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Anger Management

A simple way to avoid getting angry is just stop looking. Stop looking at other people and you are unaware that they are there. Stop looking at the environment and you will not see garbages that make you angry. Stop looking at social media, unfriend the enemies at social media and you will have no idea what is happening around. Stop looking at channels on TV that irritates you and you are no longer bonded to anger.

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No Homo

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Blindside

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Comparing is Healthy too

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Zero to Hero

Everything started from nothing. No, I don't buy that. In my down times, I feel that I am zero so what I am pushing through is to become a hero with something that I can be proud of that will leave an impact in the world, I even do not want to leave a mark, do it anonymously but will def change the world. Somehow wishing though that someone will discover that it is me and I can still be popular in history.

I am lucky that I was born and get to know my family, had enough money so that we can eat and survive a day. I was lucky even though I was living in a corrupt country, ours, the Philippines is still a Christian country and get to know the greatest civilization which is USA. Lucky that I was not living in warring countries.

So I was lit not from zero because I have Jesus and got to know him but became depressed to a point of zero.

Yup, I am in Zero and I cannot remember in my past if I ever did heroic things to be tagged as Hero.

I am no sense and I cannot compare myself to my real heroes like Jesus, Superman, Hercules and soldiers.

Def I did not came from nothing, I came from something. Mine is just unfortunate because I was zeroed. Hopefully I can be a Hero someday.

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The Yes Man

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Hakuna Matata

Giving zero fucks is the way to be.

I believe more so now that making a smaller circle or knowing a few is more convenient than knowing a lot of people.

It is just the same for me, I never had friends for 34 years (I only had my bestfriend Jesus). I befriend all the people in school, I entertained them all and not one sticked.

Having a friend is a two way process that benefits the both parties and not only the other one.

I also did not expect that those people that I knew for 34 years will be my long-time friends because I also choose. I choose based on looks because I get intimidated too so I want more or so have the same looks as mine, cute, hansome and smart.

I was surrounded by female classmates in school even in college and I do not expect to be close to them because me too wants to get married and it will be awkward if I have other female friends aside from my girlfriend.

My frustration though is to have male friends because I have no solid friends that I can hang out with, play basketball or computer games or talk with about my life and problems.

It is true for me, real friends are hard to find.

I am also thinking that they are also choosy about the looks because I do not know if I have good looks or if I am attractive for others. Maybe they already have friends, not on my age bracket or busy with their lives having girlfriend or family already.

I am already 34 years old and maybe everyone on my age already had their kids and I think it is much harder for me. What happened in my life in 1999 (my Tito John got killed in our neighborhood) made me more anxious about befriending other people having suspicion if they too were our enemies. Of course, I do not want to be friends with the enemies or anyone connected with them. But it is hard for me.

Hakuna Matata means "no worries" for the rest of our lives even Jesus himself said that we do not worry about anything because Jesus will provide. It is hard for me because we became poor and did not finished my studies and there are days that we have nothing to eat in our home, we lit also do not have our own home. It is hard not to worry. I do not even have job, I am already 34 years old and some of my problems were just recently resolved like my identity crisis that should be resolved at teen age. I am still a youth now and I think I still have a younger mental age because what happened in 1999 hindered my growth, I still studied and in school and have no real life experience for 34 years and is still dependent to my family. I am an only child so I also worried about being alone in the future in case I will not have kids. My life is fucked-up and I blamed it to those who bullied me in school for 34 years. Not thinking about my problems is too hard.

Maybe if I just give zero fucks and just don't care then maybe I can be successful in 2025 and in my remaining years. Hakuna Matata!