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observation: among a certain subset of tumblr users, the term “blorbo” has become unchic, but the concept it describes is still important; and so it has been replaced with “The Character”

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Liquid samurai claws ver.

2/3 done, next and last is the bow type.

Also made alt ver. for fun!

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Driftcells.

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H-heh.

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ARE THERE ANY SHOVEL KNIGHT APPRECIATORS FOR INDIE CROSS I FEEL LIKE IM THE ONLY ONE

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YOU

YOU GET IT !

I think enough time has passed for me to talk about this. But the player/soul in undertale and deltarune has some really interesting lore we as a community do not touch or talk on as much as we should.

Like yeah, I'm very aware that it's a meta narrative of how we take Kris's autonamy away from them and how the typical self-insert doesn't work on either protag anyway. But the fact that when we look at it not in the meta way, but in-universe, it gets pretty fucked up and sad for us.

First of all. The Soul basically spawn in with no clue of who, what or where it is. All it knows is that it's in this child's body (Frisk) and it can move around and do stuff.

From there it goes on to do a regular first playthrough of the game. Exploring, befriending everyone, and just trying to figure stuff out and follow the story along

Than the neutral route ends and Flowey tells it how to get the better ending, so in it's curiosity and bittersweetness over what it just experience, it resets to be able to achive the true pacifist.

Than when it talks to Asriel he says that the name it selected for itself isn't the body they are in. ("You're not really [name] are you ?"). The confusion the Soul must have felt when that happened could have been horrifing. Especially considering how many of Frisk's actions and thoughts seemingly were on par to that of the Soul (again, I know it's intentional by the game to make us believe they are a self-insert, but once again remember that we are looking at a in-universe perspective to this godly entity that literally came out of nowhere) which could have lead it to believe it really WAS Frisk.

It than could have thought 'Maybe I'm a ghost, maybe I'm not Frisk but maybe I am the child the Dreemurs had adopted so long ago, after all the grave with their body always has my name in it, no matter how many times I change it, plus Asriel thought Frisk was me, right ?'. And that could have been it's thoughts for a long while before it ever decided to go geno route.

But when it did ? When it reached the end ? Could you picture the absolute horror and distress it had when it realised 'I'm not you ?' when Chara appeared ? Could think it's emotions when it realised it never was either of them ? Could you picture how distraught it is that this world is seemingly not a place where it naturally belongs ? No matter how attached or fascinated by all the people in this place it is, it shouldn't be here ?

And than it reaches the end of the game. Everything goes dark, it doesn't get to see either the surface world. And the void isn't even a place it stays long in because Chara suggests to bring the world back if it gives itself up to them.

Than, a voice. Someone proposes a new game.

That voice gives it a choise, a choise in making a vessel

Maybe, maybe just FINALLY, it can figure itself out.

Maybe it's name can be it's own. Maybe it can have it's own body. Maybe it can finally belong.

But no.

The vessel, IT'S Vessel is discarted.

There was no point in it's individuality, there was no point to the choise.

Why ? Why does that not matter ? Why does it not matter ??

Maybe it tries to chase after the voice, get the answers it wants, or maybe to try to get revenge, or maybe just to cry about that being unfair and quite frankly really fucked up from that voice's part to do that to it.

But it can't. That voice only talks briefly. Comes and goes as he pleases. Repeating the same thing.

"You're choises don't matter"

It can make it matter. It WILL make it matter. Maybe it won't belong. Maybe it never will. But it can make others understand the hurt. It slaughter the world befoere. What's another one really ?

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If you call pedophilia a kink please unfollow me and never talk to me again

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[Day 38] Canon Height Difference.

(Context under the cut)

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alternativly. The Soul wanting the best for Kris could be a way of it projecting it's own issues onto them and thinking that it somehow can make Kris happy than maybe it could eventually it's own problems and be happy too.

After all both would feel like they don't belong. So fixing one issue would fix the other right ?

Right . . . ?

I think enough time has passed for me to talk about this. But the player/soul in undertale and deltarune has some really interesting lore we as a community do not touch or talk on as much as we should.

Like yeah, I'm very aware that it's a meta narrative of how we take Kris's autonamy away from them and how the typical self-insert doesn't work on either protag anyway. But the fact that when we look at it not in the meta way, but in-universe, it gets pretty fucked up and sad for us.

First of all. The Soul basically spawn in with no clue of who, what or where it is. All it knows is that it's in this child's body (Frisk) and it can move around and do stuff.

From there it goes on to do a regular first playthrough of the game. Exploring, befriending everyone, and just trying to figure stuff out and follow the story along

Than the neutral route ends and Flowey tells it how to get the better ending, so in it's curiosity and bittersweetness over what it just experience, it resets to be able to achive the true pacifist.

Than when it talks to Asriel he says that the name it selected for itself isn't the body they are in. ("You're not really [name] are you ?"). The confusion the Soul must have felt when that happened could have been horrifing. Especially considering how many of Frisk's actions and thoughts seemingly were on par to that of the Soul (again, I know it's intentional by the game to make us believe they are a self-insert, but once again remember that we are looking at a in-universe perspective to this godly entity that literally came out of nowhere) which could have lead it to believe it really WAS Frisk.

It than could have thought 'Maybe I'm a ghost, maybe I'm not Frisk but maybe I am the child the Dreemurs had adopted so long ago, after all the grave with their body always has my name in it, no matter how many times I change it, plus Asriel thought Frisk was me, right ?'. And that could have been it's thoughts for a long while before it ever decided to go geno route.

