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Tumblr, I need your help 😢 I was reading a delicious fic and lost it by accidentally exiting out of my tab 😭

I just came across an AO3 link on my Tumblr dashboard. I don't remember the title of the fic. I want to say that the author was anonymous, and I believe it was published in 2014 but maybe not.

It was a Wincest fic, and it takes place in Season 1 on Valentine's Day. The fic is written from John's POV, and he's following the boys from this fancy uptown venue with valet and the whole nine yards to a bar and then to a CVS, and he's staying really close because he's trying to teach his boys a lesson about watching their trail. He then follows them to their motel room and approaches their window just as Dean hops out of the shower. Dean and Sam start to have sex. That's as far as I got.

Tags are Sam/Dean, voyeur John, possessive Sam, anal fingering, anal sex, pining John, bottom Dean

Does anyone know what fic I am talking about?? Will pay back with a prompt fill of your choosing. 🩷🩷🩷

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SPN Parallels: Dean wiping his eyes with the back of his hand

Dean […] is grumpy and slow to wake up, stretching and creaking and rubbing his eyes with the back of his hands, a waking-up gesture that is so compulsive, so who he is, that it shows up repeatedly, and it makes him look either like he is 6-years-old or, well, like an odalisque.

Rubbing your eyes with the heel of your palms is what cowboys and gunslingers do. A tough gesture, you don’t care if you get a little grime in your eyes if you’re a tough guy. Cliche, but true. I have a hard time imagining Clint Eastwood rubbing his eyes with the backs of his hands. It looks like a child-like “boo-boo” type of gesture. It’s palms-facing-out, which is vulnerable. Look for it from Ackles. It shows up repeatedly. It’s one of those gestures that beautifully undercuts the sincerely tough and bossy and aggressive persona of Dean Winchester.

(Sheila O’Malley)

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Started rewatching Supernatural from the first season, and I absolutely understand why the first Wincest fanfic was written right after the first episode was aired.

And I'm not even talking about the obvious stuff like "Easy, tiger."

I'm talking about: The very first parallel in the show's history, where Dean and Sam are compared to a romantic couple Guy talking to his girlfriend when he sees the Woman in White - Sam talking to Dean when he sees the Woman in White

This scene where Sam says he's never been unfaithful, and the ghost tells him he will be. And the interesting thing is that at this point he's basically not fully faithful to Jessica anymore (because he already chose Dean over her), and he never was. Only Dean knows Sam completely, while Sam himself confirms that he was going to hide his life as a hunter from Jessica until the very end.

The scene with Dean saying he'll take Sam home when the entire episode was built on the concept of a ghost woman seducing unfaithful men and asking them to take her home, and they agree to it.

(As we know, Dean, like Sam, has subsequently always left all his love interests to be with Sam.)

And that crazy ending where Dean saves Sam from the fire, but that's not even the main thing about that scene. The fact that Dean basically stayed and was going to go back to Sam, even though they'd already said goodbye and decided to go their separate ways again. And the fact that Dean ran into the house so fast only means two things — Dean was close enough that he heard Sam scream and rushed inside, and if he was that close, that meant he was standing outside the door again, gathering his thoughts to go inside and talk to Sam, afraid that Sam wouldn't accept him.

This series is literally "The epic love story of Sam and Dean" and it was like that from the very beginning.

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Dean liked dating girls named Samantha, back before Sam was old enough to be at the same school. He could call them Sammy in the halls, under the bleachers, in the backseat of his dad's car, and never have them question if he was saying their name or his brother's.

It's better when they have brown hair.

His first girlfriend was a Samantha, with shiny brown hair down to her hips, and he'd almost talked her into getting it cut short when she stopped by the motel Dad left them at to surprise him and found out about Sam. Dean wore her palm print on his face for days after, and he couldn't even care because Sammy kissed it better while badmouthing Samantha.

(he doesn't feel bad about that, about any of the Samanthas, even if they aren't named Samantha, not like he feels bad about the boy who was a year below him in school and naked below him in bed, soft and shy and his name was Samuel and the guilt was bitter on Dean's lips when he called that boy by Sammy's name and there were no boys after that)

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Supernatural Week: Day 3  ➛ Angels & Demons

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a quiet evening in the bunker. a bottle and two lowball glasses forgotten on the nightstand. two brothers tucked away underground where the monsters can’t get them, half chubbed, lazily grinding in their underwear, chasing pleasure in the friction of Sam’s plaid boxers against Dean’s lace panties, the catch of their calf hair, the spicy, musky scent of brother-skin, hands that wander everywhere except the supernova heat of their bulges, and all the time in the world

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dean after an orgasm becomes such a good boy, so pliant and like putty in sam's hands, letting him come inside, spread his legs and watch his cum drip out of his hole, dean still trying to catch his breath and too fucked out to put up a fight, lets him suck on his red raw hole, only mewling and whining weakly. and sam just kisses him and spits and feeds his cum back into his mouth and dean holding his gaze, his green eyes wet and red, swallows it down.

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wincest love week, day 3: prank goes ‘wrong’

sam replaces all of dean's boxers with silky, lacy panties. the prank wars end, but something entirely different starts up.

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supernatural s5e11 sam, interrupted / s7e8 season seven, time for a wedding! / s12e16 ladies drink free

attached at the hip

totally normal brother stuff part 8 of ?

