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prediction: everyone starts reading and going to libraries for research again because literally nobody asked for this AI bullshit

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I would love to stop losing my precious days off of work to migraine, please

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I’m working on making some big career moves and it scares the shit out of me, but it’s going to be worth it in the end. There was a post I saw on here ages ago about being scared to do something and the response was “Do it scared.” Even though I’m terrified of putting myself out there, it’s worth doing scared.

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faded blue house portrait hanging on the wall at the local urgentcare

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actually i think graduates of a university should have access to the library databases forever and ever amen

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Sometimes corporate archiving is extremely boring. Today in the archives, I helped a widow dig through bins destined for our offsite shredder to find calendars used by her husband when he worked at the company. Crawled around on the ground, threw paper all over the floor, and cleaned it all up. We didn’t find all of them, but we found several and she was so happy to have help. My job sometimes feel soulless, but today I felt so fulfilled.

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the feeling of learning is legitimately so cool. there’s a little whoa sound effect that plays in your brain whenever you read a sentence that expands reality for you a tiny bit

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Still alive. Still archiving. Except now I’m working at a law firm in the pnw.

Upsides:

-money

-significantly less penises in my day to day work

Downsides:

-significantly less penises in my day to day work

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archive moodboard: order for "@bbarican" | want one?

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ladies, if your man is:

attributed to the clusium group

dated to the classical period ca. 350-325 BCE

made of terracotta with red figure painting

has an accession number of 19.192.14

thats not your man, thats terracotta duck-askos (flask with spout and handle)

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at my job we have to go through a training program that teaches us the library of congress classification system, and when i was first being trained my boss started to boot it up and she gave me a really anxious and guilty look and said “listen, i’m really sorry in advance, there’s nothing i can do about this, just…. just try to get through it” and i was like lol what’s she talking about and then the program loaded and i was greeted with a deliriously funny-looking photoshopped wizard with glowing eyes pointing at some intro message like “AH YES, JUST AS THE PROPHECY FORETOLD… APPRENTICE, YOU COME AT A TIME OF MOST DIRE NEED… YOU MUST LEARN OUR WAYS” and my boss just looked at me helplessly and was like “i’m so sorry. it’s like two hours long.”

thankfully it wasn’t an elaborate fever dream and i have found screenshots

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I sat at my desk and cried while writing my last email to my supervisors, then went to my friend’s office and kept crying. Pulled myself together enough to say goodbye to my boss without crying. It’s not that I’m sad about the job ending, it’s that I’ll miss the people who make that place run and, also, big transitions are really hard.

I applied to volunteer at a wildlife rescue in town and will also apply at a local food pantry. Unless I get a job in the next few weeks, I won’t be moving until July, so it’s time to do all the things I wanted to do in this town but never had time for!

May 8th is my last day working for my current library and, although it has a bunch of problems, I am going to weep like a lil bitch when it's over

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Welp. I’m graduated. I cried for most of today. So many things didn’t go to plan and yet so many exceeded my expectations. I really thought I wouldn’t be that emotional, since I graduated with my bachelors already, but this time is different. I don’t know what comes next, all I know is that my time being a student is over.

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Submitted my last every grad school assignment last night. Got a confirmation email from my prof/advisor that made me cry. All that’s left now is to graduate and I’ll have two master’s degrees. Holy fuck.

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May 8th is my last day working for my current library and, although it has a bunch of problems, I am going to weep like a lil bitch when it's over