But when it did ? When it reached the end ? Could you picture the absolute horror and distress it had when it realised 'I'm not you ?' when Chara appeared ? Could think it's emotions when it realised it never was either of them ? Could you picture how distraught it is that this world is seemingly not a place where it naturally belongs ? No matter how attached or fascinated by all the people in this place it is, it shouldn't be here ?

And than it reaches the end of the game. Everything goes dark, it doesn't get to see either the surface world. And the void isn't even a place it stays long in because Chara suggests to bring the world back if it gives itself up to them.

Than, a voice. Someone proposes a new game.

That voice gives it a choise, a choise in making a vessel

Maybe, maybe just FINALLY, it can figure itself out.

Maybe it's name can be it's own. Maybe it can have it's own body. Maybe it can finally belong.

But no.

The vessel, IT'S Vessel is discarted.

There was no point in it's individuality, there was no point to the choise.

Why ? Why does that not matter ? Why does it not matter ??

Maybe it tries to chase after the voice, get the answers it wants, or maybe to try to get revenge, or maybe just to cry about that being unfair and quite frankly really fucked up from that voice's part to do that to it.

But it can't. That voice only talks briefly. Comes and goes as he pleases. Repeating the same thing.

"You're choises don't matter"

It can make it matter. It WILL make it matter. Maybe it won't belong. Maybe it never will. But it can make others understand the hurt. It slaughter the world befoere. What's another one really ?

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Bad End Lesbians and fem B!Wirt

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ROUND 4

It seems that our dear hunter is facing one of the most powerful opponents in the whole multiverse. Still, he'll fight for his brother.

VOTE FOR HUNTER WIRT

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Im convinced he only looks good in sketches when im drawing him

But i been thinking about them again :v

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Referring to the '[Day 34] Family Photo' post,

Did Noelle just spawn, or... Who had her. /j /j

[Day 37] Well, I asked Puppet boy about it, and this is what he told me

I didn't know we had a car

...or whats a car to begin with

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I think enough time has passed for me to talk about this. But the player/soul in undertale and deltarune has some really interesting lore we as a community do not touch or talk on as much as we should.

Like yeah, I'm very aware that it's a meta narrative of how we take Kris's autonamy away from them and how the typical self-insert doesn't work on either protag anyway. But the fact that when we look at it not in the meta way, but in-universe, it gets pretty fucked up and sad for us.

First of all. The Soul basically spawn in with no clue of who, what or where it is. All it knows is that it's in this child's body (Frisk) and it can move around and do stuff.

From there it goes on to do a regular first playthrough of the game. Exploring, befriending everyone, and just trying to figure stuff out and follow the story along

Than the neutral route ends and Flowey tells it how to get the better ending, so in it's curiosity and bittersweetness over what it just experience, it resets to be able to achive the true pacifist.

Than when it talks to Asriel he says that the name it selected for itself isn't the body they are in. ("You're not really [name] are you ?"). The confusion the Soul must have felt when that happened could have been horrifing. Especially considering how many of Frisk's actions and thoughts seemingly were on par to that of the Soul (again, I know it's intentional by the game to make us believe they are a self-insert, but once again remember that we are looking at a in-universe perspective to this godly entity that literally came out of nowhere) which could have lead it to believe it really WAS Frisk.

It than could have thought 'Maybe I'm a ghost, maybe I'm not Frisk but maybe I am the child the Dreemurs had adopted so long ago, after all the grave with their body always has my name in it, no matter how many times I change it, plus Asriel thought Frisk was me, right ?'. And that could have been it's thoughts for a long while before it ever decided to go geno route.

But when it did ? When it reached the end ? Could you picture the absolute horror and distress it had when it realised 'I'm not you ?' when Chara appeared ? Could think it's emotions when it realised it never was either of them ? Could you picture how distraught it is that this world is seemingly not a place where it naturally belongs ? No matter how attached or fascinated by all the people in this place it is, it shouldn't be here ?

And than it reaches the end of the game. Everything goes dark, it doesn't get to see either the surface world. And the void isn't even a place it stays long in because Chara suggests to bring the world back if it gives itself up to them.

Than, a voice. Someone proposes a new game.

That voice gives it a choise, a choise in making a vessel

Maybe, maybe just FINALLY, it can figure itself out.

Maybe it's name can be it's own. Maybe it can have it's own body. Maybe it can finally belong.

But no.

The vessel, IT'S Vessel is discarted.

There was no point in it's individuality, there was no point to the choise.

Why ? Why does that not matter ? Why does it not matter ??

Maybe it tries to chase after the voice, get the answers it wants, or maybe to try to get revenge, or maybe just to cry about that being unfair and quite frankly really fucked up from that voice's part to do that to it.

But it can't. That voice only talks briefly. Comes and goes as he pleases. Repeating the same thing.

"You're choises don't matter"

It can make it matter. It WILL make it matter. Maybe it won't belong. Maybe it never will. But it can make others understand the hurt. It slaughter the world befoere. What's another one really ?

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I rendered the kiss

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Indie Cross has sorta been a "two whole cakes" situation for me, because it's brought new fans into Shovel Knight, which means new fanart for me to reblog. It's also a mild double edged sword because half of these fanarts are indie games I've not played, but never look a gift horse in the mouth.

What I'm saying is, please continue with these amazing fanarts. As an SK veteran, I've really been enjoying the artwork that's come out of you guys.

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[Day 36] something something i dunno i just felt like drawing him (like every day lol)