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ᎢYᏢᏆᏟᎪᏞ ᏚᎢᎾᎡY

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"ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ɪᴛ sᴇᴇᴍs ᴀʟʟ ᴜɴʀᴇᴀʟ. ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ, ᴀ ᴛᴇʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ʜᴏʟʟᴏᴡ sᴇᴇᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇɴᴀᴄᴇ ʜɪᴍ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ, sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ, ᴀ ᴠᴏɪᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴠᴏɪᴅ ʜɪs ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀᴘsᴇ. ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴇᴘʟᴇᴛɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ғᴀsᴛ ᴘᴀᴄᴇ. ᴇɴᴇʀɢʏʟᴇss, ʜᴇ ғᴇʟᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴇᴀᴅ, ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴏɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ғᴀʟʟ. ғᴀʟʟ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴏɪɴᴛ ᴏғ ɴᴏ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ. ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴏɪᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟs ʜɪs ɴᴀᴍᴇ. ɪɴᴛᴏ ɪɴsᴀɴɪᴛʏ."

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He believed that, this was man's first expression, like his first dream, was an aesthetic one. Dreadful even. Speech was a poetic outcry rather than a demand for communication. Original man, shouting his consonants, did so in yells of awe and anger at his tragic state, at his own self-awareness and at his own helplessness before the void. So, he made that a home for himself. What others called madness, he called home. As they would ask him why did he think that. He'd simply tell them that, in fact madness isn't a state of mind. That it is a place.

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The Evil Dead (1981) dir. Sam Raimi

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⠀ ⠀Yes, I’m a BAD BOY  ⠀ ⠀so I like bad girls

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I can feel my face twisting with jealousy

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🔪🔪🔪

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Me and the girls arriving in Northern Sweden feeling unloved and unheld

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ℐ 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒷ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒾ℊ𝒽𝓉𝓂𝒶𝓇ℯ. 𝒦ℯℯ𝓅 𝓉𝒽ℴ𝓈ℯ ℯ𝓎ℯ𝓈 ℴ𝓅ℯ𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓃ℊ.

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∆ Swallow my soul, take control of me.

The Triangle Man by Demographick.

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Deity Aesthetic: Lilith

Queen of Hell and Goddess of love, war, sex, death, beauty, power, fertility, and revenge.

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-baddie-

⌯✵✣✵⌯𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨⌯✵✣✵⌯

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album moodboard » prequelle

“in times of turmoil in times like these beliefs contagious, spreading disease this wretched mischief is now coursing through your souls never to let go“

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✎ … [oh, you're in trouble now] like if u save, thanks!

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[oh my god, she showed me all the stars. - joy and oh my god by gidle] like/rb if you saved.

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Can a heart still break, once it’s stopped beating?

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Early Sunsets Over Monroeville ➤ My Chemical Romance

and in saying you loved me, make things harder at best and these words changing nothing but your body remains and there’s no room in this hell, there’s no room in the next and our memories defeat us, and I’ll end this the rest

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album moodboard » prequelle

“in times of turmoil in times like these beliefs contagious, spreading disease this wretched mischief is now coursing through your souls never to let go“

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Primary Propoganda ➤ Palaye Royale

widowed man cuts his throat children hide their blood stained coats as we scream the last goodbye as the book declares our time