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Lenormand Tarot Cards (late 19th century)

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"There is nothing I would not do for those who are really my friends. I have no notion of loving people by halves; it is not my nature." — Jane Austen

@pscentral event 30: friendship

Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019) dir. Céline Sciamma

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L.M. Montgomery, Rainbow Valley

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face cards are INSANE

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The Scent of Green Papaya (1993)

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oh that gap in my resume is cuz i was out killing people

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Charli via her ig. 7/3/2024

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Sleeping swan

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Taylor Russell as Maren

BONES AND ALL

2022, dir. Luca Guadagnino

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Your daily affirmations brought to you by Alex Albon

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CHALLENGERS (2024) dir. luca guadagnino

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letterpress postcards by Pottering Cat, Japan

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Mikey Madison in the Criterion Closet

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haruki murakami (pinball 1973)

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IF IT HAPPENS, IT HAPPENS LIKE THIS: 

when i am thirty-three and finally hitting my stride and high-school-me is a young girl i have long since absolved and sent to bed        and when i’ve come to adore the quiet i’ve built in the evenings while the families sit at their tables and i dip brushes into paints       and when i’ve perfected the task of summarizing my life in a way that does not make people feel sorry for me        and when i have quit thinking about it at all, even in flimsy, fleeting fantasies,  that’s when Love arrives.  Love is a moppy anachronism with one muddy shoe wedged in the doorframe at eleven-thirty p.m. on a weeknight, about ninety thousand hours since the last time i even thought to set a place for it at the table           and asks me through crooked teeth what’s for dinner        and i tell Love that dinner has come and gone and that i’ve been making single-serving meals for the last  ten years anyway because i am self-actualized and content        and Love asks me what’s for dinner,    and i forgive Love for tracking mud across the carpet i had finally remembered to vacuum    and i forgive Love for arriving with watery eyes and an empty belly and without calling ahead       because there are leftovers packed away in the fridge and blankets folded up in the hall closet      and i forgive Love for arriving messy        and i forgive Love for arriving late and i forgive Love for arriving       because Love arrived.

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gk

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Moon and Venus conjunction