Text
suffering
#im tired of suffering twice#the worry of painful times is so old#im tired of feeling this way#the only way i know how to cope is to to dissociate by drugs or to distract myself#dont make me suffer please for the love of god#but please dont make a rash descioon because u made urself go too fast to get it over woth#im going to fucking lose it
0 notes
Text
I am not alone I am not alone I am not alone
#repeat it three times#three times is what helps#not logical not logical#im sad im scared im sad im scared im sad im scared#perhaps twice is also alright#whatever feels good#right now#i dont feel feel good#feel feel#heheh#:’|#itll be okay by god i hope i know i feel it will#but im terrifed the feeling of being alone is true#i dont have anyone to lean on#it feels#my cousin but sometimes#my friends are far away#they are unavailble at the times i need comfort#i wish i could comfort myself better#healing hurts#try try try#keep trying#i am not alone
0 notes
Text
Woke up and head was throbbing
Pain in right forearm
A huge purple and blue bruise was there
Pain on left arm
Three deep lacerations slowly bleeding
Bruises on legs
Muscle sore all over
Left ankle sprained and bruised
Limping to walk
Knees and palms scraped
Very tired
Dizzy
Dissociated
Limping in the rain
Thunder overhead
Keep walking
Rain
Found a cover
Sit down slowly
Close eyes and lean head on wall
Fingers bruised
Split lip
Bruise on cheek
Bruise under eye
Breathe in
Breathe out
Head hurts
What to do?
Where to go?
No purpose.
Where do i belong?
#drawn on#9-11-24#i made this instead of self harming#havent gotten this close in a while#i wanted to go and punch a tree#i dont want to hurt the tree#i dont want to hurt myself#something is trying to get out though#this helped. i think#i think…i think…i think…#art#self portrait#me#itll be okay#keep trying#SoundCloud#🦇#dark
0 notes