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what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

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Black Butler on the cover of G-fantasy July issue

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i will never be over the way his hair fabulously falls out of that hat, most handsome character in the story indeed

kuroshitsuji: kishuku gakkou-hen episode 09 - undertaker

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Undertaker

Black Butler: Public School Arc - Episode 10

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Me waking up: I want to write

Me eating breakfast: I want to write

Me getting ready for work: I want to write

Me at work: I want to write

Me eating lunch: I want to write

Me driving home: I want to write

Me at home, sitting in front of my laptop:

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JUST IN TIME FOR THE BIG DRAMA REVEAL OMG WOOYOUNG YOU WILL BE DEALT WITH

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ch. xxx - peeking

ghost!yeosang × reader

genre : ghost!au

wc : 1.6 k

rating, warning : mature; crude jokes and filthy language, depiction of an accident; electrocution, head injury

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a connection once had, broken with the expectation that the ending is final. but life has an odd proclivity of making attachments from detachments. in the end, we don't know what we lost until we look at what we have

For a moment the room was quiet and cold.

Mingi had come in with cake and coffee and you both had been silently taking a bite, waiting for the other person to talk. Well, the people who could talk at least. You didn't realize it but you kept glancing at your phone, worried that Yeosang might accidentally make a noise as you had put him on a call.

"Waiting for someone?" Mingi asked after taking a sip of his latte.

You shook your head and offered him a polite smile, "Nope, just don't want anyone to disturb us while we talk," and you cleared your throat, deciding that you should be the one who directed the conversation, "And I guess we should start talking now." Agreeing, Mingi straightened up and nod, "If you don't mind, I would like for you to explain your side first. Not because of anything, but I would like to get all of the information so I can process my feelings accordingly with the information I will reveal." He sounded so stocky and it made you crack a grin because he didn't sound like his usual self while simultaneously being his absolute genuine self, someone who is just curious.

"Fair enough," you agreed, taking a moment to think where you should start your story.

"So you know that I grew up with Wooyoung and I befriended Yeosang in middle school. It was safe to say I was one of the less popular crowd because I was trying to excel in school in hopes that my parents would give a shit about me if I had an achievement of my own. I didn't realize then that no matter how many prizes I won for math, science, art, debate, English, and more, they would simply not care because I'm not Wooyoung, the child they actually want and the child who's actually theirs. So I was bullied and while Wooyoung was a bystander, at age 9, he suddenly turned on me and joined in on the bullying, even giving ammunition, leading the bullying, and sending people at me. I don't know what changed but I do know that when we got to middle school, he became more vicious because I got close to Yeosang. See, Wooyoung wanted to befriend Yeosang because everyone likes Yeosang. I befriended Yeosang because we're the top 2 in the high-achieving class and this pissed Wooyoung off because he couldn't get to the same class because all of his work, all of his tests were copies of mine. So he became resentful of me and my parents allowed it. One day, sometimes during gym class, Yeosang came up to me and asked for my water because he had finished his and couldn't bear the walk to refill his water so I did, I gave him my water bottle and he downed it in one go. I didn't think much of it but not even 15 minutes later, while we were resting by the court, Yeosang fell to the ground looking pale and clammy, he was shivering and he was crying saying that his stomach was hurting so he was rushed to the hospital and I went with him. While he was being treated, I was suddenly called out and brought back to school, to the principal's office where I was informed that Yeosang had gotten alcohol poisoning from my water bottle. Long story short, I was told that Yeosang no longer felt safe with having me around the school and I was expelled within a day."

Mingi didn't even try to hide the surprised look on his face. His jaw was practically on the ground by the time you told him how you got expelled so easily. "Wait, they can't just expel you like that without any evidence," he was getting emotionally involved. Mingi didn't like hearing injustice in general and hearing what happened to you made his blood boil. You shrugged, a little too casually for someone who was retelling her shitty past, but at that point, you had to shield yourself from feeling the negativities all over again. "There were eyewitnesses around, everyone saw me handing him my water bottle before he dropped to the ground so it seemed like the case was clear. To them at least. I tried pleading my case, I tried telling them that I knew nothing but they wouldn't hear. Not even my parents. In fact, My dad dragged me to the hospital to face the Kangs, well Yeosang's parents at least because apparently Yeosang was terrified of me, and forced me to bow and apologize. Then that evening he kicked me out of his house without saying anything else and I cried in front of the gate for a solid two hours before giving up and leaving to go to my grandma's by myself."

