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blonde sunoo irl changes lives everyone.... + did you see enhypen's new tiktok,, insane. sunoo wants me dead (he gave a heart to my section like four times and he kept looking this way!!!!!!!! and he nearly came over during polaroid love oh my god)

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ASH!!! good luck on all ur tests this week and have fun at enha today :3 blonde sunoo irl. 🥳

THANK YOU PENG <33 i got my math test back today and i got 93 lmao I WILL TAKE IT. THIS IS A WIN enha brings miracles fr.

now onto the main discussion: yesterday's concert was INSANE i cannot be normal about this i promised that i would seem relatively sane and a functional human in society but oh my god blonde sunoo irl did something to me i swear because what the heck the moment they stepped out i was shaking, shocked to my core, making sure i wasn't hallucinating. like i didn't even process it at first but when they stepped out to perform the first song (DRUNK DAZED.) it finally hit me that they are RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and they're real and i'm watching them live in that exact moment... i need to post about this in full because i'm still in my post-concert high oh em gee everything is going right in this world

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how's my fav sunoo stan doing :3 anyway i will be posting ur sunoo content soon!! hopefully tmr i'll be able to post it trust ashy washy 😇😇

this is also me wanting to interact w u more. coz we havent talked in a fat bit (as in we only sent each other an ask twice and then dipped)

HI LIZ it’s so great hearing from u again in my asks <33 to be honest i am at my peak right now oh my god i’m in the middle of finishing all my homework for the next two days so i can be burden FREE tomorrow

i’m so excited for your sunoo fic too hehe i always get a surge of serotonin every time his name appears on my dash like wow !!! that’s him!!! sunoo content hits like no other, i fear

i love nunu so much i can’t believe i’ll be a witness to blonde sunoo tomorrow oh god

i’d love to interact with you more too omg we should definitely talk more 😚 love u <3

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just thought abt how sunoo coded i am for being a d-1 yapper like i love oversharing on the internet 🔥

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update: chem test is postponed to friday bless my teacher’s soul 🙏

ready to pull up 2 the concert tomorrow (!!!!!!) because the past 7 business days have been UNFATHOMABLE and yet we made it

i feel like i haven’t been properly excited for the concert at all the past few days but THE WAR IS OVER i’m so happy i can’t wait to see my seven :( <3

updates on everything :

I GOT A 94 IN AP PHYSICS my A is secured oml this is absolutely crazy the class average was a 60 without curve???????? the concert rly manifested this for me tbh

calc exam was today and i think it went okay LMAO i definitely got some wrong tho but i just need an 80+….. pray for me

and!!! i’m the managing editor + social media manager for the school newspaper next year and it’s pretty wild too bc they usually offer the management positions to seniors!! we did it guys we made it

we have arrived to HELL WEEK !!! physics exam, calc exam, chem exam, honor orch performance, + editor in chief interview all back to back until the day of fate plus </3

locking in so hard just so i can feel liberated and free at the concert oh lord my gpa must stand strong

also ap season is suddenly very real and imminently closer WE WILL GET THROUGH THIS FOR THE LOMLS 🙏🙏

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it's the sunoo effect 🥰

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hii sorry if ur not taking requests just dont mind this 😭 but if u are, i just wanted to try askin:

Can you please write like a predebut sunoo x reader where its kinda angst cuz somehow they need to breakup so that sunoo can start on a clean slate on his idol journey or smth

* like i try to imagine angst cuz right person wrong time kind of thing 🥺

ofc i can!! sorry this is late, i procrastinate a lot and i'm not good at writing angst T^T

you above all? | kim sunoo

synopsis ; though there has been a tangible tension between you and debut-ready sunoo for a while now, things start to crumble when he asks you to break up with him. do you accept the fate laid out before your eyes, or do you decide to fight for this love? can you do it with a broken heart?

pairing ; to-be idol sunoo x trainee reader genre ; angst, established rs notes ; there's two endings to this fic because i couldn't decide between a sad ending or a happy ending. i'll prompt you to each ending, lol

he thinks we should break up. 

the dimly lit practice room seems to shake around you when sunoo suddenly drops the bomb on you. at least he has the sense to look remorseful and guilty as he does so, because you would probably burst with anger. you would have never expected this. he agreed to wear your matching bracelets today. he greeted you with an innocent, weary smile when you met up to practice. he… he wouldn’t stop looking at your reflection in the mirror, eyes dull with a hint of wistfulness. 

the small blaze of anger towards him snuffs out like you’ve mentally stomped atop it. crushing the worry from growing into something you’ll never recover from. sunoo doesn’t seem to want this. 

so why is he looking down at his feet, just a metre away from you, fiddling with his fingers and looking like he wants to puke? why did he suddenly blurt, ‘i need to tell you something’ when you finished packing up after practice? why does he seem emotionless as he stands still? 

you throat dry, you don’t know whether to start asking why or leave abruptly and sort your thoughts out in the bathroom. but when you turn to leave, your legs make the decision for you. you’re frozen in place, knees going weak. the four walls have seemed to invisibly collapse upon you, hard like bricks, shattering like glass. 

what am i going to do now? 

HAPPY ENDING (completed) SAD ENDING (completed)

happy reading !!

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imagine jungwon as your academic rival. i think it’d be something like this: (feat. my unhinged notes to the fic i kept going back to but it probably will not ever see the light of day)

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petition for jaehyun to release an official cover of smart

YES YES YES please omfg it would dominate my spotify wrapped the economic benefits are astounding please release it 🙏🙏🙏 i will single handedly increase hybe’s net worth

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listening to jaehyun's smart original verse and feeling like i need to bite a pillow or three gah

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i want to crush him with the weight of my love and affection. i hope he walks around carrying the weight like a backpack filled with love letters and i hope he feels as much joy as he gives to the people around him (AND TO ME!!). i hope he always wakes up with a bounce in his steps. good morning, good day, and good night to myung jaehyun and myung jaehyun only

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jaehyun liked writing poetry in high school?????

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sunoo stan first human second like how could i not be look at him

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the drought has been so serious for me i take in every new picture like a van gogh piece i’m dehydrated and shivering i could watch a photo of him like a 4 hour movie

will always stop and stare at his photos for a solid five minutes how can i not

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my best friend gave me a 3-hour immersion camp to boynextdoor today after we studied for ap world together and they’re actually so good i’m obsessed,, their vocals???? their choreo??? + why is jaehyun lowkey so loml material

their new album is so bomb 🔥🔥

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BIG BRAIN!!! u got this ash i believe in u 💓💓💓 you're doing amazing already and i am so so so proud of you

omg i'm so excited for you to see enha tell me all abt it!! i know you're going to have such an amazing time

and so real hearing shout out live would literally cure all of my problems

thank u juno omg this means sm to me :( <3 love you bby

i will def post so much after the concert oh my god… i don’t know how i’ll be able to shut up about it for the next 600 business days

shout out actually solves world hunger cures illnesses and creates world peace it’s the bane of my existence 😔🙏

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HELLO ACADEMIC WEAPON ASH HOW ARE U

IT’S BEEN SUCH A WEEK oml it’s been crazy… i still have my math and chem tests on the day of and the day before the concert but WE CHILL because those aren’t as hard/high stakes as physics TT

i’m so excited though like i think i hadn’t really grasped the whole enormity of seeing enhypen in less than a week in the past few days from everything that was going on and it JUST hit me today like oh my god… it’s really happening and i wasn’t like. hallucinating for three months straight

hearing shout out live will actually make me cry omg

that’s my life so far tho!! how about you? :)