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[annhidalgo]

You made me write again.

I’m about to celebrate my 2 years since I met you, closely [we already met 7 years ago, in my debut but I didn’t know you] 

I met you during our family vacation in La Union. You went with us because my uncle just asked you and Joel to come. 

You were about to enter our car. And I was like “sino sila?” and Bienna said “si kuya kevin ‘yan, jowa ni ate ambe” hahaha. The whole ride went well. Because it’s kinda dark inside our car, I didn’t notice your face even though we took a picture together. 

The first time I saw you was when we were stopped over and ate diner. You were white, Chinese looked eyes and pointed noise, and of course, because of my nearsighted eyes with astigmatism, you looked like you were clear skin for me haha. You are kind of handsome. “BET” 

We didn’t talk to each other even though we were together in the entire day. We just video ourselves when we were playing on the pool, you just asked me if I have a lotion and took a picture with you and Bienna [I just simply want a picture with you because I had a big crush on you that time talaga] 

....after that day with them, I already talked to Bienna and Ryza that I had a crush to you nga, and they said, I should add him on facebook but then I just searched “Kevin” myghad, I didn’t know his surname hehe. So, at the end, I failed. Not knowing that you would follow me on Instagram and replied on my IG story.

Because of Instagram, our lust story just started. 

[annhidalgo]

always, you

[annhidalgo]

WOW

i don’t know what to say? 

But he will be a father na because his girlfriend is already pregnant. i felt so uneasy to be honest. I still hoping that one day he will come back to me. ask for my hands and tell that he loves me. haaaaay i don’t know if it will happen someday. but now i think the answer is no. btw, i don’t have feelings to him :) that was just part of a past

[annhidalgo]

naiinis talaga ako kay yannie. alam niyang gustong gusto kong manuod ng concert ng bts tapos april fools lang pala :)))))))ang ganda diba. akala ko makakanuod nako tapos di pa pala. -.- bwiset 

[annhidalgo]

i’m always your “one call away” but you are my “everything” :)) 

[annhidalgo]

SARAP NAMAN NG GANITO, WALANG NAKAKAPANSI NG MGA PINOPOST MO HAHA

[annhidalgo]

LETTERS

- AJ

- CORA

- GRACE

- JOAN

- RENAN

- CHRISTINE

- HAROLD

[annhidalgo]

EVERYTHING <3

You're a falling star, you're the get away car. You're the line in the sand when I go too far. You're the swimming pool, on an August day. And you're the perfect thing to say. And you play it coy but it's kinda cute. Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do. Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true. 'cause you can see it when I look at you. [Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're a carousel, you're a wishing well, And you light me up, when you ring my bell. You're a mystery, you're from outer space, You're every minute of my everyday. And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man, And I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do. [Chorus] So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la [Chorus:] And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times It's you, it's you, you make me sing. You're every line, you're every word, you're everything. You're every song, and I sing along. 'Cause you're my everything. Yeah, yeah So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[annhidalgo]

Sige, 1 week lang. pag nakaya ko itutuloy ko to hanggang sa huli pwera na lang kung ikaw unang mamansin saken syempre. Mahal kita. Mahal na mahal kita bespren. You’re my everything. Pero hanggang dito nalang :) I love you...... di ko alam na nararamdaman ko. Kung si joyan ba o ikaw eh. hahaha

[annhidalgo]

unexpected thing. surprising!!!

[annhidalgo]

To my bestfriend and his future

To my bestfriend:

Yung mga ginagawa mo saking pagrerespeto sana gawin mo yan sa magiging gf mo :) sana amgaing gentleman ka din sakanya. Di na ako aasa na ako yon pero lagi mong tatandaan na nandito lang ako para sayo. Madami na tayong napagdaanan pero andito ka pa rin para saken. Sana ung memories natin, itreasure natin. Sana hanggang mag gf ka, ganyan ka pa din. pero uunahan na kita kase mukhang malabo eh. I love you so much. Alam mo naman yan. Madaming regrets kase di pa ako pumayag na maging tayo dati pero hayaan mo na. If us, then us. If destiny will help us to be together then we will be, papatunayan nating may forever. Lagi mong sususndin ung mga payo ko sayo, wag yosi, wag iinom pag papsok. I’m always your baby girl. And you’re always my kuya coz in our world, we should value our friendship. time past by but the memories o us still remain. I love you. Mahal na mahal kita. Kung wala ka, di ako magiging strong. Di ko makakayanan lahat. Walang susupport saken. Yung tiping kahit nafall ako sayo, andyan ka pa din. Thank you for being there for me everytime I need you. You’re the star the darkest night, Be happy always

