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End Of Time

End Of Time

05 July 2020

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Take You Down

Take You Down

24th June 2020

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What You Can't Remember

What You Can’t Remember

What You Can’t Remember

03 June 2020

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Before You Go

Before You Go

Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Language

24 May 2020

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Chapter Two - Faultline

Chapter Two – Faultline

Chapter Two – Faultline

AN: Warning: AU, Possible OOC, Possible Triggers, Lanuage, Spoilers

Disclaimer: I don’t own anything save for Ma’Rel.

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Empty Mirror: Chapter One - Shattered

Empty Mirror: Chapter One – Shattered

AN: This is Chapter One of ‘Empty Mirror’.  I plan on breaking events into multiple shorter chapters instead of one huge chapter due to being easier to edit/ proof read, etc. Anyways I hope you enjoy.

Warnings: Spoilers for Dragon Age Inquisition, Language, Protentional Triggers, Mild Gore, and Protentional OOC.

Chapter One – Shattered

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Empty Mirror

Empty Mirror

AN: This is the prologue to my new dragon age fanfiction I was thinking about starting. This is the first time I am actually attempting to write a multi-chaptered story and that being such, any criticism is welcome.  This will also be posted on Fanfiction under my old account.

Warnings: Spoilers for Dragon Age Inquisition,  Gore, Mental Health Triggers, possible OOC, AU, Language

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Losing Your Memory

AN: This is an exercise of sorts for me to get into my character’s head. This, I plan on, will be part of a bigger, multi-chaptered fanfiction.

Warning: AU,  Suicidal Ideation, Mild Gore, Depression, Hopelessness, Religious discussions.

Spoilers: Minor for Dragon Age Inquisition

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Weight of the World

Weight of the World

Weight of the World

18 December 2019

Warnings: Depression, Suicidal Ideation, Self Destructive Behavior, Self Hatred

Ice cold hands,

wrapping around my neck.

Choking the greedy breath,

out of my selfish lungs.

Tightening the frayed noose,

that swings tauntingly in my head.

My body shakes,

violently racking,

with each sob escaping from cracked lips.

As blurred vision,

distorted from bloodstained…

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Better Place

Better Place

14 December 2019

Warnings: Depression, Suicide Reference, Suicidal Ideation, Self Harm, Self Loathing

  Where are you now?

You left me,

so suddenly – disappeared without a trace.

No longer lighting my way with your soul,

one that would keep me safe and sound.

Gone too soon,

you took flight before me,

leaving me speechless and stunned.

    Did you find your paradise?

When you slipped…

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Divsions

Divisions

15 December 2019

Warnings: Death, War Crimes, Executions, Minor Gore

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Monster

Monster

24 November 2019

Trigger Warnings: Depression, Psychosis, Self Destructive behavior, Self hatred, Graphic Gore, Death, Suicide

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Holding On

Holding On

  Summer pushed us on,

Kings and queens,

You and I.

Conquerors of the mountains that stood in our way,

Soldiers battling each other’s demons,

Side by side,

Hand and hand.

Two kids against the world,

Braving storms and weathering hurricanes.

Marching through the sands of time.

    Autumn swept us up,

Each day dragging,

Each minute piercing our skulls,

Every second suffocating us,

asphyx…

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Bitter

Bitter

17 September 2019

TW: Emotional Abuse, Toxic Relationships, Manipulation, Gaslighting

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Ice and Fire

Ice and Fire

15 September 2019

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Pull Me Apart

Pull Me Apart

13 September 2019

    Pull me apart,

At the seams,

Ripping my muscles,

Tearing apart my veins and arteries.

Tear me to shreds,

With each word that spills from your mouth,

As the venom with each vowel drips,

As the poison floods through my brain.

Keep me alive,

As the dead arise,

As the world crumbles around,

As the universe gives out.

You are all I need,

With every kick and punch,

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Lose My Mind

Lose My Mind

12 September 2019

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