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is anyone else just going through life like “yeah i just gotta get past this last difficult week and then it’s smooth sailing from there!” but like… every week

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i only type in lowercase because i hate capitalism

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BEDTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING: YES IT’S TIME.TO GET UNCONSCIOUS

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Natalia Osipova in Swan Lake (Royal Ballet) 

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i love that moment of absolute acceptance and tranquility that washes over you exactly 1 minute and 35 seconds before an exam begins. when you look at the notes you’ve been trying to absorb and realize that at this point you’re either ready or you’re not and you put them away and all the anxiety and doubt you had up until this moment just floats off you like steam from a hot summer sidewalk after a storm.

i think this exact situation is where actors who have to die on-screen draw their inspiration. that look in their eyes when they realize their wound doesn’t hurt anymore, and they look at their friend, their face awash with acceptance and near-relief, and the light leaves their eyes,

they learned that in a stats class.

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please make sure that wherever you’re at in life, you don’t treat it like a transitory period. don’t waste your college years wishing to already be graduated & have a job. don’t waste your single years wishing for someone to be in love with. if/when those things come, they will come in due time and they will be good. but there is nothing like looking back and feeling empty because you wasted literal years ignoring what you had because you were hoping for something better. while it’s important to better yourself and reach for your goals, don’t neglect the present because that’s where you are now and it’s your now that determines your future. 

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websites that ask for your username when they mean email deserve a special place in hell

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its kinda scary how your whole life depends on how well you do as a teenager 

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i set my alarms extra early to make sure i have enough time to lay in bed and be angry about having to wake up

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not to be a lesbian but when girls wear suits i just become more gay

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I made a thing

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me: *knows exactly what i have to say*

me: *stutters and fucks up a 5 word sentence*

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No one can choose who they are in this world.

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Ralsei & Susie

COULDN’T RESIST TO DRAWWWW

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yes offense but girls in suits look better than guys in suits

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