To his future,

Ingtan mo yang bestfriend ko. Gusto ko yung mga ngiting hindi niya pinakita saken, yun ung mga ngiting makikita ko kapag kasama mo siya. at gusto ko walang luhang papatakl pag ikaw ang kasama niya. masarap magmahal yang bestfriend ko, ginagalang niya mga babae. wag mong papalapitin saken yan kase nainlove yan saken. lagi mo yang kakamustahin kase may sakit yan. laman na yan ng ospital :) sayo na nya gagawin ung mahihigpit na yakap na hgingawa niya saken dati. sana itreasure mo siya, tulad ng pag treasure ko sakanya nung magkasama pa kaming dalawa. mahal na mahal ko yan. iiwan ko siya sayo sana alagaan mo ng maayos kundi kukunin ko yan sayo. treasure him like a diamond that you really really like. God bless.

[annhidalgo]

Di umaasa pero masaya :)

Monday. 3:30pm

Palabas ako ng school non, nakita ko siya. Ayun sikumag, binigyan ako ng candy. Good thing is naamoy ko siya. He was drunk that day. Sabi niya wiat lang daw. So, naghintay ako, Eksakto pupunta kamin ng mga classmate ko sa monumento, Sinabi ko na nakainom si tanga, sabi ko sasama ko nalang siya. Sabi ni Aj, buti nalang na sumama kesa maamoy siya ni maam arnie. Edi sinama ko siya. Ikot ikot kami sa monumento. He was so naughty that time, is it because he was drunk, pero kasi ngayon ko lang siyang nakita ngayon. Tatlong bote lang naman ininom niya. Sabi ko isasama ko siya kila joyan, kasi ayoko pumunta don na wala siya to the point na kasama ko pa magulang ko. Nung nalaman niyang kasama sila mama, lagi niyang kinakausap sila aj na kung pwede samahan ako. Sabi ko, di naman yan sasama. Sabi ko pa “umuwi ka nalang, ako nalang pupunta don kase baka may pag asa pa kaming magkabalikan” and syempre.... mega tampo na naman ung isa. Our sweetness are very private, I’d never told this on those people na hindi ko naman pinagkakatiwalaan. Oo, inaakbayan niya ako at naghoholding hands din kame nung magkasama kami. Humiwalay na kame kila Aj, kase pupunta sila sa Divi at kami uuwi na. Hindi siya nakapag exam sabi ko nga ihahatid ko siya sa school tapos hihintayin ko nalang siya pero di pa din. hanggang makuwi kame, medyo di kame ok. Pero pagdating dito sa bahay, sinarado niya ung pinto pati bintana. Di nako nagbihis, pero siya nagbihis sya. Binuksan ko ung pinto kase di talaga ako nag iiwang sarado kapag may kasamang iba. Sabi nya saken “pero pag si joyan, pwede kahit bukas pinto” sabi ko “boyfriend ko yon, bestfriend kita” sabi nya saken “edi wala ka palang tiwala saken?” sabi ko “di sa ganon” ayoko lang talaga. Being sweet once again, Natutulog siya sa lap ko. :) tapos tinanaong niya kung saan galing ung mga flowers sa vase, eh galing kila cora yon sabi niya kung nagssabi daw ako ng totoo. Nakaupo ako non, tapso humiga siya sa tabi, ang kulit nya. Hinila niya buhok ko, tapos pinahiga niya ako sa tabi niya :) Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit hanggang makatulog siya. Tumayo lang ako nung nakita ko si lola. PEro bumalik kami sa ganon. Niyayakap niya ko mahigpit, at nakaholding naman ung kabila. Ngayon lang ako nagkaganon, I mean ibang iba siya sa ex ko. Kung siguro si joyan un, may nangyare na samen. Pero siya ginalang nya ako. Yun ung moment na hindi gianwa saken ni joyan. si joyan, hahalikan ako non. Pero si Harold, hanggang hug lang. Sobrang laki ng respeto niya saken. Tapos habnag nagluluto kami ng pancit canton, tinanong niya ako “pano kung magkabalikan kayo no joyan?” sabi ko lang “edi magkabalikan” sabi nya “pano na tayo” sabi ko “patago” sabi niya “tang ina julie. ganon pala yon noh? kaya ayoko nagggf eh” “2-0″ ano kayo un hahaha. Sinabihan ko siya ng I love you nagareply siya. Bat kaya di pa si harold noh. Kase panget ako, Sa bawat titig niya saken, nararamdaman kong mahal niya ako. di niya lang masabi. Ako mismo, nakikita ko sa mga titig niya. Ramdam kong mahal niya ako, kung pano nya ako pahalagahan, kung pano niya itext ung mga lalake na nagchachat saken. Kung pano niya ako yakapin. Kung pano siya umiytak sa harapan ko nung sinabi kong magkakabalikan kami ni joyan at nung sinabi kong last na nameng pagsasama yon. Kung pano niya itanggi na hindi siya umiiyak. Kung oano niya ako iniiwasan kapag tinititigan niya ako. Kung pano niya ako pinipigilan mag make up kase baka may kagusto daw saken. Kung pano niya ako nirerespeto at kung pano niya biruin yung pamilya. Mahal na mahal ko bespren ko. Siya, siya lang nagparamdam saken ng ganito for 2 years, I still feel this feeling na mahal ko siya. Na hindi ko kayang mawala siya. Na me an him against the world. Nungpag uwi namen, kinakantahan nya ako ng one call away, and I felt the feeling of being important. hahawakan niya kamay ko sa harap ng mdaming tao. I love him as a Bestfriend. Lahat yon parang kapatid lang. The sincerities are just like I’m only his sister and he is my older brother. So lucky to have him. <3

