can remember yourself?

Call Me When You’re Sober - Evanescense

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I really want that man.

Now I have to wait another 2 months because the tour got rescheduled.

Still checking on me

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What a bunch of god awful cringe people. Making a fool of yourself on a public platform. You crazy

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I will get a photo of my hand on his tattooed chest: that is the goal

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It’s annoying that it’s going to be quiet for a while. If he were smart, he would start early and not a few days before. Let’s hope it doesn’t end up being like that

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INTERNAL SCREAM.

I didn’t plan on it but I ain’t mad about it.

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Literally living rent free in my mind all the time haha

Kind of want that entertainment back as it was fun. But we will see