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and it's so much smut. That little queer is killing me.

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Hey me and some friends were gonna go get crucified later. You can come along if you want. It's not like a date, it doesn't have to be sexual it's not a sex thing. It's nnot

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perhaps ripping this one little piece of skin off my lips will at last render them plump and moisturized

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We are heading towards an absolute knowledge black hole, aren't we?

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i must not kill myself . killing myself is the myself killer

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"mortifying ordeal of being known" shut up let's talk about the miraculous kindness of being remembered

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Current word count for the final chapter of These Infested Waters: 2230

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always remember gay men are the reason we dont have to pay for public bathrooms in canada

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love the word “rapscallion”. like not only are you a rascal but you’re also kind of spring onion about it too

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I love going viral on tumblr.com. It’s like if you stood in a field and said some of the stupidest shit a human being is capable of and then like fifty thousand crows attacked you

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i wish god gave me normal problems not notifications that say Are you sure you’re human? Checking in. Feeling human today? Feeling capable of human experiences?

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If you tell someone directly "that behavior makes me uncomfortable, please stop doing that to/around me" and the person keeps doing it and anyone tries to excuse it with "they're autistic, they can't help that they're bad at social clues", know that it's bullshit. Once you have verbally articulated a boundary directly to someone's face it is no longer a complex social clue, it's a direct request. And you don't get to ignore direct communication of boundaries because you're autistic.

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very funny (irritating) to me that everyone whined and yelled about stupid rainbow capitalism and how performative wokeness/allyship is a net bad we should all refuse to support and now like.

tumblr is doing nothing for pride and target isn't selling much (if any) of their pride collection offline except at certain stores (in democratic areas, basically) and build a bear has a much tinier collection than normal and all the actual pride stuff is on their "adult" website (not sure if it's in stores, but pride = adult is a hell of a message)

there are genuinely good criticisms for performative allyship in all its applications. it shouldn't be the only thing we expect from people and companies. but if all the shit I see being called performative stopped tomorrow then in terms of the LGBTQ+ community especially we just. wouldn't talk about queerness or queer issues or celebrate pride or do anything.

open your fucking eyes. we are very close politically to having gay marriage rolled back. now companies are basically being let off the hook to even make a miniscule effort (which matters to the people who don't have access to any other kind of support in their communities! which normalizes the community in public spaces!) because the only reaction they have gotten over the last few years are negative ones from BOTH sides.

we are so entrenched in discourse at all times for the sake of our OWN performance of who is the wokest and who is REALLY an ally or a good community member that we have basically handed over all the work of activists of the last several decades to the other side because we'd rather scream at each other over fucking chicken restaurants and shit than the real life backsliding that's happening.

and this goes for other shit too. feminism, poc rights, all of it.

also. trans rights aren't discourse and aren't just culture war arguments. in case any terfs think they can spin this to be antitrans.

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If crying and journalling was a paying job, I'd be a multimillionaire by now

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i am not afraid to keep on living. etc