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i can't believe i fell

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“You promised the world and I fell for it.” “I put you first and you adore it”

I think i’m feeling the same. Now you’re slowly breaking my heart.

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At aalis...

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Me is so hapi seeing u hapi laablabb ❤️

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Love, a simple word but has a lot of meaning. When someone talks about love, it is not always about sweet talks. It is not always about the “Iloveyou” and “Imissyou”. It is not always about the feeling of being happy with someone. Not always about the good memories you’ve shared together. It’s not just pure affection and attraction. It is also about having bad times but still chooses to stay. It is also about the sacrifices you have made for someone. It is also about the risk that you are always willing to take. It is about giving without expecting someting in return. It is about accepting wholeheartedly even with flaws. It is appreciating every single thing about them. Love gets tired but never stops. Love requires a lot of pain before you can say it’s all worth it.

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Need you now

You make me smile, please stay for a while now... 🎤🎼

[aramnck]

You make me smile, please stay for a while now... 🎤🎼

[aramnck]

"In the midst of the dark"

I was walking alone in the midst of the dark. I cannot hear any sound except for the sound of the steps that I take as I walk through. I wasn't afraid of the dark but I was afraid of what could be inside of it. Full of fear, I continue walking. As I continue walking, I heard sounds, footsteps, like it's following me. Afraid of what it could be, I run as fast as I can with my eyes close. I accidentally bump into something and fell with bended knees. My tears were streaming down my face and as I was about to wipe it, I felt a hand brushing off my hair. I opened my eyes and saw a calming view of galaxy right in his mesmerizing eyes. I was like put into hypnosis. I felt insensible right at the moment. He wipe off my tears and with gentleness, he hold and take my hand abiding me as I was trying to stand-up. And as of the moment, I slowly forget about the darkness. It was bringing me so much joy. I was blissful. Facing the darkness together makes me feel secured.

Everything was fine, not until the storm came. We fought so hard. We tried so hard. And as he was trying to protect me, he looked right into my soul, with the same mesmerizing eyes he whispered "I'm sorry." And in just a snap, he disappeared into thin air. Leaving me breathless and was unable to move. Those words were like bullet striking over me. I remembered how he carry a torch, being with me in the darkness. I remembered how he always leave me dumbfounded by how he astonishly shines with his mesmerizing eyes. I remembered how he rescue me from the dark and saving me from my chaos.

Left with no tears to cry, I stand up, trying to compose myself as I continue walking alone in the midst of the dark.

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While trying to pick up the broken pieces, someone knocked into the door. First, I hesitate to open it but it was too persistent. I was terrified to let it in but thinking it may have the missing piece, I risked.

He captured me with his undying persistence. I was left speechless. His words were like the wind in a stormy day, that makes my breath away. I was unable to move and escape. He got the power to melt my heart with just mere words. With his sincere words, I slipped.

I never saw it coming. But I still remember exactly how it is. Not by the time it happened, but how his big tantalizing eyes shines when it stares at me. Not by the date it occurred, but how his wide bright smile reaches from ear to ear. The way he talks makes me feel secure. That calming voice that becomes sweeter when it utters my name. But what captured me the most is that gentleness in you.

You are that bittersweet whiskey that I still wanted even if it makes me drowsy. You're my pill, the medicine that I need. You're my weed, the only thing I got addicted. You're like a rhythm I always want to listen. And right by your side, there I found a place, a place of peace and happiness. Right in you, I found a home. And no matter how I deny it, I am never not think about you.

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"Ticket"

The familiar cold breeze is slowly embracing me as I open the blurry window of the bus. I can now see the big green coconuts hanging from its tree, with its branches that slowly waving towards me.I have finally reached my destination.The bitter smell of coffee bean is slowly creeping to my nostrils. As the sole of my feet touches the muddy ground, i felt relieved and took a deep breath. It feels so good to be back. This is the town where I was born. The town where I grew up and became a little girl. I can still remember how Kapeng Barako wakes me up early in the morning. I remember eating together with my whole family, laughing and talking too much. Batangas really gives me this weird feeling, giving me a picture of my complete family. I sighed and continue walking, embracing the cold breeze I long for years.

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