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Feral Regressor flag ! For those who:

Regress to a wild animal

Don't want to use the term pet regression / pet space for whatever reason

Regress to something that feels more feral or wild

Or a regressor who just likes it !

Feral Regression is a subterm for pet regression I thought of after realizing that when I'm regressed to a wolf , I really don't like being called a pet ! So , I thought "If I'm not a pet , then what am I ?" and I decided on the term Feral regressor !

NS/FW and K1NK DNI , even if "SFW" . I'm a minor .

Reddish brown - Animal fur coats , dark fur , animal noses

Light reddish brown - Fall leaves crunching beneath your paws

Off white - The comfort of regression , the safety

Light green - Summer leaves , high energy

Dark green - The act of being feral , the act of regressing , whether happy or unhappy

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What's traumapunk? I can't find it anywhere LOL

to sum it up, it’s pretty much a social movement focused on survivors of trauma! namely that we are allowed to be selfish and aggressive and angry because of how much we’ve been through!

here’s the coiner’s post though, so you can read more in depth :-3

HERE!!

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[Text: This alter is feral.]

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[Text: This system doesn't tolerate cultural appropriation.]

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[Text: This system has Cookie Run fictives.]

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Abusers don’t wear big signs saying “I’m an abuser”. They aren’t abusive all the time or to everyone.

My point is that just because someone seems “nice” to you doesn’t mean someone else is lying about their experience with that person.

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HC-DID culture is wanting to know what happened but also really not wanting to know or remember. Maybe if somehow you could get answers and put all of the puzzle pieces together to make sense of things without grieving or the risk of triggering a program. Then maybe life won't be so confusing and you don't have to worry about any more surprises when memories leak or something triggers a new memory or you remember something in a nightmare.

But at the same time you hate when things make sense. Suddenly you realize why you sleep a certain way, have a certain habit, have a bad phobia, have a weird way of doing something, maybe why you feel uneasy about something like cars or being photographed, why you present a certain way as an alter, or even the existence of some "birthmarks". And you definitely like the explanations you had in your mind better than constantly going through the motions of coping with how bad things all over again.

But hey at least that's the end of it! You know how bad it is now and can learn to cope with what happened! Until that's not the end of it and it's somehow even worse. And it recontextualizes so many aspects of your life and you grieve all over again. Aren't you tired?

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Targeting

- Hospitals

- Schools

- Churches

to kill innocent children is a war crime. Your hunches are correct. It’s not that complex.

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There are no two sides to genocide.

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“Do no harm” is not good enough. We have to “do active good”. Standing against genocide will always be the right thing to do.

🇵🇸 FREE PALESTINE 🇵🇸

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hc-did culture is. the nightmares. oh lord the nightmares .

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Do I ignore this vital piece of information linking me to a dissociative disorder and dig my denial hole or do I let it simmer and broil in my mind

Had a friend wondering this and this is a question we’ve answered before but I figured making a post for the masses would be useful.

Question:

“How much of childhood is normal for someone to forget?”

Upon asking a plethora of non-traumatized people, this is what we’ve gathered as a “normal” capability of remembering in terms of childhood. Remember…NON-TRAUMATIZED people are who we are talking about, or at least non-CPTSD people, because trauma is inherently a part of life.

-Most people in their teens can remember most of their childhood, both good and bad parts of the childhood. They can typically remember as early as age 5, and usually remember good things or extremely bad one-off events with more clarity.

-people in their 20s can typically remember about the same as teens can, though it may get fuzzier as they get older, and those “core memories” are the ones they can recall the best, though if someone reminds them of a moment in their childhood they wouldn’t normally be able to recall off the bat, they can then remember that with pretty full clarity. (“Remember that one time you ate all that candy at the holiday dinner! Haha! You got so sick!” “Oh right!!! Yeah, that was AWFUL!!”) Typically they can still remember as early as age 5-7, and can remember after age ten extremely well, and can definitely remember their teen years.

-people in their thirties and forties usually remember core memories, typically moments of extreme happiness or extreme sadness. They usually remember their lives in milestones rather than ages. (“The year I got my first bike” or “the year I got that one tattoo”) Again, if they are reminded of something they can typically remember it with pretty decent clarity. Their memories of very early childhood are pretty degraded unless reminded, but recall is usually as far back as age 7-10.

-people older than 50 can usually remember major life events in their childhood, and often remember their teen years pretty well. Like the 30-40s people, they usually remember their lives in milestones rather than ages. Marriage, people they dated, new jobs, etc. Recall deteriorates as they get older and older, so they will usually only be able to easily recall moments in their teen years at this age, and major life events in their childhood may not have as much clarity, but they still can remember, especially when reminded. Once old age related memory loss sets in, this becomes more difficult and recall memory deteriorates a LOT as they grow older, but being reminded of things can usually jog their memory.

How our old host remembered our childhood on a day to day basis before system discovery:

-Pre age 10 was sporadic, and only positive memories. Most things were only remembered because people told them stories about the memories, but not because they actually remembered living it.

-huge memory gaps in various years after age 10, but that was covered up pretty easily with a few sporadic positive memories sprinkled in there, making them believe that their life had been peaches and cream for most of their life. They split up as our host when we were 17 years old and that’s when their own working memory really starts, so they could remember both good and bad after age 17, which made them believe that only bad things happened after that age because they couldn’t remember anything bad before that unless they were told something bad happened.

This is coming from an HC-DID system who used to have extremely high amnesia barriers between trauma holding parts and non-trauma holding parts, though. These days there is a lot more memory sharing, but we are also 25 and not in trauma time anymore so that is possible.

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"yeah gender is infinite and all but you can only have 1 of 4 sexualities and if you label your sexuality in a way i deem wrong you're a bad person" genuinely how some of you sound sometimes.

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trying to not saw my arm off . getting rly difficult

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fuck it we ball

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Questioning hc-did culture is everything matching up except not being able to figure out when it could have happened in your childhood so now you’re sitting here thinking through all the events in your childhood trying to think of when we would have been a victim of that type of abuse and then getting dizzy and nauseous when you try and think about it

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