areffikennedy

[areffikennedy]

Second Important Story

Here’s what happened with Nick Anderson on DeviantArt (https://www.deviantart.com/nickonplanetripple), On Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/planet_ripple_hq/), On twitter (https://x.com/NickOnRipple), And here on Tumblr (https://www.tumblr.com/nicholas-anderson) - On last Tuesday January 29th 2024 at 2:24AM, I was trying to text him, Telling him my apology for what I have done to make him feel like this because of me by saying - “Look…I know that…If you don’t wanna like answer me and my messages I’ve been talking to you or telling you about over since the past few days and months just to have you as my friend or just wanted to have your friendship…That’s fine,…But,…I just…But from last September for what I’ve been through after what happened - It’s all my fault and she was right, I should’ve done something even more to like help you out or to fix something up…But…All I ever did was just post something nice and fun for you as my review for what I really think about your comic and how much I like it so much…And I’ll admit this to you that…"

"After she said this so long no good message to me into which that is something I did not understand it from her and I felt like this after she left me here alone and she’s like this all because of me and it is my fault.”

And then at 11:12AM, I said - “If that is your choice…Okay…But I just want to let you know that…I’m sorry…And hope you understood what I done was wrong…And…I’m sorry…I am so sorry that…If I hurt you or humiliated you or something like that and that you got so hurt and what you lost by me…And I…I know that I…I can never make that right,…And I mean it…It is my fault…And I hate myself too…And I hope that you would understand me and forgive me…”

And then at that same time still, He said - “Please just stop talking to me.”

Then still on Tuesday at 7:03PM, He said - “Please… just leave me alone. I have too much going on here, too much stress and emotional crap to take this in without sacrificing my health. I’m sorry she reacted that way, I just want to be left alone.”

And then at that same time still until to Wednesday at 12:45AM to 3:58PM, I said - “Okay then…If that is your choice…Very well then…But I just want to let you know that…I’m sorry…And hope you understood what I done to you was my fault and was wrong…And…I’m sorry…Also, I hope you feel better soon…I just hope you accept my apology within my forgiveness and hope that we become friends…”

And then on Thursday at 8:14AM, He said this one last final message to me before abandoning me by blocking me and leaving me all alone just like as for the same thing that (NK11 (https://www.deviantart.com/nk11)) did from last September saying - “STOP. MESSAGING. ME. I don’t WANT to be friends. I want to be LEFT ALONE. Respect other peoples’ boundaries. Take a hint.”

And I send him my sad reaction to him at 11:41AM to him and he seen it before he blocked me…And then yet as I checked at 3PM, …Nothing…No response from him alone too…And now, That’s why I’m feeling like this and even to make him now do this to me for the same way that she did to me last September and now he’ll never respond to me and come back to me ever again for all eternity for the rest of my life too and it feels like I’ll never going to like his stuff onto this Instagram and never see him again forevermore and it seems that he’ll never ever forgive me and even give me another second chance to change too…And now I feel now for the second time…I’m now again…Left out,…Abandoned,…Shattered,…Unwanted,…And alone…

So if any of you who are on Instagram, Tumblr, YouTube, Facebook, and/or DeviantArt, You should all know about this person abandoned me from last January 2024 (6 months ago) by blocking me on Instagram and leaving me all alone here abandoned.

[areffikennedy]

Important Story

So if any of you and/or one of you who are following her and/or subscribed to her on Instagram, Tumblr, YouTube, and/or DeviantArt, NK11, and/or MissN11Vamp (@artthemasquerade) abandoned me from last September 2023 (11 months ago) by blocking me on Instagram then on DeviantArt and leaving me all alone here abandoned by saying -

"I’ve given it some thought and honestly how you completely trampled over Nick's very clearly stated boundaries and you constantly deflecting when I called you on it was extremely disappointing to me"

"He had clearly stated that he did not want those edits you made to be public or for him to be linked to them as it could cause problems with his family."

"You either did not listen to him or did not take him seriously and did it anyway and honestly you seem to have next to no remorse in crossing his boundaries like that."

"You decided that risking his privacy and relationship with his family was fine if you got to do what you wanted in the end."

"You have on a lesser extent tried to walk over my boundaries when I told you I didn't want to read something, either by sending it to me anyway or try to push me when me saying no once should've been enough."

"I cannot trust or be friends with someone who does not respect other people's boundaries."

"Your wants are not the only things that matter and you need to learn to ask permission when your wants involve other people and actually respect the answer they give you." … And that is into which I didn't understand it from her at first at all and when I first said to her as I tried to respond to her saying and telling  her - "Back from this morning - That text you send me…I need to know…Just…I mean…MissN11/NK11, What are you saying to me?…Are you telling me and saying to me that…We’re not friends anymore?…And..You don’t trust me anymore?…Is that what you’re saying to me?…After everything that you and I have been through for 4 months of this year?…" … And then, Nothing…No response from her alone until I looked to her account and it said - "No user found"…

So if any of you and/or one of you who are following her and/or subscribed to her on Instagram, Tumblr, YouTube, and/or DeviantArt, Here is my very biggest special message that I really wanted to say this to her right now as of now -

"Well MissN11, NK11, and/or MissN11Vamp…If you are hearing this from me since if you are here if you are finally ready to be able to talk back to me and to answer me from the last few months since you didn't answer me back then after you send me this very long message of your to me saying this right in font of me just like that saying:

"I’ve given it some thought and honestly how you completely trampled over Nick's very clearly stated boundaries and you constantly deflecting when I called you on it was extremely disappointing to me"

"He had clearly stated that he did not want those edits you made to be public or for him to be linked to them as it could cause problems with his family."

"You either did not listen to him or did not take him seriously and did it anyway and honestly you seem to have next to no remorse in crossing his boundaries like that."

"You decided that risking his privacy and relationship with his family was fine if you got to do what you wanted in the end."

"You have on a lesser extent tried to walk over my boundaries when I told you I didn't want to read something, either by sending it to me anyway or try to push me when me saying no once should've been enough."

"I cannot trust or be friends with someone who does not respect other people's boundaries."

"Your wants are not the only things that matter and you need to learn to ask permission when your wants involve other people and actually respect the answer they give you."

"And you’ve betrayed me by abandoning me and blocking on Instagram, YouTube, Facebook, Tumblr, and on DeviantArt…You have hurt me…I looked up to you, I thought you understood me, I thought you were my friend…You ruined my life…And now after what you did to me from that day - Now it is about time for me to return the favor for you within the same thing just like you have done to me…And now after what you did to me…"

"Was no accident or a mistake as a misunderstanding here, It was on purpose from you that you always had it out from me because what I done here was something nice to someone that I'm a fan of, But you just did it to me just to hurt my feeling and just to break my heart within me…And then after when you just left me,…I lost everything within all of my hope and so much all because of you…And even when I tried begging you for your forgiveness from my mistake and this misunderstanding situation here into which that you didn't understood it from me after when I tried to explain to you,…You just turn your back away from me like you just didn't even care about me at all and yet you still will not admit to me that it is your fault and to apologize to me for abandoning me, hurting me and my feelings back then…"

"So why???…Why did you do this to me???…Why???…Why did you do this to me???…Why did you abandon me by blocking me out and leaving me all alone on Instagram just like that to me???…What did I ever do to you to deserve this from you - I never did anything to you or did something hurtful and wrong to you just to make you do this to me…It was a mistake that I made back then - It was and I'm sorry about this!!!…"