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i disappeared bc my internet went out ... oops

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      i   know   that   i   owe   starters,   but   my   brain   doesn't   wanna   do   them   rn,   &   instead   wants   to   hit   ask   limit    ...   so   like   this   for   some   memes   !

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i did a theme for the first time in like a year be proud of me

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      𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏   𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆  .   𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆   𝒔𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅   𝒕𝒉𝒆   𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅   !

psd.

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i hate that to find pretty photos of plus size people on pinterest, i have to type “plus size aesthetic” ... so we’re only an aesthetic when we’re dolled up ? we can’t be a regular aesthetic because we’re bigger? 

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    like   for   a   starter   when   i   get   back   !  

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but anyway, this is really close to what i imagine brooke’s body shape is !

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Hi I was just wondering why you picked Kristen Stewart as your fc for a plus sized oc? I only ask because she is as far removed from plus sized as one could healthily get. I guess I'm wondering what your definition of plus sized is, since the term is kind of up for interpretation a little bit.

hi! i use the term faceclaim VERY literally. in this case, kristen is merely just her face. i do not have a body claim available. as a plus sized person, i’m painfully aware that there are not enough plus sized actors & actresses available. ( not only have i not found one that suits the vibe i go for brooke, kristen was my fc for brooke long before i honored the fact she would be plus-sized.) i do need to post more headcanons about her weight & focus on it more, but, again, as a plus sized person myself, i’m very much a person that my body weight shouldn’t be the reason any one follows me. it shouldn’t matter, even though it does. that’s part of the reason that i don’t always post about it 24/7. 

after all, so many books and stories with plus sized people are about people falling in love with them despite their weight. i despise that. that’s very subtle fat-shaming. 

so overall, brooke is 5′2′’ & 160 pounds. bmi wise, this puts her at overweight, more towards the line of obese. according to the bi calculator i used, this puts her 30 pounds overweight ( & don’t i wish that was me... instead of how far away i am. )

thank you so much for asking this question nicely! i’m always down to talk about stuff like this, just because even the concept of plus sized people is dormant in the rpc. 

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𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐓𝐒.

𝒃𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔.

swearing |  fingernail chewing  | slouching |  slurring  | drinking |  smoking |  drugs  | impulse decisions | obsessive phone checking  | bad time management | slang  | poor grammar  | overworking |  slacking off  |  oversleeping  | under sleeping |  skin picking  |  poor eye contact  | lying  | rambling | skipping breakfast | junk food | self criticism |  procrastinating | daydreaming  |  forgetful  |  envious  | jealous  |  gossiper  | drama whore  | secret teller  |  skipping class  |  spitting  | lip-licking  |  lip chewing  | drinking from the carton |  yelling |  too much internet  |  poor hygiene  |  impatient  | hot-headed |  biased |  complaining  |  scab picking  |  cheek biting |  teeth-gnashing  |  shoplifting  | scamming  |  speeding  | hair pulling |  large ego | eavesdropping  | exaggerating  | fidgeting  |  freeloading  |  littering  | one-upping  | whining | borrowing without returning  | unnecessary aggression  |  talking during movies  |  plagiarism  |  copying  |  glaring | spacing out |  ignoring  |  over critical   |   messy  |  hateful  | overly prideful |  sarcastic |  puns  |  bad joke telling |  grouchy | too introverted |  too extroverted  |  bad table manners  |  far too lustful  |  poor money management | scrooge

Tagged By: stole from @bothsidesofaquestion

Tagging:  @findshope for eden , @himboceo , @batworn , @wightwulf , @wickian , @bimboceo .

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      ❝   I   promise,   I'm   fine,   ❞   Brooke   says,   pulling   Orias'   chin   up   so   that   he'll   look   in   her   eyes,   not   her   injuries.   Inside   blue   eyes,   there's   a   softness   despite   the   pain   that   her   body   is   holding.   With   a   little   sigh,   she   presses   a   kiss   to   his   lips,   before   pulling   back.   ❝   It's   okay.   Seriously,   Ari   was   there.   She   took   care   of   them.   ❞      Not   after   she'd   gathered   a   few   cuts   &   bruises,   but   that   was   beside   the   point.

