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[anonymouselittlefeminist-blog]

I'm sorry. I screwed. Again.

Today I've told the biggest lie of my life. And you know why? Because I was too afraid to tell the truth. Because the truth that I was a bad person did really hurt me. Everyone does some things that they acctually did not mean. But mine was unforgivable.

I know you won't look at me again. And I'm pretty sure that you won't say good shit behind me. It doesn't matter though. I was the one who is full with falses, mistakes, or whatever you choose to name.

I don't want you to forgive me or anything. I just know you're mad and disappointed.

I had the chance to tell the truth in the first place, but as you know I'm not one of the bravest people in the world. I was afraid of losing you the person that I love the most, respect the most.

But you know I just wanted you to know that I'm not proud of what I did and you can be sure I won't do something like this again I promise.

Anyway I love you so much and I'm sorry that I broke your heart.