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tired of the disappointments

at this point, I only have myself to blame

why did I think you’d change?

now its time to let go. and go my own way

dramatic, maybe, but needed. much needed

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24

May be the year of success

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IR PR LA SYD NY JP ...❤️

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Guess

I suppose that’s life

Settling and never being satisfied

You’ve got one thing, you want the next

Nothing glitters forever. Eventually the fizzle dies out. There is no point in pursuing an adventure with someone you’ll eventually grow tired of. It’s sad, but true

I quote people who’ve hurt me. Maybe these words hurt me so bad that I’ve taken them as life milestones. Instead of hovering over the bad, turn it into something positive

Recognize what’s real, what’s going to stick, and what matters most

All this bullshit. All this stress. Over another person? Please

Let’s take this stress into something that actually matters. So proud of everything you are pursuing my dear

You’ve thought things through. Just continue to remain this persistent throughout the rest of your academic career and beyond. Please don’t lose this sparkle. Looks good on you 🌟

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Dive

Don’t let me sink when I dive. Master the breast stroke and swim forth a new a horizon, my friend. 

You do not deserve any of this. Stop manifesting all this energy into relationships that are going to go absolutely no where, to be quite honest.

You choose school. Furthering your education with a top notch university. You know how hard it is to get in. You know how competitive this world is. Fuck all this. Time to play

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Scream

All I want to do is yell, scream, throw shit across the room after splitting it apart. 

Look what you’ve done...

You created someone who can’t get out of this weird habit of checking up on you. On her. And her. 

I’m tired. I just want you to die in my head. Away from my thoughts. Go back to being no one. As I am to you.

Why am I so hurt. Why am I so jealous of her. You give her the attention. You give her the satisfaction of winning over me. You want her. You don’t want me. You never did. 

All those words. Lies. All those actions were shit. You never meant it. You never wanted to see me. Or spend at least a half hour with me. 

You never wanted me. You want her. You want her. You want her. You never wanted me.

I don’t want to hate. i don’t want to envy. I don’t want to feel this eternal pain anymore. I want to be happy again. With who I am. In my own skin. Look what you have done. This whole fucking tumblr is dedicated to you. You keep hurting me. FUCK YOUUUUUU I fucking hate you you piece of shit 

Piece of WET DOG shit for that matter i fucking hate you and everything you have done to me i want your memory to fucking die please just FUCKING GO AWAY you dont exist you live in a different fucking world. stay there and don’t ever come back to me you piece of wet dog shit

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I can’t stop crying

The tears keep falling

I can’t just be friends with you

I’ve been giving it a lot of thought and, I may be dramatic but,

I can’t be friends with you. I can’t and don’t want to keep in contact anymore. You really hurt me... please don’t contact me.

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I’m tired

Disproportioned

Disappointing

Boring

A fucking nut case

Co dependent

Need constant reassurance

I fucking hate myself, this life, everything

Can I just die?

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Tired

I am tired of feeling like I am no where near even 2nd best to these men

Why do I let myself be glum over not receiving their attention?

Am I not good enough. Am I not as funny, witty, talented, whatever

No

I am

Fuck you

I deserve someone who appreciates me as a whole and doesn’t just pick and choose whenever the fuck they want to talk to me/be with me

You feeling lonely? And say you miss me?

I have been a fucking fool and think you actually want me around. To think you actually cherish my presence

I am tired of being a fucking used up washed clothes to these piece of shits I have to share the fucking air with

I fucking hate you all. Fucking hate. Hate. Hate.

I don’t give a flying fuck anymore

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I am starting to loathe you

You fucking prick

I put myself out there. I give you my all

I want to be with you. Talk to you. Listen to everything you have to say

And I get ignored? I’m made out to be crazy. To view everything in either black or white matter.

Why the fuck don’t you man up and reply

You don’t want me around. You’re over me. I’m too intense. Got too attached. Turned to a fucking loon

I can’t fucking stand you right now

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I don’t know what else to say

You keep pushing me away

Your silence says it all

I don’t deserve this at all

I didn’t know you’d ghost

I thought u were old enough to know better

Fuck no you’re no different

Fuck you

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BPD

People with BPD can’t be in relationships

So they say

Do I have BPD? I am not diagnosed. By my psychiatrist thinks I may have it

Does this explain my obsessions with partners? How fast I dive in. All the effort and investment that is manifested in the relationship.

I want to get better. I need to get better.

I have ruined tons of relationships. Plz don’t let this be another

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I feel like I’m falling apart all over again

More drugs plz

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Gone

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You can never control everything that happens around you. But you can always have the power over everything that tries to go inside your personal space. You always have the claim on removing all toxicities, and accepting all the things that radiate positivity.

Don’t Forget This // ma.c.a

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I’ll miss you

A lot

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Fading

What’s happening

I feel you fading

So I get faded

Miss you