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why am i always mad when something ruins my plan because someone asks me a little help that I'm not able to do so and i feel guilty because i can't help them and that makes me mad and the mad feeling ruins my plan even worse

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I got relapse

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I can't stop crying I wanna die, please convince me that I can do this, i can get through this

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I have this monster who suffocates me everytime and makes me think I just wanna die

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You'll talk when you're ready

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whatever happens, happens

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whatever happens, happens

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I'm fucking frustrated. I don't want anything to happen.

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I don't demand anything, i just want to heal

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Why everytime i just wanna die, i wanna do nothing, I'm fucking scared of everything

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Fear is temporary, regret last forever

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This morning dread may be just pure physical. Ganti ya Allah aku takut dengan ya Allah beri aku kekuatan dan kemampuan. It works. Ya sih, hidup saja itu sudah merepotkan. But I won't be a victim of my weakness and swinging mood ! Karena itu bikin jadi lebih merepotkan :)

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I just wanna die sometimes

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Ya Allah tolong hamba

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Mau i cry and sleep all day long?

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Frustrated about social life

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I think it was accidentally sent to me