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I take much pleasure in being alone but there is also a strange warm grace in not being alone.

Charles Bukowski  (via thequotejournals)

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deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

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jeff jones

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Protective Big Brother / Friend Starters

Feel free to add more!

"Are you sure you can trust him?"

"At least tell me when and where they're going to drop you off."

"They look kinda shady."

"I don't like him."

"Look, you're safety is my utmost concern, if they do anything funny, don't hesitate to call me."

"Check up with me when you move places or anything that might come up, alright?"

"You remember what I told you about these types of people, right?"

"I'm not trying to me protective, I just care about you."

"Be careful, don't forget to call!"

"Don't touch him/her/them!"

"Just what do you think you're doing?"

"Look, I may fight with my siblings, but once you lay a finger on them, you'll be facing me."

"Lay a finger on them, and that finger comes off."

"I'm keeping an eye out for you."

"They may trust you, but I know people like you who gains their trust before stabbing them in the back."

"Give you their love? More like give me your heart before I anything else?"

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Never, never tell them. Try and remember that. Never tell anyone anything ever. Never tell anyone anything again.

Ernest Hemingway

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The more you love, the more you suffer.

Vincent van Gogh  (via thelovejournals)

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And the more deeply I felt the less able I was to respond.

Louise Glück, “Timor Mortis” (via wordsnquotes)

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A Wolf at the Door, rural Ohio

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GUYS I’m in the final three, please help me win with this little critter:

https://www.facebook.com/armaturenine/photos/a.1277088482317597.1073741844.804862099540240/1296387813720997/?type=3&theater

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Titan by artist Matt Tkocz.

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Dry Rattler vi

Self Portrait

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Something inspired from a #möbius thing. #monster #hunting #digital #digitalart #digtalpainting #wip #thegodpeoject #oldman #webcomic #comic #comicbook #indie #indiecomic #makecomics

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VILLAIN SENTENCE STARTERS :

a meme for characters who make the perfect problematic fave. most quotes are my own, some are from movies / shows / games / songs. feel free to change wording when sending your ask if needed.

❛  this is your fault!  ❜ ❛  you’re pathetic.  ❜ ❛  i’ll destroy you.  ❜ ❛  you see, it’s so easy to get away with murder if you do it right.  ❜ ❛  i have a hard time just forgiving, don’t think i’ll be forgetting.  ❜ ❛  it’s almost hilarious how unaware you are.  ❜ ❛  i’m not done here, and i never will be until you’re finally gone.  ❜ ❛  you’re almost pitiful, always playing hero.  ❜ ❛  i’m done with you’re goody-two-shoes schtick!  ❜ ❛  you claim to be so clever, but you fell right into my trap.  ❜ ❛  so what if a few people had to die on my way to the top? it payed off.  ❜ ❛  ruling does have it’s burdens you know. for example, you.  ❜ ❛  it’s a shame you couldn’t come around, but it’s too late now.  ❜ ❛  you no hero. if anything, you’re deluded.  ❜ ❛  i so truly hate to remind you, but you’ve lost this war.  ❜ ❛  they never loved you anyway. in fact, it wouldn’t be wrong to say they pitied you.  ❜ ❛  why are you so determined to live?! you’re only delaying the inevitable!  ❜ ❛  you might as well lay down now and accept your fate.  ❜ ❛  if only you had been snatched! i would have enjoyed seeing your life end.  ❜ ❛  goddamn right, you should be scared of me!  ❜ ❛  you wouldn’t have hurt me anyway, coward. i can see the fear in your eyes.  ❜ ❛  i’ll enjoy watching you waste away on some awful moon.  ❜ ❛  it’s clear why no one likes you … you’re a real monster, [name here].  ❜ ❛  the day you die is finally here? good riddance, you little brat.  ❜ ❛  i won’t let you delay your death any more!  ❜ ❛  killing you is an act of mercy for those who’ve ever met you! finally, they’ll be freed from your pathetic existence.  ❜ ❛  you’re just another waste of my time!  ❜ ❛  look at you now. you’re powerless! did you ever think you had any chance against me? now die!  ❜ ❛  there’s nothing more you can do now. you’ve failed.  ❜ ❛  i’d have made this painless, but you just had to inconvenience me further.  ❜ ❛  i’m already choking on my pride, there’s no use crying about it.  ❜ ❛  they’ll only ever use you, it’s all you’re good for. i can give you so much more.  ❜ ❛  resistance will only lead to your demise.  ❜ ❛  i really do think that murder is an appropriate reaction to disappointment.  ❜ ❛  i’m well acquainted with the demons that live in my head.  ❜ ❛  you’re selfish. quit pretending you’re anything more.  ❜ ❛  cut your pretty little hero bullshit, i’ll fucking destroy you!  ❜ ❛  i wasn’t always this way! and you weren’t either.  ❜ ❛  we’re all corrupting, always, constantly. some people are just better at it.  ❜