You didn't realize how it happened but Mingi pulled you into an immediate hug, his body shaking from anger because he couldn't help but think of the younger version of you being treated worse than trash by the adults in your life.

"Thank God you're okay now," he said in a whispered tone. It surprised you because you had imagined that Mingi would be siding with Yeosang and Wooyoung despite saying that he trusted that each story has two versions. You absolutely thought that he would simply accept that there was your side that he could hear if he wanted to but not to this extent, not him taking your pain personally. It didn't even occurred to you that you shed a tear or two, or five until Mingi pulled back and frantically trying to reach the tissue on your desk.

"Yeosang's situation was odd even to the police," Mingi started, knowing that it was his turn to talk without having to be urged by you.

After wiping your tears, you cleared your throat and prepare yourself to listen to what Mingi had to say.

"They were suspicious of the circumstances because Yeosang was admitted due to electrocution but they couldn't figure out the head injury he sustained. The doctors analyzed him and declared that Yeosang sustained the injury before he was electrocuted, so it wasn't like he banged his head due to being electrocuted. Heck, they even found where Yeosang injured his head and it wasn't the ground, it was the wall. They theorized that Yeosang must not have completely lost his consciousness and was trying to get up only to electrocute himself on the open wires dangling by the electricity pole."

Your head was trying to make sense of things but instead of getting answers, it generated more questions. "Couldn't he have fallen or slipped or something?" you questioned and Mingi nodded firmly, "That's what they think. Based on the height of the area where they found the trace of impact, it seemed possible that Yeosang had slipped and hit his head. But it still doesn't answer a crucial question, why was Yeosang in the alley in the first place? His car was on the left side of the building and the alley was on the right side, logically speaking, Yeosang had no business being there unless maybe he was urinating in public or something but we all know Yeosang would never do that. He wouldn't even chew gum in public places." You may no longer know Yeosang, but you knew him enough to agree with Mingi.

Then another question popped into your head, "Well were there CCTV around? They must've seen something," "They're still trying to get the footage from the establishments around but the thing is, the police are not even investigating this properly, Yeosang's situation is not a priority so they've just been passively looking things over." Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion and disbelief, "That makes no sense, they agreed that the circumstances were suspicious so why wouldn't they do anything?" "According to them, while it is suspicious, there were no evidence of foul play so they can't really do anything because, and i quote this directly from them, "there are more pressing cases they need to pursue", whatever the hell that means," Mingi huffed annoyedly.

Sure, you wanted to be as objective and as detached as you could towards the issue as this involved Yeosang, the same person who was part of the worst pain you've ever felt in your life. But you couldn't help but feel frustrated over the situation. You'd like to believe that it must have been because it would probably mean that you would be involved for longer than necessary. But you knew yourself well enough to acknowledge that the human side of you was trying to protest the unfairness.

"Hey," Mingi called out after a long pause, catching your attention. "I... This might mean nothing but I want you to know that I believe your side, I trust you," he looked abashed saying that and to be fair, Mingi didn't even know why he said that. What he knew was that you had been hurt by enough people, even people who were supposed to be your family. He didn't realize how much his consideration meant to you. Though you barely knew him, he had proven himself to be a trustworthy person who is capable of finding his own truth. So you gave him a small smile and reached forward to pat the back of his hand gently, "It means a lot to me, Mingi. Thank you," and Mingi, in return, broke out into a big smile.

Truly if life had taught you anything even after the worst of rain came down, completely drenching you and ruining your whole day, the sun will come out. It might take some time, and it might be infuriatingly slow, but it will. So with a glance at your strategically placed phone, you could only hope that your faith would not be shaken because boy oh boy it's going to be one heck of a rain.

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but what about the undertaker flashback and his love story with claudia... WAIT I HAVE THEORY OF HOW WE'LL SEE IT and you just reinforced it 😭

If we are nearing the end of black butler, then I really do think everyone’s going to die in the mansion on the twins birthday actually.

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i agree, like I'm wholeheartedly supporting yana but im also sad bc it felt like we were FINALLY getting into the good parts.

On the bright side I feel like this means kuro is really gearing up for a mega finale arc. And I think the reason of doing the hiatus now is probably because once the hotel arc starts things will start speeding up and getting intense so this is probably the last opportunity they had for a break.

ok i’m def not mad at Yana for taking a break bc 1. she honestly deserves it and 2. I want Kuro to go out with a bang but also i’m like…. I’ve been waiting for the load bearing hotel arc for so long, and now the anime is also ending. we truly went from feast to famine 😭

We kinda did lol 🥲 I know, I'm actually more concerned that Yana didn't take a break sooner if anything - when you're caring for yourself at regular intervals, the need for a hiatus is lessened. And the mangaka career seems to be very damaging for one's health, so I do wonder how well Yana has truly been doing... She doesn't need to tell us, but I wonder.

