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had a dream i found a tape labelled “sex tape” and when i played it in a vcr it was just two fully clothed guys beating the shit out of each other with metal bats

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i say "godspeed, soldier" way too much for someone who puts their faith in neither god nor the military

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this is the closest you can get to experiencing a jumpscare on social media

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it’s 2024 and I’m happy and full of light and love

the year is 2023. I abandon my partying phase and stop caring. AllI I do is work and study and start romancing myself. I start wearing glasses and stop caring about what anyone thinks. I make myself intricate breakfasts and go on walks and write myself letters. I throw myself into my research and I go full nerd. Nothing else matters but the peace I have and I’m holding on to it as hard as I can. All breaks in my spirit begin to just feel like wrinkles in silk chiffon. It was a year I came out better than I came in.

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and just like that, it’s been 4 years

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𝖼𝗈𝗓𝗒 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒

��� - 𝗑 / 𝗑 - 𝗑

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maybe that death wish of yours is the devil beckoning you to come home

or the regret that drips from the fingertips you dug into my flesh

or maybe it’s the echo of the friends you could never keep

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it is so spectacular to have so much love around me.

The longer it entangles my life, the more extensively I’ve come to understand that it’s been the one to weave together my wounds in this life.

It became obvious when kissing my friends foreheads was much easier than doing the same to a lover.

Or when they held me as I was wept at the grave of my friend. When they protected me when I wasn’t strong enough to protect me. I found my strength built by 100 of my friends and family’s spared hands.

I love you I love you I love youuuuuu

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Yakutia, Russia

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Took a wrong turn somewhere