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Delicate Photography Illustrations by Kari Herer

Internet favorite photographer Kari Herer is known for her elegant and dainty designs, which feature the use of 3D objects along with carefully planned illustrations. To compose a piece, Herer usually uses flower petals to assimilate the pattern of the object drawn. Her most famous and favorite pieces are those of insects, which are meticulously portrayed to resemble any chosen figure. You can find more elegant illustrations on her Etsy shop. 

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Torture sentence starters

“Oh god.. Oh please, god, no!”

“Please… Please..! I’ll do anything..!!”

“P-please.. Please don’t..”

“Anything but that.. Please, please! Stop!”

“Stop? Why on earth would I do a thing like that for?”

“We’re having so much fun!”

“We’ll have so much fun, you and I…”

“Look at the new toy I got for us to play with!”

“Shut up! Shut up!!”

“Oh please.. Like I haven’t heard that one before…”

“If I had a nickel for every time someone begged me to stop… I’d be fucking rich.”

“Ooh, look at that. Look at all the blood. Amazing, isn’t it?”

“Let’s crack open the hood and see what’s underneath, shall we?”

“You know what I love more than agonized screaming? The sound of people choking on their own blood. Very satisfying.”

“If you beg, I might just stop… Maybe. But only if you’re sincere.”

“Beg me, you stupid whore! Beg me to stop! Come on!!”

“Go ahead – beg for forgiveness. God’s the only friend you’ve got down here. ”

“Shut up or I’ll wrap your intestines around your throat like a scarf.”

“Ha ha! I love it when they scream!”

“Keep going… I love the sound of your voice.”

“Stop praying! There is no God here.”

“Shut the fuck up!!”

“Let’s play a game, shall we? It’s called, ‘how many of your organs can I remove before you die?’“

“Alright, here’s the deal… Since you scream every time you see me – let’s just remove your eyes, hm?”

“Has anyone ever told you how good you look in red?”

“Beautiful… Absolutely beautiful…”

“I’m not going to kill you… But I’m going to make you wish I would.”

“This is what you get! This is what you get for hurting me!”

“Do you like rats? I hope so. Because we’re going to play a little game with one that involves your stomach, a container, and an open flame.”

“Have you ever heard of abacination?”

“You’ve got cavities back there, you know. Why don’t remove those pesky teeth for you, hm?”

“Wake up! Can’t have you passing out on me.”

“I won’t scream.”

“I won’t tell you anything.”

“There’s no way I’m gonna tell you shit.”

“By the time anyone finds your body, they won’t be able to identify it.”

“No one is coming for you.”

“You won’t get away with this!”

“People will notice! They’ll look for me!”

“Stop, oh god, please! Please stop.. The pain..!”

“You’re insane!”

“Don’t worry. I know what I’m doing – I’ve got a medical degree, you know.”

“Shh, don’t cry. Don’t cry.”

“No tears now, okay? Everything will soon be over.”

“Stop! Please, stop! I’ll tell you anything! Just stop!”

“Tell me – how does this feel?”

“I hate you! Oh god, I hate you!”

“Fuck you!”

“Fuck off!”

“Oh, what a mess you’ve made…”

“You look like a mess.”

“Chin up, kid. It’ll be over soon enough.”

“I’m just going to borrow a few fingers, okay?”

“Could you lend me a ‘hand’? Yes? Oh good. I was planning on taking it anyway.”

“Shut up, I’m not going to kill you. You don’t deserve that kind of mercy.”

“You know why you’re here.”

“Own up to what you’ve done and maybe you’ll leave here alive!”

“What the fuck is wrong with you!?!”

“Please! Someone help! Anyone! Oh god.. PLEASE!”

“Not that – anything but that! P-please! PLEASE, NO!”

“Let me go. Please.. Please let me go…”

“I’ll tell you anything you want! Just please, please stop!”

“I’m not going to break that easy.”

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You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that doesn’t change its nature.

Eliza Crewe, Crushed   (via star-eaters)

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And I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, can’t sit still or fix things and I wake up and I wake up and you’re still dead.

Richard Siken, Crush (via courfeyrvc)