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the next few chapters have been written in sparkly gel pen while i’ve been working 90hr weeks 🙈

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hey, so, uh...

i figured out a really great opportunity in my life

it requires me to work 12hrs/day for the next 90 days, though

so updates will be rare/infrequent for the next three months

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“oh that man is so fucked up”

*immediately starts reading/writing fanfic about him*

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huge if true

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do you ever look at a man and think i need you in the most disgusting, vile, pathetic, animalistic, disturbing, vulgar and morally questionable way possible

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i am about to create an au SO self indulgent. the target audience is 1 person and that person is me

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if i ever tell you "i cant possibly read a book in a day!" i am LYING. i am a FUCKING LIAR. because last night i read a 50k word fanfic in three fucking hours.

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"people who stay up at night are either insomniac or In love" people who stay up at night read gay fanfiction on AO3 what are you on about?

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Chapter 2 (6,801 words): [ao3 link]

Last Call Confessions

Jackson!Joel x bartender!Reader (mid-30s, f) [Explicit, MDNI] ongoing WIP, no use of "Y/N", Slow Burn, Joel Lives

The people of Jackson love your bar, it's like a refuge within a refuge. You return from a supply run shortly before Joel Miller returns from a failed trip west. He quickly becomes a regular, but it's not the drinks that keep him coming back for more… it's you. Joel wants you, but he feels as though he shouldn't. He can't bring himself to stay away, but he reckons if he confesses even half of the atrocities he's committed, he may just be able to scare you off.

Chapter 1 (4,190 words): [ao3 link]

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[explaining tumblr friendships to outsiders] well, you see, when you know each other's porn preferences, it really creates a bond

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ok it's fine, it's just fine, i panicked for nothing lmao

ok i'm just like. 2k words into writing the next chapter. i'm leaving chapter 2 up and i'm gonna reread and edit a bit when i've calmed down more.

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ok i'm just like. 2k words into writing the next chapter. i'm leaving chapter 2 up and i'm gonna reread and edit a bit when i've calmed down more.

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just remembered i'm the one who has to write down the ideas i come up with . unreal

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ew hi I just had a really long sleep and woke up in a panic feeling like the chapter I just posted is absolute shit trash slop garbage??? I’m still panicking so I might take it down and reread it again and change it and put it back up idk

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someone on twitter is trying to claim that use of an em-dash is an indication of AI-generated writing because it’s “relatively rare” for actual humans to use it. skill issue

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writing is so fun