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mutuals. kill 🪛 wait post canceled why the fuck is there a screwdriver in the suggested emojis when i say kill

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STOP! before you decide you are irretrievably doomed, try one of the following options:

transition

bdsm

iron supplements

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comic about autism acceptance month and re-animator that i made in like an hour

disclaimer! you will not crumble to dust when autism acceptance month ends. i dont know where i got this idea

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a post with no notes call that a tumblrweed passing by

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"i never see you at the club" well i never see you at the internet archive mountain goats live show collection

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Please.

I genuinely hate to do this, but I am on my last straw and I can't fix it by myself anymore.

Check out my Ko-fi page if you don't feel like reading a sob story and feel like ordering a commission

I'm 18, I'm queer, disabled, and neurodivergent. I live with my mom, and I have no other family members that I could possibly go to for help. My dad passed in 2022 before I turned 16, and it severely affects me to this day.

I live in Michigan with my abusive mother, who I act as a full-time caregiver for. She is disabled as well, and continuously takes it out on me. Under her guidance and manipulation, I gave her my inheritance of $80k to purchase the house where we currently live. I don't have any of my own money, that was all I had.

If I can raise $2.5k, I'll be able to move to Indiana, where I have a friend and his family waiting for me. I need a security deposit on a house, where I otherwise will have support and help adjusting and getting into a new rythm.

My mom takes things out on me, she spends nearly every day yelling at me, blaming me for everything wrong in the house, calling me a terrible person, and threatening to end her life because of me. This has gone on for my whole life, but it only got worse after my father's passing.

She has spoken about me behind my back to my close friend, and told him that I need to get over my father's passing, and often says that I am abusive, much like she saw my father to be.

I can't keep living in this house. I'm trying every day to make her happy, apply for jobs, work on commissions, all while dealing with my own disabilities and problems. I rarely have time for myself, and I am almost always in charge for making sure she is fed, her dog is taken care of, and her meds are taken.

I have tried to contact shelters for help and been denied. I am not allowed to go to church, as my mom believes all Christian religion to be evil, despite myself being religious.

I've done all I can without help, I don't know what else I can do. I'm on my last leg, and I have no family or friends to rely on in Michigan.

I hate to do this, because I know for a fact that most other people are in bad situations, much like me. But if you have the means, anything will help me. I'm doing everything I can, and trying to get out as fast as I can, but I can't do it by myself.

I take commissions, and I've also made a GoFundMe. I need any help that anybody is willing to give, whether that be $1 or just a reblog. It all means the world to me.

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Some dykeberts I did for the ppl on discord 💞

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hello everyone, super serious post here. I'm going to pin this to my page for the time being.

If you have the means to, please support my brother @trannyricksanchez. he's a disabled teen who needs extra support getting out of a dangerous situation, and commissioning him would mean everything. anything counts, seriously, a dollar or a hundred. i love him to death, he's my only family.

so if you have the means, please, please, please support him.

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Translation of Japanese parts in 'Party Poison'

Thanks to @mcj545 on twitter (http://twitter.com/mcj545)

Beginning: “Everyone! We filled up the car with gas and the suitcase with bombs. Life is short and we have a dangerous way ahead so let’s dance!”

Middle: “So you wanna be famous? Just wait. I wanna keep going forever. I’m gonna explode!!”

End: “"Let’s dance together until the body breaks down!”

If there’s any corrections needed please let me know :D

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dan. control yourself

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The tune to Blur’s “Song 2″ is actually from a hymn popular in the 1600s. The second hymn in most hymnals, the otherwise untitled “Hymn 2″ was most often known as the “Woohoo Hymn” due to the repetition of the phrase.

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Okay you guys.

IF YOU PRIMARILY DO NOT SPEAK ENGLISH reply with what you mentally call it, if you have a nickname for it or something

EDIT: ⚠This post is about the browser-based dragon game Flight Rising 😅😅⚠ you get to breed, dress up and battle dragons!!! it's a blast.

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spinning keychains!!!

have you ever wanted to put your blorbos in a bottle and shake them? well, now you can.... kind of.

the photos above are of a sample, the final product will have minor color differences. the keychains are layered acrylic with a metal clasp, 65mm(2.56in) tall with a 54mm (2.13in) spinning disc. they spin in both directions, so you can make them properly motion-sick.

i'll be opening pre-orders soon, with the product shipping out in late july!!

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participated in the sketch swap in @friendcrumbs 's server!!!

@heliopart did the sketch and i did colours and lineart!!!

I had so much fun participating in this, despite the fact I had to finish the background at 2am in Japan </3

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my sketch for @aperturedlens and i's sketch swap! u can find the finished piece below! :-]