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THIS IS WHAT ALL OF US SHOULD DO!!! WE SHOULD NEVER INVALIDATE THE ANXIETY OF ANYONE JUST BECAUSE FOR US IT’S JUST A SMALL THING!!!! WE’LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH AND HOW HARD IT IS FOR THEM TO EXPLAIN THEMSELVES JUST TO AVOID BEING INVALIDATED!!!!!!!!!

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“When it comes to women’s rights with respect to their reproduction, I think you should leave it to women.”

CAN I REBLOG THIS POST EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF EVERY SINGLE DAY??!!!

Watch: Bill Nye uses science to defend women’s reproductive rights.

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circumpolar star

noun. /sir•kum•po•lar•star/

: a circumpolar star is a star, as viewed from a given latitude on Earth, that never sets below the horizon due to its apparent proximity to one of the celestial poles.

July 27, 2020; 1:50 AM

We do crazy things for love, they say. We can risk everything for love, they say. We are more than willing to do anything for love, they say. And ironically, I found out that all of these are true, combined with the fact that I actually have the tendency to do all that without asking for anything in return. Showering that person with all the love, care, and everything in between that I can offer without him asking me to do any of those things in the first place. But once in a while, the thought of him not noticing any of these efforts still affects in my ways I couldn’t even explain.

Getting used to being highly appreciated by people around me, maybe, I just find it funny that what I’m doing for them was nothing compared to what I‘m actually doing for him, and yet, they’re still the ones who are thankful. On the other hand, the person whom I am willing to give everything that I can never notices me and my efforts. But it never stopped me from doing so. Maybe that’s the genuine form of love, as long as you give out every single thing that you can just to make the person that you love feel better, there’s that satisfying feeling despite being left unnoticed. Maybe, I am just like a circumpolar star, always existing for every single second of every single day. I never leave, but you need to be on the right position before you can realize that fact.

Often times I ask myself, “Am I doing the wrong thing for the right person?” or “Am I doing the right thing for the wrong person?” As time goes by, I can feel that I’m getting tired and slowly losing interest as I continuously offer everything for a lost cause. But one thing is for sure, I am waiting for something to happen. It’s either I’m waiting for that person to reposition himself in order to finally notice every single thing that I’m doing for him. Or I’m waiting for someone else who’ll soon get himself in the very position where I needed him to be — in the position where he can see what I can truly offer to the person whom I love.

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I still don’t know where I was going with that.

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me to those pUbLiC sErVaNtS who prioritize anti-people matters over doing their acTUAL FUCKING JOBS

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men are truly trash. but men who are emotionally manipulative combined with their problematic anger management issues are definitely the worst. like, w o r s t.

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black body

noun. /blak•ba•di/

: a hypothetical body that absorbs without reflection all of the electromagnetic radiation incident on its surface

July 19, 2020; 2:09 AM

For years, I thought I was the most empathetic person that ever existed. I am always the one-call-away. I am always the shoulder to cry on. I am always the good listener. I am always THAT kind of friend. Actually, I really thought I will die as a legend on that field. But then I met you, and I never felt so invalidated yet amused at the same time on my entire life. You are the best kind of friend that anyone can dream of having. I may still be good at empathizing, but boy, you are undoubtedly the best.

Hearing endless problems from various people, yet you’re never running out of advices. From a person that you’ve just known for a month, to a person whom you’ve known right from the start, everyone seems so comfortable in confiding their little secrets to you. I myself, for example, might have told you almost everything about my life, no barriers and no secrets left to hide. Just like a black body, you absorb everyone’s stories — be it full of happiness or sorrow. And the best part? You’re not asking them to do the same for you in return.

Guilty of always having little chitchats with random people. Enjoying happy stories with good friends. Listening to sorrowful stories with best friends. But your stories will always be my favorite. Even the simplest and most random ones, I do always pay attention. I have short term memory loss, but whenever it’s about you? That I can always remember. Whenever you’re happy, I’m happier. Whenever you’re sad, I’m willing to do anything and everything just to alleviate the pain. You might truly act as the black body for everyone, but boy, don’t ever forget that I’m all ears when it comes to you. My attention span improves when it comes to you. The effort that I’m willing to take is extraordinary when it comes to you. You may not need me, it’s true. You may have lots of other friends, it’s true. You may confide to anybody else except me, it’s true. But one thing is for sure, that fact that I was here, still here, and will always be here, waiting to listen to your random life stories, is also true.

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White people who say “All Lives Matter” are like the founding fathers who wrote “All men are created equal” while owning slaves.

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WHY AM I BEING DIRECTLY ATTACKED BY THIS POST

To all the girls who “Love adventures”

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the caption speaks volume

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I’m so tired of stereotypes that come along every Black women. And the fact that they were created by the white media really pisses me off! I am very proud of all Black girls and I admire all their accomplishments despite the hate of the modern society. 

#BlackGirlMagic is not just a hashtag, it strengthens our self-respect and emphasizes our importance!

#SupportWomenOfColor

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ashen light

noun. / a•shen•layt/

: a faint glow visible on the unlit side of the planet Venus in its crescent phase

July 12, 2020; 12:52 AM

Not all dim objects are unattractive. Not even the celestial bodies. Especially not you. You always cower from the limelight, trying to avoid any attention as possible, doing things that will make you become unnoticeable. However, in almost every little thing that you do, you are being noticed by the people around you. From a simple act of initiating small talks to almost everyone, to doing selfless acts that other people might not be aware of. Those simple things make you truly attractive.

That simple glow that you always bring with you everyday amuses me just like how Venus’ ashen light fascinates me. In the sea of bright glowing stars, my attention is darted towards the one with the faintest glow. It’s beautiful, it’s majestic, it’s mysterious, so are you. It’s natural, it’s simple, it’s everything that I like, same as how you carry yourself without even trying.

Ashen light’s cause is still a mystery up to this date, same as to how the pattern of your personality still puzzles me even after a few years. I get to see the Venus’ ashen light every single day from afar, same with me to you, but sometimes even at close proximity. However, I am challenged to unravel the mysteries even from afar. I want to see your faint glow even from afar. I will always be attracted to you, even from afar. If you are a celestial body, you will be my most favorite one even you’re being outshined by everybody. You will be my favorite planet, bearing the faintest glow that I wouldn’t exchange for anything else.