[annhidalgo]

Mananatili akong tahimik. Hindi sa nasasaktan ako pero kailangan na kase sobra na talaga tong katangahang to. Hindi sa mahal kita pero kailangan kasing makalimutan ka. Oo mahal kita pero tulad ng tingin mo, oo kaibigan nalang :)) akala ko forever na to pero oo sumusuko nako. Im so blessed to have you. And i am willing to set you. Thank you

[annhidalgo]

Gusto ko lang naman ung ikaw naman ung gagawa ng paraan para makita ako. Puro nalang kase ako eh. Hahahahahahaha holiday naman ngayon. Hindi ko nga ipapaalala na anniv namen sa 1pero pag sya unang bumati ay syempre appreciated un. He treasures me ibig sabibin hahahaha. Wala naman akong ibang gusto kundi ikaw eh. Kase lalo mo ko binibigyan ng dahilan para ilayo sarili ko sayo lamoyun?

[annhidalgo]

Si maam lovely nafall sa bff nya si sir lau hahahahaha tapos nung birthday daw na nag iiyak haahahaha. Sabi tuloy ni maam chill "selos selos ka wala ka namang karapatan magselos" pero pag work, parang mag ka officemate lang talaga sila. Oh diba

[annhidalgo]

Sa ngayon, wala nakong feelings eh. Ni hindi ko maramdamang love ko sya idk why? Basta bestfriends lang siguro. Ahhh baka infatuation lang 😂 yung una baka ganon. Kase kaya ko naman na wala sya eh. Ewan ko ba? Basta yun na un. Masaya na ko eh. Ayoko nang masira friendship namen once again. Dapat talaga tinitreasure ung bff eh hahaha. Ewan ko ba kung baket ako napofall. Eh wala namang sweetness sa katawan ubg taong un. Hahahaha so yah. Ayoko na nga. Mananatili akong tahimik 😃

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Bat kase kailangan pang ipilit? Eh alam kosa sarili ko kung ano nararamdaman ko. Parang di mo sila barkada sa mga inaasal nila. Nakakabwisit