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The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

I tried to scroll past this. I really did

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BAN ON CONVERSION PRACTICES IN THE EU. GO SIGN IT. DEADLINE IS FUCKING MAY 17. WE'RE STILL MISSING 800.000 signatures. FUCKING DO IT.

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If this gets uhhh let me think of a number… 8k I will get a skirt before the end of the summer

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hate J K Rowling button. love asexuals button.

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Fire

There is a fire in all of us, pushing us on, letting us make a difference to our lives.

I think my fire has started burning a little brighter :)

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Stupid

Why are straight boys so stupid? It's like they don't even try to understand how you feel or what you went through and when they don't understand something they're not respectful and polite, instead they make their opinions heard despite being unable to even comprehend the pain you feel.

I need more queer friends I swear.

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Writing

I have just spent the last two hours writing a letter to my best friend explaining that I love him, I don't think I'm going to give it to him because ideally I'd like to talk to him about it in person but I more wrote it for my sake, so I can have it all written down in one place, and it's one more step towards being open about it so that I might one day be able to work towards overcoming it.

I'm not really made for romantic relationships, I think platonic relationships can be amazing and are grosly undermined in today's society and I think a romantic relationship would be too constricting. That is why I want to be free of the love I feel for my best friend.

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Message

You haven't lived until you've typed out 'I love you' to your best friend and just hover your finger over the send button, debating in your head what would happen if you were to just click the send button and if it would really be so bad.

Sometimes just seeing the message just typed out makes it feel more real, even if you know you'll never send it.

Because I really do love him, so if your reading this,

I love you :)

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Work function

Sometimes it feel like I have a 'work function', as in once I've gotten focused and in the zone I can go on revising for a good few hours, but when I'm under I struggle to perform any sort of meaningful work or concentrate for a prolonged period of time, unless it's homework that I've been set.

Maybe that's just me.

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Reading

I forgot how amazing it was to read.

I have always been very good at reading, with a good book I can spend a large portion of the day reading without getting bored or distracted, but when I grew out of the science fiction genre I stopped reading for the most part.

Recently, however, I have fallen in love with the Alice Oseman books, and I can't express how grateful I am to her for writing them. They are so relatable and heartwarming and enjoyable and I just love them so much. I have just finished rereading Solitare and I have decided that Tori Spring is my new favourite character in the Osemanverse.

I just hope I won't ever stop reading again.

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Chaotic people

I admire chaotic people, people who aren't bounded by arbitrary structures, people who are free.

I, for one, am a very ordered person, in that without order I cannot function, and as such without a rigid timetable given to me I find it very difficult to do anything usefull with my day.

So to all the chaotic people out there, embrace the chaos, and have fun while you're at it.

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All days are special

Sometimes when it gets to the end of the day I am very tired but the day is so special to me that I feel like staying up forever. But it is not the day that is special, the only thing special about it is that I am there to enjoy it.