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untitled viae snuggle

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what if i give up on drawing finished pieces and just draw sketches and post them. as a treat.

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the Great Transgressor's greatest birthday wish

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Two years is a long time

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comforted by the moonlight (yes im still having feels about them pls let them reunite-)

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"i thought i lost you" (delusions of when they reunite when vicious comes back)

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not sure why tumblr's insert link function isn't working for me but oh WELL

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Tales of Crestoria | Vicious x Aegis Alver | Rated M (for sexual mentions) | 2.6k words

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63331537

Summary:

It’s been two years since Vicious died.

It’s been two hours since Misella pulled him out of a hole.

And with two years of feelings buried in his heart, Aegis can't bring himself to believe that this is real.

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missing you

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a touch that's no longer filled with pain, but instead, makes your heart bloom

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BedeHop on a Valentine's Day Date (they're fighting on who's holding who's hand)

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falling for you

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Bede/Hop | Pokemon Sword and Shield

Chapter Summary:

Bede invites Hop for this birthday celebrations, but when the day rolls around, there's more than a few surprises left between them.

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Art Summary time!!

Losing my job earlier this year meant I could actually sit down and try to tackle the bigger stuff I always wanted to do but always thought I'd never have the patience to XD I'm actually very happy with how a lot of my 'bigger' pieces turned out like. Technicality wise I feel like I have pushed myself in terms of colour and composition and background and I think it shows-- right up until I got a new job and then in Nov I was just overwhelmed with other stuff (but hey at least I drew something for Aegis Alver's birthday!)

I think, starting out as an artist, it was very very difficult for me to concentrate on long pieces at any given time, so I tried to put more of my skill points into speed to try to do everything I want to do in a piece as fast as I can. I mean, I still struggle with working on a piece for more than 5 hours (it do just be the ADHD) and the trauma from thinking that your art will never ever be good enough for other people which you know, you learn and you cope over time LOL... But after the Daily Vicious spam, I started paying more attention into refining my actual draftsmanship, and then realizing I actually did need to put in more time to actually refine the art pieces I had in my head. I used to think that it really didn't matter because a) I'm not actually doing this for a job and time is money and b) literally nobody gives a damn if I put effort into my art or not LOL

In a way, losing my job gave me the opportunity to actually put in said time and effort and while (b) mostly holds true, I realize that the one person who does give a damn (me) feels very happy and proud that I managed to advance my skill in such an obvious way too.

So... I don't think I'll keep with the excuse that 'I don't have time' and 'nobody will care' for me to just ignore my desire to do more complex stuff for my art anymore. I want to do all the shit I've put off because I thought I'd never be able to find the skill level or time to achieve. I think I'll probably take longer with my art in the future, but I truly think it'd be worth it, at least for me XD

Altho ngl the new job is cutting down my time again so ahahahahaha we'll see

I'm still very proud of the piece I did for ViAe day in August tho. Like truly my love for the ship is enough for me to overcome the ADHD and actually work on that piece for weeks LMAO

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i just want older vicious to have long hair and for aegis to brush his hair as a morning routine

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Ivis - Regret and Hope "Don't apologize. After all, I don't regret being born."

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Tales of Crestoria | Vicious x Aegis Alver | Rated T The sequel to snowburied memories that I'm vibing out as we go along

Summary: People weren’t supposed to want to be around the Great Transgressor, and Vicious wasn’t supposed to want them around. He thought he'd been doing a pretty good job of holding his companions at an arm's length. But when Aegis recognized him as his childhood friend, it became increasingly difficult to deny the feelings he wasn’t supposed to want.

Aegis remembered who Vicious used to be, but there was still so much of him that he hadn’t reconciled with, so many feelings left to grow wild that had yet to be carefully checked. So much that he didn’t yet understand about the child he had befriended, and the man they called the Great Transgressor, no matter how much he wanted to.

And when it rains, it pours.

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a warm hug