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I’m not good at words so my love isn’t poetry. It’s silly notes in secret places. It’s pointing out every beautiful thing I see so you can see it too. It’s waiting up hours to hear if you got home safe because I worry about you. It’s in lavender nights and making you tea and waiting for you to come with me to see movies and in telling you the parts of my day that made me happy and giving you every tiny gift I think might make you smile for a second like smooth rocks and cool leaves and it’s in letting you choose the radio station and in us together slowly healing. It’s in small quiet things but I promise. I will love you to the end of my being.

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To the end of my being

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I’ve been watching some random season of Criminal Minds.

It’s the end of the year I am not sure what I am doing.

ALSO SPENCER REID!

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Dau Voire

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I value progressive relationships, stagnancy is poison and I can’t stick around for what ifs. I crave growth. I’m constantly evolving.

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If you consider a woman less pure after you’ve touched her maybe you should take a look at your hands.

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I value progressive relationships, stagnancy is poison and I can’t stick around for what ifs. I crave growth. I’m constantly evolving.

MR (via kushandwizdom)

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Thought of... turned 4 today!

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Be attractive mentally.

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Drapetomania

noun.

An overwhelming urge to runaway.

I have this dysania things in the morning. I think everyone has this feeling too. But i’m the lazy one so yeah.. i don’t know about everyone. I always coming late but sometimes i got 1% of possibility to be the early bird too.

I’m working around people and of course everyone does. It’s been 2 years and i feel that drapetomania thing right now, right away in every morning when i sit on my spinning chair at my office. After all this time.. the chair that spins probably the best thing at your office or the wifi? :D 

But then things happen. I just feel like i’m not belong to this place anymore. I can’t cooperate with them! That’s my problem because like what i said on my last post before i got this trouble when i talk with people. I’m bad at communicate with them. I want to giving up. I’m trying to apply to other vacancy but still got no hearing from the firm i have applied. 

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GROW UP!?

Honestly i never really grow up. I never felt that way. I’m just me, the same girl when i was 5, 10, 17, 22. I’m still the same girl from time to time. I just learn how to act in public as my body grow. I learn from people how to act and how to survive when something happen. But what i learn is not enough to facing a situation when things getting hard

I told my mom that i’m bad at communicate with people. She asked me what happened, and i explained anything. I guess it makes her worry, but i said that i’m (not) okay with that. I’m okay or I’m actually not okay. Well.. i got no point to talking with people anyway. Mostly they don't know what i’m talking about then i don't have energy to explain it further. I stop talking, especially with those who doesn’t understand me. It’s hard for having no one to understand me. So i’m just make a conclusion that’s it better to riding solo or works in solitude.

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I love sarcastic people with high vocabularies

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