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“counterspell” or as i like to call it “Nuh uh”

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“(..) psychologists say that shame ruins your capacity for reverie by making cracks in the mind where it is dangerous for thought to wander.”

— Anne Carson, Float; “Shame stack” (via kitduckworth)

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most of the time everything sucks but when the sky is blanketed in dark blue-grey clouds after heavy raining and the sun starts to peek through the clouds so that the tops of trees glint pale green and every white structure is starkly, blindingly silhouetted against the sky i’m ok.

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les copains ss10

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Tony soprano cptsd king

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1999 The Sun The Moon and Stars

Greg Mort

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i'm sitting at the "___ Country Boots and Beats" festival lol in the town i lived in as a child where i was forced to return this year head held extremely low stoned at noon sitting on a sunny bench with sunglasses watching everyone talk and walk and i am all alone in my tiny little world and i'm letting myself feel all of my emotions as they come without talking myself out of them or mocking myself for being weak or embarrassing oscillating between tears and laughing out loud at babies and dogs and i feel like i am alive even though i am not in the world, i'm decidedly out of the world right now looking in

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wanted it too badly award

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Horse figure of the day: Spirit Riding Free 3.5" Collectible

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Olga Boznańska (Polish-French, 1865 - 1940)

Childhood work of the artist:  Nocturne – Landscape with a House on a Moonlit Night, 1875

Pastel

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1925 c. Mantle clock, nickel-plated bronze, onyx, glass and enameled metal. By Albert Cheuret. From Art Deco, Avant Garde and Modernism, FB.

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really everyone you love has something miserably wrong with them or an obvious flaw that won't ever be fixed but like it's up to you what kind of person you can and cannot deal with. someone in my family has anger issues which I can handle and diffuse with no problem, but a person who can't tolerate yelling could not be close to him. another person I know is very anxious & needs constant reassurance and she gets along famously with gentler and more straightforward people than myself, but I can't handle being second guessed all the time. someone who is loosey goosey with their morals wouldn't bother me, but a person with a profound sense of justice makes me feel afraid of getting on their bad side. none of these traits actually make someone a bad person & just because there are personalities I can't handle doesnt mean I'M a bad person either. litany against callout posts for stupid shit and simple incompatibilities we all have to live on this earth together & need to learn how to deal with each other

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i've been seeing 444 alll the time for months, what does it mean ??