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Lovely

I see you look at me from the corner of my eye, It’s like you’re scanning me, taking in everything you can before I turn back to look at you. When I do, you look back to your computer and pretend I didn’t notice. 

I reach down to get a piece of paper for you and I, I’m distracted, until I feel your pencil travel up my back two times before I look up and make eye contact. You laugh it off, just you trying to mess with me right? But, I hope you weren’t I hope that your thoughts just got the best of you. That you want to make that same movement with your palm. Isn’t the feeling lovely? Butterflies, everywhere. 

I tap your desk with my finger, just to get the anxious movement out of my system, you look at me, curious. When it’s time for us to say what we had written down for our assignment I ring my hands nervously, I hate speaking. You look over and copy my movements. “Why?” you asked quietly. “just nervous” I reply with a grin. I hate talking, but I feel more confident with you next to me. Isn’t it lovely? 

You are just Lovely. 

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February 3rd

This might be short, because today was boring and numb. I did reach out to that kid in gym. He didn’t add me on snap though. But maybe he doesn’t have snap. I hope that’s the case. anyway I don’t have anything else to really document. 

-Apple Juice 

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February 2nd

Well today sucked. 

Woke up and got dressed and immediately got yelled at by my dad for not getting my sister ready. He legitimately screamed at me. Apparently the one time I don’t get up and get her ready I’m the disappointment. And then I got to school in a really bad mood and everyone was so annoying. The one time I actually laughed and my band teacher yells at me. 

The only fun parts today was in 3rd hour, lunch and 5th hour. Everything else sucked. At least in gym class I saw a cute kid that my bestie agreed that he was cute. He has longer hair (that looks like he actually takes care of it) and surprisingly good posture. 

I had a basketball game that I had to go to (the band has to play at every home game). And basketball games aren’t as fun as the football games were. Marching band was the literal best. Even though there was a lot of drama and i cried A LOT. It was always fun. Marching during halftime is always the best. Even when it’s pouring down rain and you’re freezing cold, it’s still the best time. I’m sad that next year will be my last. 

-Apple Juice

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February 1st

Well today might be short because I have stuff to do.

It wasn’t a great day but it wasn’t the worst. My grades are awful as usual and I feel crappy about it because I know I can do better if I just try. But trying is hard when you’re mentally struggling. 

Anyway I have snacks so that makes it a little better. Hope tomorrow is better 

“Life is too important to be taken seriously” -Oscar Wilde

Saw this on the white board in my American Literature class.

-Apple Juice

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January 31st

So, I’m going to try and blog useless stuff about my day everyday. I have tried this in countless notebooks and I have never stuck with it. But maybe actually posting it will help give me motivation and make me remember. You know, setting a routine. Get home from school, and write down how my day went. 

So, my schedule is pretty lame. Wake up at 7-7:30, get my sister ready for school and put her on the bus, ride/drive with my sister to school. And then suffer through the boredom for 7 hours. I have to go to band class first thing in the morning (Yeah I’ve been in band since 4th grade) and that is always eventful. People might think that band kids are nerds, but I think this kid next to me got his girlfriend pregnant, and the girl next to me is pregnant. (impregnated with the spawn of Satan btw). Then it’s off to Anthrozoology, we learn about animals and evolution etc. I’m glad my best friend L is in that class, he keeps me from slamming my head into the table. Next is my favorite class, American Literature, not because I like writing or English, just because of the teacher. Mr Lueshen is pretty cool. He goes on rants about random stuff that isn’t even close to the topic we are supposed to be learning about. But he keeps it interesting. We are starting to read “The Great Gatsby” which he is extremely excited about. Then it’s lunch where I get the same sandwich everyday along with my friend (I’ll call him Severus because that’s his nickname) I like having lunch with Severus, M and J. They are all so different from each other so we all have something completely different to talk about. This is getting very long at this point and nothing really interesting happened. So I’ll list the last classes I have.

U.S. History

Algebra 

Gym

German

Boring.