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I LOVE THIS AHHHHHHH

SVSSS EXTRA: RETURN TO CHILDHOOD Chapter 02

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It's fucking hard to find friends i can talk to about my interests freely dude 😭

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Thinking about how Suguru and Yuji has similarities again and um...

Scenes where they take control of their right limb to restrain the being possessing them while these blue eyed, long lashes having pretty boys look on with blood on their faces.

Oh my gosh, not Suguru and Yuji smiling while they're dying from serious injuries and Satoru and Megumi looking on all sad...

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I think the strangest criticism of queer ships is when people say “no, they’re best friends” or “they’re better as just friends” like bitch they are still best friends. They’re just also fucking. What’s not clicking?

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Heaven has welcomed me ~~

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Taking a scholarship exam today....

Im nervous 😟

I feel like puking and curling into a ball of goo...

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I'd just be more active here since someone decided to give me trust issues about having an alt on fb (they screen shotted some posts of mine and made it a topic of conversation)

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I swear I wasn't gifted the ability to be an artist because if I am, there would be so many possibilities that transcends the human mind

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Validating your feelings is different from validating your actions.

I want to say how immature she is by how she acts, but honestly? She is still immature as she's still a child. I had talked to her and made her realize things that she somehow overlooked. She told me how she'd try to fix what happened, but then she started cussing her out through social media. Which, to be honest, is just so low.

I'm not posing here, acting like I'm no different than her. But what she'd said is just plain crude. How could you say that to someone you just called your "friend"? How could you accuse her of going to partner and having no girl code? No matter where I see it, it's just sad.

Why would you let other's opinions sway your feelings for your so-called friend? How could you? And now you wonder why I distance myself from you? It's pretty obvious. That's because being with you is too draining. You are so pretentious to the point that even I, a master at being a clown, is so disgusted by it.

All I hope is that you realize how crazy you made this situation is when it was just so small in the beginning. I hope you realize your mistakes and accept the fact that you're wrong too.

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Wala random lang

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Back on my bullshit (reading SVSSS fanfic instead of sleeping) again.

I think one of the best tropes in the SVSSS fandom is that Shen Yuan, no matter who he is, who he transmigrates into, what form he takes, is destined to be with Luo Binghe. Binghe will somehow be there and will fall in love with him. Shen Yuan can be a handsome cultivator, a monster from the Abyss, a spoiled prince, a street urchin, a random ass cattle farmer, a dragon, or even a sentient mushroom, it doesn't matter. What matters is he loves Binghe so much that Binghe has to find him and will love him back.

In conclusion, yes Shen Yuan, Luo Binghe would love you even if you were a worm.

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"I think Shen Yuan's real body is peerlessly beautiful" "I think shen yuans real body was average at best" you guys don't UNDERSTAND. It doesn't matter what shen yuan looks like because he charms people with his gentle eyes and sweet smile. When some random person trips on the sidewalk, they don't see a "pretty boy" or a "lame looking nerd" they look up to find a hand helpfully extended to help them up. They see shen yuans concerned face asking if they're alright, the sun behind his head shining like a halo. They get a headpat that makes them feel like they're 8 years old again, shyly talking to the babysitter they had a crush on as a child. Then shen yuan says he's glad they're okay and waves goodbye, and when that person goes to bed at night, they stare up at their ceiling and think about the lovely angel who helped them up when they tripped. People fall in love at first sight with shen yuans personality. Goodnight

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"Did Luo Binghe love Shen Yuan or Shen Qingqiu, the persona he crafted to present to the world? Shen Yuan is essentially stuck pretending to be a person he's not for possibly the rest of his life, never being able to fully be who he really is again."

SHEN YUAN DID NOT GO AROUND THE OOC LOCK MULTIPLE TIMES, CONFUSE THE OTHER CHARACTERS WITH "HIS" SUDDEN AND OBVIOUS CHANGE, TURN THE WHOLE QING JING PEAK INTO A HEALTHIER PLACE FOR THE KIDS, FIGHT THE SYSTEM AND THE SITUATIONSHIPS OF THE STORY TOOTH AND NAIL, SHOW BINGHE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND KINDNESS, SAVE LIU QINGGE'S LIFE AND BEFRIEND HIM, COME UP WITH A MASTER PLAN TO COME BACK TO LIFE IN CASE HE DIED, SACRIFICE HIS LIFE FOR BINGHE, DO WHATEVER IT TOOK TO HELP AND SAVE BINGHE, CHANGE THE WHOLE STORY FOR THE BETTER, AND GENERALLY EARN LOVE RESPECT AND ADMIRATION NOT ONLY FROM BINGHE BUT SEVERAL OTHER IMPORTANT CHARACTERS, JUST FOR YOU TO DOUBT BINGHE'S LOVE FOR HIM AS A PERSON, SAY THAT HE CAN'T BE HIMSELF, SAY HE CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITHOUT FEARING RETRIBUTION FROM THE SYSTEM, AND REDUCE HIS AGENCY TO THAT OF A NPC IN HIS OWN STORY.

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One of the things  that is extremely sad about weak hero class 1 is the endless cycle of violence and neglect towards all those kids.

It's not ok for a teenager to be so busy that he has to sleep in school, in order to not miss classes.

To tell your child that he's fine on his own, because he's so smart. It is only you justifying your neglect, It doesn't  matter how smart and mature a child is, they're still a child and it's your job as a parent to take care of them.

At the end of the day, kids are not supposed to be "mature for their age".

It's not okay to adopt a child because you're thinking about your image.

Those kids get beat up in school every day and there's no adult intervening.

No child is supposed to go through physical, mental  and emotional abuse at home, and again, people know about it and don't do anything.

When a child is going through bullying, you don't tell them to "man up" and hit back, you don't tell them that they are weak, you can't use violence to fix the consequences of violence.

It's neglect to move your kid from one school to another only because you're worried about your own image, you don't wanna  help your child, you don't care about what they're going through, you wanna get away from the problem, you want to ignore it, because you don't wanna be affected by it.

The fact that the adults basically let those kids by themselves, ended up leading the kids to solve  things the way they knew, with violence, because that's  what they see every day, at home, at school, they know they can't ask for help, because that would be a burden, that would be weak, that would lead to more violence. Due to the consequences of adults' actions, we are left with kids hurting each other, nonstop.

Those kids don't need more violence, either giving or receiving, they need help, they need mental health help, they need adults that they can count on, they need people to look at them and see them for who they are.

It's really sad to see that after all that pain and trauma that the characters faced, at the end, no adult was held accountable, it was their fault in the first place and nothing happened.

The bullying is not gonna stop, and the school will still act like it is not their problem.

Sooho is in a hospital bed.

Beomseok's dad is gonna continue being an abusive, horrible person, and nothing is gonna be done.

Sieun's mom is still gonna prioritize everything other than her own child, and his dad still not gonna pay enough attention.

And the kids will keep on trying to survive within this endless cycle.

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This was my Roman Empire ❤️

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I cried laughing at this but fr

welcome to my humble presentation:

this took 3+ hrs.

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