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Quite Battles
Lately, Iāve realized why I rarely open peopleās stories.
Itās not because I donāt care ā itās because I care too much in ways that arenāt always healthy.
Sometimes, seeing other peopleās lives makes my heart uneasy. I start comparing, wishing I had what they have, questioning if Iām doing enough, earning enough, or being enough. And honestly⦠thatās not the person I want to be.
I admit that Iām easily swayed.
I see others living their best lives, and instead of celebrating them, I start questioning mine. It makes me feel small, like Iām lacking.
And deep down, I know Iām not. I know I have my own worth.
But it hurts when I let envy blur that truth.
I donāt want to live with a heart full of silent competitions.
I want to be humble. I want to be content. I want to genuinely celebrate people, not feel threatened by them.
If something doesnāt relate to me, I should learn to let it pass with peace.
From now on, I hope to focus more on what I love.
To express my interests, to grow in my own lane, and to find joy in being, not just becoming.
I want to be a better person ā for myself, and for the world around me. š¤š¤«
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Money
They say money makes the world turn.
Maybe life could have been softer, sweeter, easier.
I wish I didnāt have to worry,
didnāt have to ache for it.
With money, maybe I wouldnāt feel so alone.
Maybe I could buy the things I dream of,
maybe even buy a little love,
a little laughter,
a little piece of happiness.
But in the end,
itās just paper ā
and paper canāt fill the emptiness.
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Burning up
I am utterly drained from the constant grind at the office, to the point where I feel like throwing in the towel. The exhaustion is overwhelming, and I canāt shake the feeling that Iāve had enough. I just donāt have the energy for people anymore, and the thought of engaging with anyone, let alone having to talk to them, feels like an insurmountable task.
All I want is some peace and quiet, time to rest, to do the things I actually enjoy. But instead, Iām stuck in this cycle of work, day in and day out, feeling detached and unmotivated. Some days, I just canāt stand dealing with people, especially when they act like they know it all. I never asked for riches, but honestly, it would be incredible to have the financial freedom to spend on whatever I want, to live without worrying about the next paycheck.
Like Bruno Mars sings, "Today I don't feel like doing anything; I just wanna lay in my bed." Thatās all I really crave right now, nothing more than a day to rest and escape from the demands of life. But life doesnāt operate that way, does it? We can dream all we want, but the reality rarely aligns with our wishes. And deep down, I know those dreams of an effortless, carefree life will remain just thatādreams. Itās a hard pill to swallow.
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Letās Take Care of Our Own Hearts
Sometimes, when you feel issues with your heart, like jealousy when you see someone post something, you might think, "Oh, it's like they're the only ones with that." Or you might say, "Oh great, showing off expensive things again." Then you just close your eyes.
We can't stop others from doing what they believe is right, but we can choose to ignore it. Let's take care of our own hearts š¤
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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr š„³
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Negative thinking
Well had no idea when was the last time Im writing.
So I had this been going around my head. Am I always negative? They said I keep asking ppl around with negative question like, āwhy didnāt you do it?ā Instead of asking nicely, ācan you pleaseeā ugh is that even a thing?
Come on its a common sense and I was to blame for asking why they didnt do it in the first place. Like helloo cant i just being straightforward or direct when asking any question?
Had so much things in my mind that I had nothing to say. Should start writing more & mind my own business. āļø
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First Mother
Itās already past a month since I became a mother.
Iām over the moon that my baby boy never experience jaundice. Itās a miracle and of course Iām grateful for that.
However, I was admitted for a week in the hospital since my son had low oxygen after the delivery and diagnosed with hyperthyroidism. Took him 3 days to finish taking the antibiotics.
Above that, i pray that our family will be blessed and always in a good healthā¤ļø
The baby boy named as Suhayl Mirza bin Mohammad Syafiq Asyraf. Lovely name, isnāt?
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Up From the Skies
she
as sunset
is
to sunrise
echoes
of love
jk
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bad dreams
* everyoneĀ has bad dreams, sometimes
but thenĀ nightmares are the province of dreamers;
dreamers, the province of sleep
& sleep is a fickle mf - āscuse my French.
after bad dreams you awake to aĀ chance to ponder or return,
try & dream a new dream, better - itās hoped - than the last.
change is a universal constant & since everyone hasĀ bad dreams,
a good one should be just around the bend, over the meadowād fence -
where sheep frolic within & jump, if they need to, if you need them toā¦
after that last dream, the bad one -
aboutā¦you know what. * 11/21 - lebuc - Ā bad dreams
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āEveryone thinks Iām showing off when I talk, ridiculous when Iām silent, insolent when I answer, cunning when I have a good idea, lazy when Iām tired, selfish when I eat one bite more than I shouldā¦ā
ā Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl (via books-n-quotes)
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āI like the scars because I like the stories. Bravery, stupidity, painānone of them come free.ā
ā Jessica Martinez, Virtuosity (via books-n-quotes)
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When someone gives you a rare insight into their life, do not repay that gesture by betraying their trust.
Dodinsky
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āFeelings arenāt sensible. Sometimes you fall in love with people who donāt make sense. And the ones who do make sense turn out to be the wrong ones.ā
ā Danielle Steel, Legacy (via books-n-quotes)
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If you're louder than me then I'm screaming back with my musics.
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