@findshope​ for orias.

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I mean, I want all my options available, so I can decide for myself.

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@findshope

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    like   for   a   starter   when   i   get   back   !  

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endless photos of kristen stewart

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       ❝   Have   you   ever   heard   celebrities   talk   to   other   celebrities?   They   talk   for   like   20   years,   ❞   Brooke   says   with   a   little   shrug.   She's   used   to   people   asking   where   Bruce   is   in   the   evening   hours.   Excuses   can   pour   out   of   her   like   a   fountain.   Brooke   moves   to   take   a   seat   next   to   her   cousin.   ❝   ---   What   did   you   need?   Maybe   I   can   help?   ❞   

@anxietyworn​  gets  a  starter  from  Eden . 

❛    Brooke !    Sorry  for  the  late  visit .    Where’s  the  hubby ?    ❜        The  lawyer  moseys  her  way  into  the  manor ,  stopping  to  press  a  kiss  to  her  friend’s  cheek .    Under  her  arm  was  a  case  containing  a  large  stack  of  papers ,  which  Alfred  promptly  took  from  her .    After  giving  Alfred  the  same  greeting  as  she  did  Brooke ,  Eden  moves  to  sit  in  one  of  many  chairs  in  the  living  room ,  crossing  her  legs .        ❛    He  still  at  that  charity  dinner ?    I  thought  it  ended  at  ten .    ❜

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morning after starters.

‘  i  made  coffee.  ’ ‘  come  back  to  bed.  ’ ‘  where  are  you  off  to? ’ ‘  that  was  amazing.  ’ ‘  you  were  amazing.  ’ ‘  don’t  go.  ’ ‘  i  have  to  go  to  work.  ’ ‘  call  me  later?  ’ ‘  you  were  my  first.  ’ ‘  what  do  you  want  for  breakfast?  ’ ‘  i  need  to  let  the  dog  out.  ’ ‘  i  hope  you  aren’t  busy…  ’ ‘  babe?  ’ ‘  i’m  just  going  to  the  bathroom.  ’ ‘  i’m  not  going  anywhere.  ’ ‘  so,  how  long  are  we  going  to  stay  in  bed  today?  ’ ‘  are  you  okay?  ’

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♥ 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐍 ; 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♥

say it enough & you’ll start to believe it.

it’s over, bitch.

you have no idea how worthless you made me feel.

it’s fine. nobody really cares anyway.

people who are meant to be together take a break, and find their way back to their first love.

i’m getting really tired of losing people.

don’t get up. i don’t want to accidentally want to run into your mouth again.

you shouldn’t miss people who don’t miss you, right?

maybe you still look at me as just a friend.

i’m gonna listen to every sad song i’ve ever downloaded on repeat.

you’re the only one who actually knows how to live in a lie.

if it looks like a duck & it quacks like a duck, it’s a frickin’ duck!

someday we will all have jubilation.

sometimes you poke the bear, and other times the bear pokes you.

fool me once, shame on you. fool my best friend, you’re dead frickin’ meat!

if there is someone in your life that cares about you, then i’m happy for you, no matter who they are.

it’s like a big bowl of spaghetti that’s all tangled. have you ever tried to untangle spaghetti?

i’m starting to think that bitch has superpowers.

you can tell a lot by a person by their shoes.

you’re not allowed to look at me like that.

you’re still a bitch.

as soon as i get more than shrimp in my stomach, you’re gonna be in a world of pain.

two people who love each other that much should be together.

i’m doing this to protect [ insert ] & i’d do it for anyone of you if i could.

i’m tired of thinking about things.

hey, i wear three inches or i wear nothing.