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Baby Thanos. :) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnye7xXBM7k/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tbllsiseza4k

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A post from August 17th https://www.instagram.com/p/BnvbvWJhTWe/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1il93r8qk9x5w

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Hmmmm 🤔 https://www.instagram.com/p/BnvY1hyB3Th/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qkir80w42rc6

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When I'm all alone There's this love that I hold. Can you see how it's grown? Now it's time to come on home. Lay down your calls to arm. Lay down your broken hearts. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Lay down, lay down, lay down. So passively you allow them to pass. So passive even in your shocked gasp. So you blame them all, ah free at last? So mighty! So tall! Then you collapse. Lay down your calls to arm. Lay down your broken hearts. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Waiting here for you to see. The power that lies beneath. Asking why do you talk so aggressively? Got to learn to accept the past mindfully. Lay down your calls to arm. Lay down your broken hearts. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Can't you see? The mirror can't shame me. These words don't phase me. This love expands daily. Lay down your calls to arm. Lay down your broken hearts. Lay down, lay down, lay down. Lay down, lay down, lay down. #failedartist https://www.instagram.com/p/BnvRX2JDFi9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qi3nypawwjun

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@palewaves album and watching BoJack Horseman later. Nice chilled Friday. https://www.instagram.com/p/BntOpJcDypv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1i76zp33ynxlg

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Don't the lose the magic of you from a tweet I just wrote. Sadly, the journey of self discovery is a pivotal one and it's one that evolves with us. There are no instant rewards but growing yourself allows others to grow. "Oh, I didn't know we could grow like that." Don't lose the magic of you and don't be afraid to let I roam free. (I, relates to my growth allowing me to discover without judgement as long as I am accountable and do not harm others. The power to forgive is often scoffed at - holding on to the toxicity only turns you into an amplifier of everything that you don't want to be. I now live free from fear and paranoia. I know my failures and I've learned my lessons the rest is just the torturing of your own soul. You can let go. You know? Oh, good. We all can. I have endless love but not endless energy and that's why we invest in ourself and be mindful of what we put out and what we put back in for ourselves.) #failedartist https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnr3BxVjd35/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mkykphd8b107

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❤️🌊🌍 I can see where I need to go and I can't fail. I know, the truth beyond the lies and behind my own reality. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnry3iWDvjy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1u00f5ch897ns

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Fill the darkness with light. Explore the unknown. Accept the reality of information. Then you will never stop dreaming. Always a new lesson to be learned. Today's tomorrow. Yesterday was a month ago. What's another hour or so? To just fall apart. I remember aged nine. Living in a bubble and doing 'just fine.' Bending book spines. Lost in my own discovery. Now I can't even recover me. Today's tomorrow. Yesterday was a month ago. What's another hour or so? To just fall apart. We pack up our things and go. Just another minute - I'll grow. Just another delusion of time. Let's create one last show. Sometimes it's hard to let it all go. Today's tomorrow. Yesterday was a month ago. What's another hour or so? To just fall apart. When you fall apart pick up your Fragments and begin to piece to together a new emotional blue print for the person you want to become. If you master both the logical and emotional brain you'll be able to see clearer. Never lose your sense of curiousity because it will always lead to the discovery of your own truth. Your sense of right will always lead you wrong. #failedartist #automaticwriting https://www.instagram.com/p/BnpYUCXBRD_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1t62v44wu2got

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Forgiveness. Accountability. Better yourself. Trapped in the Atlantic surrounded by memories of what life should be and just slowly drowning. Caught up in an idea of disease I wasn't living, it was eating me and I just prayed for recovery. But, I recovered slowly but only because I was angry, why did nobody save me! Turn on them all and turned the edge on me. I turn the screw tighter - allowing it break, willing it, and wanting it. You can only do what you can do because there is a lot of factors working against your happiness. But, the most important thing is that you are not adding to your own misery, or the misery of those around you. It's time to refocus our energy on ourselves. Inner betterment is needed to better the external energy around us. Free from fear, paranoia, and rage. Without being naïve or pandering to our broken environments. It will only present another barrier. Work hard for you; not to impress someone else or to gain favour. Do it for you, evolve and grow or devolve but we should all be to live in dignity. Humiliation is for the week and when they prey on you it because they need more love. They need more support and need to evolve emotionally but this is the only way to survive in their home, on the streets, and at work. So that's why I always do universal accountability, understanding and forgiveness for those who are trying. Patience for the ones who are still trapped by their environments or former environments. You want to change the world you have to do and understand. Twenty-two years I've spent learning, learning, and I'll never stop because there will always be something to fix and when there not. I can't wait to go back to the stars and be part of that next journey. We could be all living Star Trek life in 2050 if the world works together. Live long and prosper. Change is coming. Bit of #automaticwriting #failedartist https://www.instagram.com/p/BnmtR0QBSbU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3rnm7vuronj7

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A lot of slow growers but this was an instant switch. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnmjHWWBcLa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9j0v8em66vrs

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Check out Sir Paul McCartney's new album. #egyptstation 🔥🔥🙌😂😂🤘 https://www.instagram.com/p/BnminPFhvC8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tyovlxpt229e

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Lauv this song. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnmLMIbBbCF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=74d7o793o9fw

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Just finished @disenchantment I really enjoyed it, great story, great laughs, and I'm hooked I needed 666 more episodes. Can't wait to for the next part. https://www.instagram.com/p/BnkGBktBGkv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13ldhr174fbuy

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We've lived so close to the edge of chaos for so long. That we often sit there late at night asking it to be quiet. Be quiet chaos. Be still. So it does, it settles, and the boring days come and go. Before you know it you're carving pumpkins and it's summer again. So you pray for anything to rid the boredom. So the chaos resumes and we trick oursleves into believing we have no control and that we are all divided. I speak to the bad to the good to the bad to the good. Your ideas of will change to fit your needs never noticing all the distractions. Everything I say or or do is in conflict with a value, or a belief, or a law, or a person, your environment, your filters, your ideas from not as evolved relations, your ideas from wrongly evolved relations, and we are all mutations. How is it is to be swept up in the current and be taken away with a shit storm. Another distraction from the chaos is without clarity. That is partly why systems still thrive because it's an infinite divide that will always multiply the division in any form of society. We live always teetering on chaos which allows primal devolution of emotion. Lack of rationality, lack of function, and before you know it you're in fight or flight mode. We consume to distract the chaos. Toffee pancake landscape with whipped cream for snow flakes. I could rabbit on for days and I know what's at the end of a black hole as long as I stay true to what I know. Evolve or die. #FailedArtist , artificial ignorance, my last failure floats down the stream to be recycled into a new form of energy. We all come from nothing, we all come from the big bang, and I want to understand how to eliminate injustice and poverty for betterment of all. A collective way towards ending true inequality without a loss to anyone. It just needs open hearts, open minds, accountability, and self-betterment. Beyond just visions it needs to be a pragmatic approach of betterment for all life. It's a step by step process. I'll share more soon hopefully with better grammar and more clarity of my thoughts. As I'm half asleep. Almost typing on automatic. #failedartist https://www.instagram.com/p/BnaB5qRBGVh/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=35ezb548f1e6