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“Mystery creates wonder and wonder is the basis of man's desire to understand.” ― Neil Armstrong

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Flashback to 1969 when Mikimoto won the DeBeers Diamonds International Awards with this beautifully abstract brooch “Prelude to Space”. @official_mikimoto #mikimoto #fbf #1969 #debeers #internationalawards #preludetospace #pearls #diamonds

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Philip Treacy autumn/winter 2001

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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Abandoned leaning house in Virginia - wyattxplores

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Nyakong Chan at Balmain FW 24

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neck accessory created by bio-designer and underwater photographer Zena Holloway may look like sea coral, but it's actually made from moulded wheatgrass roots (2024)

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This is how I flirt and it's going great.

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Tumblr is where girls go to be alone with other girls who are being alone and that's why I've been using this site for so long

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Swimming around in fuzzy warm synth sounds makes my brain go ✨