arashinohi
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i feel like living alone would solve all my problems rn.. also i think im sinking again. maybe i should see a psychiatrist
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so crazy stuff!! let me be toxic and vent for today so that i can forget about it quickly. so v got a gf! wait. st got with mrth in september but we only found out now bc ev wanted to tell us after v got to know abt it. and v was late to the news bc st was scared of telling him for some reason? well not for any reason but bc he liked mrth too? and i was like when?? and she said in 2021. idk how that is any relevant bc why would st be afraid of smth that was true 1 year ago? anyways so that's that. v and a girl from his school are now together. it didn't rlly surprise me bc of all the pictures he posted of her-im always suspicious- and look! both my hunches were correct. yeah and this happened in like 3 of dec when they also yk. unrelated i met him by chance on the next day and he was so happy and i thought it was abt me-lame. i feel so stupid and mad bc why do i care after everything's happened. i don't really. maybe im just annoyed he found someone before me. when i should be happy for him bc im the one who turned him down.twice. but the second time? he showed up out of the blue? after mrth turned him down? idk. was i just someone he remembered that maybe he had a chance with. idk i shouldn't make assumptions. ill just whine a bit for today and then forget it-not really. i just want to find someone
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i sometimes don't know what to do with all the love i hold for them. it's scary and painful and really warm. this sounds so cringy but im scared and sad rn so
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i just had a terrifying dream omg. i saw both sofias and anastasias hand get cut off after petting a seal. that was awful
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today i had sm fun but i feel guilty for not doing any of my homework. me and the girls from uni went to little big house and the place was so cute!! the cats never came for cuddles tho:( but we played trivial and it was very fun i really like them:)) success ig! these moments are more important i think
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life's good but also not that good!! ive had lots of happy moments that im super grateful for but also im very stressed with uni stuff! and i miss my sisters and i want attention and i feel fat and ugly lol .
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but hey the place is pretty and since ive sat quite a few times alone at places i don't feel as awkward.
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