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[anudeep-nayakoti-virgo-1990]

15-04-2025

Made great progress today on what I wanted to do. Read few chapters, got interview request from some company. Asking to connect with subordinate for refusing to connect before getting a job offer or even an interview request via email or from the platform I have applied. Asking my resume to send again via messenger. I am used to getting jobs or interview request via email. Now, sending resume again via messenger is reapplying again or "Your rejected", send your resume to one of our bots that use messenger. I will wait and see, as I am more interested in other organizations I have applied. One of my confidants assured me that I could get into that organization. I am excited about it and can't wait for such an opportunity that feeds people across the world. Actors are Kings and Actresses are Queens. Audience is getting an opportunity to watch Kings and Queens on theatre or television. My mind is spinning with thoughts, but praying and meditating is helping me from deviating. Honestly, I made too much progress today. Too much to learn with little brain and unemployed. I hope I get a job soon. I wish someone helps. I know who will help me. I am just waiting. I have asked. If I am delayed, I will keep asking again and again. The languages created in India are many. Count of it is hard to imagine. Translators who translate and simplify is not an easy job. A word could mean something else in different languages. One single word itself has more than one meaning in the dictionary. Slang-terms are never taught by scholars or pundits at school. Unfortunately, we hear it for the first time, and we use the same words that we hear from someone when we get angry. Being quiet won't hurt anyone when someone humiliates. How we respond in such moments is very important. I understood few ways to calm myself. Sports or Yoga or getting exercise or playing cricket or cleaning my own room by myself is calming me than any cig I crave for. I am gaining strength and hoping that my situation will change, only by praying not just for myself, but for the betterment of everyone. I just have to wait for my turn for a job. Now, I better be extra-careful on how I manage the upcoming opportunity that I will get. I wish to make more progress without deviating myself from too much info that is scattered around the web. It's better to write and then make changes to become more productive. I wish to make much more progress than I did yesterday. I wish the job-market in the United States will create more wealth and stable economies in every nation. But we from our country deserve more for the contribution. Life must become easier for Indians who wished for a positive outcome and came that far. I think the current government will make a great deal and create a peaceful environment across the globe. Because we are everywhere :)

[anudeep-nayakoti-virgo-1990]

Best Quote I read so far(04/11/2025)

If Everything Happens for a Reason, Why Doesn’t It Feel Fair? – The Gita’s Answer

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10-04-2025

Went to Aunt's place. After having few beers, I was asked a question about the bill that's been passed recently. I just answered without much knowledge of the History. I had to defend why United States is supremo. People didn't like it about my views. They have played a new political web series about the partition of India that's based on a book written by some journalist. I had to immediately leave as I always have different opinion because of my limited knowledge on Indian history and Politics. Land was divided in the past. If I had a political science with history as my major, I even may not be able to answer well. These questions can be answered when scholars from all communities set up a debate and take inputs and give responses. They can give directions too. Reading a book about a history and those thoughts which we get can be true or false. These verifications must be made when we enroll in a course and seek those answers from the experts. Great universities have expensive tuition-fee, because of the great scholars they have in every department.

A simple question may have huge amount of complicated history and requires taking many inputs. Rumor is too far from the truth. It causes bad reputation. I did listen so many, but lately I am not interested in it. My interests are different. Classifying the past is better if truth may create another war or create more borders within our country. It's better for the peace and national security. Or new amendments must happen for the betterment.

If someone is really interested in such subjects, they must get a formal degree and do complete research in it and publish them. Even the govt of any country would recognize such talent and reward them.

With limited information that we read in online is not a complete answer to a question related to a new policy or bill that's been passed by any government. Scholars from great universities know better than I do.

Also, these days, people want to ask these stupid questions and try to make it viral in some apps like Insta or Tik-Tok's etc. or without even my assent or using my identity for an advantage or disadvantage is another entire thing. A bakra or a goat that takes advantage of it for the large number of people in that community. Or they must have been asked to collect surveys from the bigwigs about what people are thinking and how they can design a campaign for the upcoming elections. Or trying to fix a marriage that may or may not last longer. I don't want to identify myself to a political party, or a fucking caste, but the people from the 90's know how things have changed and how different few people are. I am glad that I met such wonderful people in my life. Unfortunately, I couldn't connect myself at a deeper level with anyone who is from my family or even from the kids of any bigwigs they bring in sometimes. Its sheer boredom.

