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I’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap, feel your hand on my head and remain like that through all eternity.

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena (via goodreadss)

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i'm so surprised that til' this day i'm still getting new followers despite how inactive i've been.. thank you! although i'm sure many who stuck by me have also become empty shells of an account too.. this tumblr holds a lot of sentimental value to me. it saw to so much of my emotional growth. but one day i'll be logged out forever (there's this incident that prevented a group of users from logging unless they change their password but i don't have my old email anymore. i'm only logged in on my phone) so i suppose i will leave this there as a site of relic. i do want to make a new blog but it just won't feel special any more... i wish i could bring my ask box with me since my time here wouldn't be special if there weren't so many beautiful souls to connect with. and i'm truly grateful that all of you were a part of my life, the friendship we made here were definitely as real as any other. this is not goodbye though. and this is totally not a necessary post as most would be content with just letting a blog fade out. but it's 2am and i feel as if a stage of my life has been concluded. i'm no longer the lost soul that i was but that doesn't mean i'm less lost. i'm still growing.

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sonia nvm

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hiya, i made a blog just for fanart ☆*:.｡(because i kinda feel like it’s becoming more of a separate existence to my other stuff) i’ll be drawing lots of danganronpa stuff lately so it’s there.. if anybody is interested （´-`）[no..? yeah.. okies cool] also i’ll have to make a new account as my main blog soon.. because i haven’t been able to access this tumbly on a computer for a while..(that’s why my recent drawings are all in terrible quality) maybe one day I’ll get completely cut off and I’ll never be able to log back in (-_-) … yeah

*colours him with highlighters*

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i'm terrible at drawing ears 😓

i drew some peeps

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I hear you calling and I wanna come. Run straight into the valleys of your arms and disappear there.

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smol character drawings

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i drew from a photo by lovely faetus ♡

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soft hands, soft light

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i guess i am always it’s not a problem it’s just something i got used to it every stranger makes me feel safer and every person seems more beautiful

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And then the sky was pink

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a frisk i’m not sure i’ll ever finish

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When everything is lonely I can be my own best friend

Bright Eyes - Lua 

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lately, my days have been warm beds and rainy weather.. the flesh of someone smells greasy, their rough black hair makes me feel comforted.. the shadow of a cross on the milk-shade translucent windowpane.. jars of water glittering along the driveway, these are memories that will come back and haunt me, i think…

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i made a series of little drawings n yeah..

shhh