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dean's on his back, the worn-out dirty motel bed creaking loudly beneath him, sam holding his hands tight on either side, his legs hooked over sam's shoulders. the angle is uncomfortable, his muscles ache, and his thighs tremble where sam holds him open wide, but it's so worth it.

because he gets to see sam's beautiful face, flushed, sweaty, and determined, eyes blown wide with want, and strands of his damp hair sticking to his forehead, messy and wild around him. and it still gets to him how he's the cause of this, that sam's turned on because of him.

and like this, he's got sam so deep inside him he could feel him in his lungs— hot, big, stretching his insides in all the right ways, molding them to his own shape. and dean swears he can see him move under the skin of his belly— that if he put his hand on it, he could feel him right under his palm— he feels sacred being held like this, cracked open, raw. and he wishes he could keep him like this forever. inside of him. safe. protected. home.

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Dean and Sam are incestuous not only because they're freaks for each other, but because they literally don't know how to express their deep love for each other in any other way.

Their feelings for each other are so deep and strong, so understandable only to the two of them, that they simply cannot imagine living any other way.

And over time, they just accept it, and stop running from it.

Instead of separate houses and weekly calls to check in on each other, they live together.

Instead of a platonic "Sam, you should eat," Dean cooks Sam's favorite dishes and patiently feeds him.

Instead of a brotherly "Are you okay?" Sam insists on checking all of Dean's wounds and gently cleaning each one.

Instead of the usual short "goodnight," Dean stands in the doorway for a long time, looking into Sam's eyes, until Sam finally moves, making room for Dean on the bed and waiting for his brother to lie down next to him, pulling him into his arms.

Instead of the short smile and nod, Sam cups Dean's face in his large hands, looking into his eyes, and then leans forward, covering Dean's lips with his own, relaxing completely as Dean gently kisses him back, burying his hand in Sam's hair.

Where they switch things up a bit is with nicknames. Because instead of the usual "baby" Dean says "Sammy," but now Sam hears a softer, more intimate tone in the way Dean says his name. Instead of "honey" Sam says "Dean", putting a little more emotion into his brother's name than before, and he feels goosebumps every time, knowing that only he can say Dean's name in a way that makes his brother's cheeks blush slightly.

The only thing that doesn't change even after a long time is how they confess their love to each other. Because instead of "I love you" they still say "Bitch" and "Jerk" to each other, smiling stupidly and feeling warm.

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i don’t know if I believe that destiel is as popular as you all make it out to be. can you make a poll that’s profound bond vs platonic bros and actually let the people decide? prob not but hey, worth a shot

but they weren’t going to mention it

Reblog for a larger sampling size, leaving this in y’all’s hands 🙏

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i'm so wincestpilled but seriously the last like. 10 minutes of do you believe in miracles has completely melted my brain. what's up with that whole "i lied" thing anyway. it's so deranged on every level.

in 9.13 sam tells dean that given the same circumstances with reversed roles (on the brink of death with the only option being angel possession), he wouldn't try to bring dean back from the dead. aka, he wouldn't strip dean of his free will and autonomy just to keep him alive.

but sam lied. not just about what dean thought he heard—that sam wouldn't do everything in his power to bring dean back. no, sam lied about exactly what he meant.

because when dean's life is actually, tangibly on the line, all those promises he told himself go out the window. he'll look for a spell, sam says. he'll defy destiny yet again to keep dean alive.

he even disregards dean's wishes and will to die. dean is becoming something he doesn't want to be; he wants to die, to stop that from happening. but sam won't let him. "don't worry about the mark," he says, because he doesn't care what dean turns into as long as he's alive. and he doesn't care what dean wants or doesn't want, because he needs dean to live.

and then dean dies, and sam brings him back to the bunker, and he tries to summon crowley to make a deal and bring dean back to life. sam lied—he doesn't value dean's right to choose death any more than dean values sam's.

and for possibly the first time, sam is completely honest about this: to himself, and to dean. he tells dean that he needs him, that he'll go to the ends of the earth for him, that he'll do anything for his brother, just the same as dean would for him. no more lying, no more hypotheticals. the cards are laid out on the table for everyone to see, and sam is fundamentally the same as dean. this much is obvious, to anyone but them; it's not sam's first time doing completely unethical and unhinged things to keep dean alive. but now the facade has been torn off, and they can finally both see each other for what they are (psychotically, irrationally, erotically codependent on each other).

between this and sacrifice, they've both now obtained the stifling, all-encompassing, possessive love they desperately wanted from each other, like the sick fucks they are. how am i supposed to be normal about this? hello?

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boypussy sam, dean fingering him cause he just knows his baby brothers a little creamer and he’s absolutely determined to see him in action

he pumps in and out, fast and hard, the little whimpers and squeaks coming from sam each time dean presses in only making dean more determined

the sticky, wet mess coats over deans fingers and it has dean grinning mad. he knew it, he was a genius! 

slowly, he took his fingers away, bringing them up and pressing the slick digits to sam’s mouth, pleading him to open, lick your mess up sammy, clean it up.

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Between sam and dean, which one would you catagorise as Kiki and which one would you catagorise as Bouba ?

Unfortunately, I cannot explain. I just felt it from within me. But.

Bouba = Dean

Kiki = Sam

Thanks for the ask!!