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i feel so huge

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Pinocchio thinspo

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Starting a 4 day Fast

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Me pulling the weirdest positions near food so I can see the nutrition labels without looking suspicious

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It's got me

I have control and now I never want to lose it

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Just wanna be skinny so i can sit around wearing oversized pyjamas and look cute

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Thinspo bc I binged last night

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You have to be EMPTY to LOSE WEIGHT.

If you KEEP EATING you'll be FAT babe, that's how this cruel world works

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things i do instead of e4ting 💕

(warning im delusional)

-drink coffee (kills me)

-look at sp0 obvi

-watch true crime documentary (ruins my appet1te and distracts me for a while)

-brush my teeth

-tell myself “no we arent doing that” in my head. to make it a boundary i cant cross

-tarot readings

-listen to the most gut wrenching songs

-give into a craving, but a small portion of it on a plate or napkin (ex: 3 oreos on a napkin and eat it outside the kitchen vs eating oreos straight from the container)

-chew some gum

-pick up extra shifts at work

-if its late at night i just take my sleep meds

-sometimes i just smell oreos and chug water

-substitute junk cravings for a healthy snack

-chug water and watch a mukbang of what im craving until he water tastes like the food

-go on a drive, if i see a fast food place, i stop and get a diet soda only (sk1nny girl move)

-online shop for clothes

-draw out tattoos i want

-smoke a cigarette (im of age)

-clean my house

-read

-take an everything shower (takes like 2 hours lol)

-write short stories

-get tr1ggered and cry until i cant breathe

-call my dad (this ruins my app3ti1e also)

-change my press on nails

-imagine my bf leaving me (also ruins my app3t1te)

-play with my moms dog

-imagine myself in 2 months when im my ugw

-play animal crossing (tedious game i spend too long on)

-commit to a series like harry potter or planet of apes for hours

-^^ or i watch as many disney princess movies as i can/as many studio ghibli movies as i can

-chug water until i thr0w up

-look out the window and pretend im mysterious

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I will never tell anyone I starve myself because then they’ll wonder why I’ve made like no progress and that’s so embarrassing. Like I bet they won’t believe me.

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Posting Again

Sorry, I didn't post because I honestly didn't feel like it. Maybe I will start doing it more consistently!

Today I had:

-Tomato soup and fruit for lunch ~200 kcal

-Some cake (?) immediately went on a run but I don't think I burnt all of it off

-Brocololi and chicken for dinner ~200 (?)

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have some self control. you’re better than that.

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Skinny ppl dont eat pizza!!!

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༉‧₊˚List of Safe Foods˚₊‧༉

Rice cakes

Apples

Cucumbers

Grapes

Strawberries

Diet Coke

Green tea

Light yogurt (greek is even better for added protein)

Celery

Lettuce

Watermelon

Egg whites

Green beans

Shirataki/konjac noodles

Zero Sugar Gatorade

Cauliflower rice

Boneless skinless chicken breast

Mushrooms

Sugar free jello

Sugar free popsicles

Sugar free coffee creamer (in small amounts)

Light string cheese

Imitation crab

Cherry tomatoes

Meal replacement/protein bars

Protein shakes

Canned/pouch tuna

Skinny Girl syrups & dressings

Progresso light soups

PB2 (powdered peanut butter)

Quaker Rice Crisps

Air popped popcorn

Applesauce pouches

Fiber brownies

Sugar-free gum

Halo Top ice creams

Lowfat/Fat free sliced chicken or turkey deli meat

Dill pickles

Radishes

Blueberries

Joseph's lavash bread & pita bread

Broccoli

Brussels sprouts

Unsweetened almond milk

Zucchini

Cantaloupe

Bell peppers

Roma Tomatoes

Ultra thin pretzel sticks

Here are all of my favorites 💖 Anything I should add?

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I wish there was an ED summer camp so we could all meet up and ⭐ve together