I largest money as a kid I was aiming was 1 Lakh. Now, some states have a budget more than 5000 crores. Even if every Indian just donates 1 rupee, it's a lot of money to an individual. (1.4 billion rupees). We are talking about I-phone, Microsoft, amazon, Google etc. The largest customer-base for them to use its services are in India. I will always defend America because they did set up a manufacturing plant for semiconductors in different states. If it interests someone, they must get a degree, move, live and work. Other than English, Hindi is the most important language. I saw many bright people who doesn't speak English but understand things and made me feel like a complete idiot in many rural parts of MP and Gujrat. Countries like America is creating wealth for itself and changing the lives of people in India too by giving ways to do business in United states. Tariff means to me in Hyderabadi language, tareef. They have an option to decline, but still business is on-going. I think it's because they have a great team now that is able to get good deals from the conflicted zones too. It's because trust in out nation is priceless, compared to any other nation. That trust didn't just come in few days. Great people who have contributed in the area of Mathematics, Science, economics, literature, business, philosophy etc. That was clearly shown during the pandemic, how vaccines were delivered, and many lives have been saved too. "Yoga" became too popular in many countries too. I think the job market will spike like never, but when that happens people must be skilled.

Other than, I like history, or even computer science, I get to love the American literature about the life of immigrants from different cultural backgrounds. Books that have read would always help me to stand up and restart again.

Instead of being with someone with different tastes, I'd rather sit at home with a nice book alone, than with bunch or people whose interests are different. I didn't want to go, but the decision was made.

Most important realization is that I did set a goal and failed. I will restart again. I hate to be in groups and agree to something in which I have limited knowledge. For them, its timepass or God knows the agenda behind the invitation. It might be good, but the expectation is uncertain. Because it hard to know when bunch are fixed to execute a plan, that they think is better. It's definitely better to many, perhaps not for me. I know that.

[anudeep-nayakoti-virgo-1990]

09-04-2025

I woke up earlier today after understanding at night after "Wiz" or "Sage". After shower, offered my prayers to Krishna. I then did mediation by focusing on numbers, from 100, 99, until I reached 0. Then had my breakfast upma with small bowl of rice with lentils. Heard that Mom and dad are going to stay tonight at Aunt's place: Anuradha's Residency. Confirmed if Pandey'ji who helps us is leaving along with them. The answer was "yes". I and my youngest are going to stay tonight where we receive ZEPTO and Amazon deliveries. I started loving ZEPTO more after Jas, who is a wiz fast-bowler among many wiz's. The person who regularly delivers my books in the past knows exactly where we are living. Later, had Nestle black, instant coffee, mixed with sugar and pinch of salt. Tasted like hot coke. I liked it. Made plans for the day. I am 100% sure that it could be delayed if I don't finish it before Youngest arrives. Gates must be locked and must be little careful tonight. As no one is there at home. His mood is dependent on how he is treated at his office. I hope he comes back happily but plays loud music. So, best thing is to finish it before he comes.

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April-8 (Hyderabad, Telangana)

Last night I had a bud. Of course, the can was red. Woke up earlier today, prayed and sat on a mat, closed my eyes and was focusing on my breath for few minutes and had Idly. The black coffee made me a bit alert and made plans for the day. Made much more progress than yesterday.

Applied for Mcdonalds via Link in Hyderabad, Telangana for a position in the evening, easily after my evening prayer. While having dinner (fried rice with eggs), got a call from my younger brother before finishing. My face was shown from the camera, but he was driving. So, I decided we better talk later. Many enjoy driving.

I hope to get an interview and get selected for that position.

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Naming uniquely or with a number is better than with names that are common. If someone has a common name, it can be the easiest way for the perpetrators to destroy their reputation. Also, when someone attends a lecture, if that common name if heard. Immediately my mind goes into the past and after few minutes I just realize that the lecture is finished. Education is available, but diversions to not receive are countless. I came to a conclusion at this point of time that it's not skill based. Because a skill is advancing and the start of it is un-known, and end cannot be measured. Families from low-income and middle-class income, their life expectancy is perfectly measurable. The diverted education with a paper one desires for takes longer period of time to understand the basics and live with dignity. Even being alone surrounded by number of books, that gives strength than any force that destroys. These books have ways to advance. I saw that society in United States of America. America will always be a great country with or without its allies.

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07-03-2025

I think electronic harassment which was practiced earlier became now a huge trend at a place where I live. Agents with bad motives. Luring even the related ones to be part of it by flattery or by financial support via employment. This is a huge never ending destructive pandemic, which makes an individual either blow someone up or himself. I wish my guru Shri Krishna to destroy all these forces by any means.

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05-April-2025

Past six months has been a real challenge to hope for a future. After flying to Hyderabad, grandmother passed away. Since many years, my mind is being restless. Tried and failed, but today, I tried to lift myself by taking a strong decision, to focus strongly on my career itself.

With that strength, I cleaned my entire room. Took a walk upstairs after locking my room. I saw two green parakeets in the air. Came back and then took a shower. I then listened Srila prabhu's chant for about 108 times. I think Shri Krishna may bless me with an opportunity. I applied for a post (Specialist, Learning & Development) in Hyderabad, Telangana online. I am hoping to get an interview soon, but I wish everyone in this world to learn about this great day when 'Shri Ram' was born in India and inspired many.