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ladybug with, what you can see if you look closely on the right pronotal area, a ladybug std

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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biden could have called for a ceasefire months ago. let it be known now and forever : america is no hero. we all watched the us veto every single appeal to stop the barbaric slaughter of innocent lives. but it only took three foreign nationals, three white people, and not the 30,000+ Palestinian lives gone...

edit : 7 white adults. not the 15000+ Palestinian children.

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somehow, amazingly, i have hacked the impulse that makes me mindlessly scroll on my phone. it's not gone but i've paired it with a conscious thought process that goes like, "what's my goal here? i'm looking for entertainment, for information, for something that makes me feel more optimistic and interested in the world i live in..."

and because that kicks in between apps, too, i'm not doomscrolling as much. i'm intentionally seeking out posts or videos or whatever that actually mean something to me. when i'm not satisfied i walk away or pick up a book instead. most subtle yet impactful change i've gone through in years

i did not intentionally set out to change this. i've just been working on my mindset in general. hey, turns out having a good therapist again helps

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ive known about this song for a while but i heard it again the other day and now that i’ve read dungeon meshi it reminds me of laios a lot so i like the song a lot more now

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more Kabrus from episodes 16 and 17

(use as you like, no credit needed)

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the juxtaposition of falin’s eyes being drawn as “closed” when she was her own separate individual and her eyes being open when she’s being subsumed by the curse placed on the soul and flesh of the dragon and out of control of her actions

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Silver eyes

Music: Ethereal by Tokyopill

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the muse ⬇️

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summer is coming up lads..

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everyday I pray Zillow makes a comment section

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died and came back exactly the same but something was so so so wrong with me before and now I have an excuse to really lean into it

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ooh ahh dripchuck

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nothing makes me feel more well adjusted than hearing about the problems that straight people in the periphery of my life are always having

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The fact that this is canon non-genderbend long haired Kabru ... Madame Kui please, I'm about to start chewing glass.

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i think (a cropped version of) this is gonna be my first tattoo maybe above my knee