I am sad about my bingo card, which will have to wait longer to be filled out. Once again, I hope I can call this fandom to action - now isn't the time to give up but to keep creating and enjoying this property that frequently calls for fanon interpretation anyway. With luck, this hiatus won't last more than a year: hope for the best and prepare for the worst, they say.

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We know that Facebook is brainscorching your parents and tiktok is brainscorching your cousins, but some of you refuse to admit that you got your brain scorched here. However unlike those sites there isn't an algorithm here you just make bad choices.

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Look at how friqqin cute Sanie is here, he rly triggers my cuteness agression omg

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everyone had that one guy at their wizard school said edgy shit like "dark magic is just misunderstood, not evil" that ended up wanted in three countries for necromancy

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Yes but what if Druitt is actually the Undertaker's and Claudia's son. He does look like Frances.

R!Ciel: I’M THE TRUE EARL OF PHANTOMHIVE

*steals the Phantomhive ring*

O!Ciel: No, I AM the true Earl.

*gets the ring back*

Druitt: OH little birdies!~

*snatch*

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this au is singlehandedly keeping me going actually 😭 you dont understand everyday i wake up like "damn hope yeosang got back into his real body" THIS ISN'T EVEN REAL im so invested it's crazy

Oddeleny Masterlist

ghost!yeosang × reader

start : May 9th 2024 KST / May 8th 2024 author's time

status : ongoing

updates : every day, 12.30 am KST

✨️ - written chapter

genre : ghost!au

rating : mature; crude jokes and filthy language

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introduction pt. i | pt. ii | pt. iii

ch. i | ch. ii | ch. iii | ch. iv | ch. v | ch. vi | ch. vii | ch. viii | ch. ix | ch. x | ch. xi | ch. xii | ch. xiii | ch. xiv | ch. xv | ch. xvi | ch. xvii | ch. xviii | ch. xix | ch. xx ✨️ | ch. xxi | ch. xxii | ch. xxiii | ch. xxiv | ch. xxv | ch. xxvi | ch. xxvii | ch. xxviii | ch. xxix | ch. xxx ✨️| ch. xxxi | ch. xxxii | ch. xxxiv | ch. xxxv ✨️ | ch. xxxvi | ch. xxxvii | ch. xxxviii | ch. xxxix | ch. xl | ch. xli ✨️ | ch. xlii | ch. xliii | ch. xliv | ch. xlv | ch. xlvi |

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the yeosang one gets me every time like why is he so 🥺🥺🥺 POOOKIE

can you do ateez texts on that tiktok trend "she's busy?" I love ur work sm!!!

ATEEZ as BFS

responding to the “she’s busy” trend

pairing: bf!ateez x fem!reader

warnings: strong language, suggestive comments, kys joke

notes: tysm for supporting me! i appreciate you!!

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alright so translating this into ateez fanfic terms:

- college boyfriend = hongjoong, san, wooyoung

- husband = seonghwa, yunho

- kissing in bars = seonghwa, mingi

- rivals making out after a fight = seonghwa, hongjoong, jongho

- guy you tell others not to worry about = seonghwa, mingi, wooyoung

- pretty boys oblivious to flirting = yunho, yeosang, san

- 250k slowburn childhood friends to lovers = yeosang, san, jongho

- some guy = let's be real all of them 😭

now someone needs to write these prompts please pretty please 🥺 👉👈

some characters are meant to be college boyfriends. some characters are meant to be husbands. some characters are meant to be strange men who you kiss in bars. some characters are meant to be rivals who you make out with after a fight. some characters are meant to be the guy you tell others not to worry about. some characters are meant to be pretty boys who are oblivious to your flirting. some characters are meant to be 250k slowburn childhood friends to lovers. some characters are just meant to be some guy.

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Hm......

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the dramatic hair reveal omgg he's such a drama queen but this was definitely one of my favourite parts of the manga. like i was legit suspecting someone new but it was comical how he just pulled that top hat like TA-DA~ 😭 he's so annoying actually because wdym you're role playing as a school principal for funsies pls be fr

Kuroshitsuji S4 | Ep9 | Yes, my lord.