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U know I dislike angstkasa and in general have a distaste of angst for the sake of angst but there’s a certain genre of “examining tsukasa as a kid under a microscope to explore why he has the insane neuroses he has today” that makes me fall to the floor in anguish (complimentary). & it depends on how his relationship with his parents is written. Nothing makes me sadder than the tragedy of his parents realizing that he’s so abnormally unselfish wrt their attention (due to him turning being a big brother into a mental illness) that they’re more upset/concerned about missing big events for him or leaving him home alone or not spending enough time with him than he is -> he sees them upset about this & internalizes it as “I made them sad it’s my fault and I need to be even more independent so they don’t worry.”

I think when he was younger he didn’t really have any “they’re always focused on saki” moments (or if he did it was rare & followed by immense guilt) because he was also focused on and worried about saki, and wanted to spend as much time with her as he could. He’d rather be with his parents and saki than be with his parents while saki was alone. & I think this genre only works if current tsk is like “this had zero lasting effects on my psyche the sad times are over and I don’t need to worry about it anymore.”

Idk I just think that a shoehorned ooc angst situation that casts his parents in a very unfavorable light for no reason < the very realistic depiction of parents who are constantly stressed and worried over their daughter and trying to balance getting her the care she needs with taking care of their son and working and not showing this stress to their kids. and they’re trying so hard to do their best by both of them and tsukasa’s shift from baby who clings to them -> “I need to be responsible and mature and independent to ease my family’s worries/burden (he is like. 5)” is slow and unnoticeable and maybe a little taken for granted (unintentionally) while they have so much on their plate. & then one day kid tsukasa does or says something that makes his abnormally unselfish attitude glaringly obvious and it’s too much so they break down and cry and apologize because even if they’re doing their best they still feel like they should’ve done more for him & kid tsukasa is so confused and doesn’t get it but all he knows is that he made his parents sad. so he further internalizes the “I need to do whatever I can to not upset my parents I want to make them happy” thing.

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Actually, I'm curious. What's some random Kamen Rider headcanons you guys have?

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oh my god. og my god. the symbolism of it all

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I’ve become one of those perverted, delulu office ladies you see in some adult comedy animes…

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[28/10/2024]

I'm having fun with this designs :3

Og panel:

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people need to be more chill about shipping i think. i don't mean like, less hostility (altho that too), but people need to step outside their comfort zone more! ship multiple pairings. ship things that contradict each other! ship things no one else has thought of! we're all so rigid now. what happened?

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btw this isn't a vague/subtweet (post?) or anything but just so y'all know, there's a way to mark things as "inspired by" on ao3

you don't have to just put it in the notes!! very cool under-utilized feature

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Can you run Doom on Hongo Takeshi?

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Just me and my sci fi + musicals + tarot cards themed oc kamen rider series in here

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i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.

so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.

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So i watched SKR.

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Ok when it gets good its so very good and the peaks can carry you through the whole show but also like. Its a show that grips you as you watch it but when u finish and settle down to actually do the processing you get the??? Wait what moments. The plotholes, the way they have to make odd leaps in order to force callbacks to the og show, they way it seemed at times to be more Aoi’s show than it was, you know, Black Sun’s. What growth did Kotaro experience through this. Tell me. What was Yukari’s actual deal. Why were Aoi’s parents selected to be covert spies specifically. What was the deal with that random policeman that got odd little moments of focus. Nick watches how being a Kaijin is various levels of fucked up and it doesn’t matter? You fucking end the show with them dying?????? THE ENDING MESSAGE IS THAT NOTHING CHANGES??? Aoi lives through an event where resistance fighters get brutally massacred with almost no survivors in a failed revolution and thinks, hey i should train the next generation of children to do the same thing. Would it be made better by at least an extra five more episodes or would it have made different holes.

Paused halfway through Kiva bc Otoya got amnesia and my brain blue screened in disbelief. Went to watch Black Sun and i think my brain got reconfigured. That was so good and also so wtf?

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Paused halfway through Kiva bc Otoya got amnesia and my brain blue screened in disbelief. Went to watch Black Sun and i think my brain got reconfigured. That was so good and also so wtf?

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Enough random notes that have a written story on them as environmental storytelling, explore the space, get crazier with it.

You move into a house and aw cute, it has the kids height on the walls but you notice there's a three foot difference in height between measurements, you check the date, they're a month apart. The final measurement is on the ceiling. It's dated two days ago.

You're part of a recovery team that have finally found a stranded ship, they were found too late and have all passed a long time ago. They all died of starvation. You enter their storeroom, it's filled with food. In the dining hall you find the tables laden with perfectly fine looking breads, cakes, cured meats, jams, candies. Your medic says all the people sitting at the table didn't eat a Thing.

You wake up in an apocalypse. You can't find anyone at all as you wander the streets but you do hear faint music playing from somewhere. You stumble into a supermarket, to see all the aisles still full, except for the shelf that was full of ear plugs, which look to be the only thing that was looted.

Like there's light, sound, props. Having a street where every house is decimated except for One. Landing on a planet known for having No Water and a plant is growing and you don't know where it could have possibly gotten moisture from but you can't find the citizens Anywhere.

I'm sorry, I'm just kinda over the "graffiti on the wall to show the bad guy is around". That's not environmental storytelling that's just normal story. Show me I'm in the villains territory by the rain suddenly cutting out above me as I'm driving, even though it's meant to be raining all night. I park the car and step out, and realise the constellations are Wrong, until I see they're Not constellations, they're the blinking lights of a massive ship-

I Will stop now because everytime I go to write a sentence it devolves into another prompt but I'm just saying we have a Lot of senses, engage them, show me the Environment in environmental storytelling.

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Kaito Kumon’s house

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Mr Nago Keisuke please get yourself some redeeming qualities by ep 20

Watching Kiva and im about 10 episodes in and i gotta say. I was fully prepared for Otoya to be kinda annoying but no one told me about Nago Keisuke. I think if I met this guy in real life i would kick him in the nuts.

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I am now rereading the novels. Rabbit holeing

Alright so I am cooking. An AU idea.