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to love someone is firstly to confess: i'm prepared to be devastated by you. by A History of My Brief Body by Billy-Ray Belcourt

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No way in hell, I’ve already called it off. I’m on the way. You don’t get to push me away, you hear?

holy shit. i think i just got kicked outta my fuckin house

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Jesus Christ, are you okay?? Where the hell are you guys? I’ve got a kit at home for stitches, I’ve got the steadiest hand. I’mma come home, gimme a few.

holy shit. i think i just got kicked outta my fuckin house

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I make good decisions. I do. I’m a responsible adult. Trust me. See y’all later.

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Shit, good luck, Ponykid. Now ‘stead of nightmares keepin’ you up, pretty soon it’s gonna be a screamin’ babe. Go figure.

Darrel said you got someone pregnant??? Is he just bringing up Sandy again or am I getting mixed up or did you and Cherry—

~ theyoungestofthethree

honestly the way we were yellin it’s wild you didn’t notice

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…You don’t even hear yourself, do you? That ain’t right for a fourteen year old to be saying. You ain’t an adult and this ain’t your shit to be worrying about. You should be worrying about homework and eating enough veggies. Christ.

Has anyone seen my sketchbook? I cant find it and i need to find it

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Isolation is not safety, it is death. If no one knows you're alive, you aren't.

Neil Hilborn

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If I think you need a doctor, then I’m takin’ you to the damn doctor. You’re fourteen years old and you don’t make the best decisions sometimes ‘cause you’re a kid. And money ain’t something you should be worrying about for me. That’s my job and mine alone, you hear me?

Has anyone seen my sketchbook? I cant find it and i need to find it

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I’m real sorry about your ma, for real. That’s shitty. I know it ain’t the same but identifying my parents… that was the scariest thing I’ve ever done. Couldn’t sleep for weeks. That must’ve been real awful as a baby yourself.

But it ain’t fair to pin it on me when the only time you ever talk about your past or your life is when you’re in yelling matches. What the hell else am I supposed to think? You act ashamed, you’ve always acted ashamed and squirmy about your past. You have the privilege to share your past if you want, or if you don’t — all my business has been blasted around Tulsa for a year now. I can’t hide.

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brotha’ eww. what the– EWW. JUST GO SPEAK TO THE PERSON. IT’S BEEN OVA’ A WEEK OF THIS SHIT. put on yer’ big boy pants n’ stop with all the stupid cryptic messages. jesus. ( 😤😤💢 )

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And yet you ran away from your entire past anyway. Not all of us can afford to do all that. Some of us actually feel guilt.

It ain’t that I don’t think you can’t be right in a situation like this, it’s that you ain’t right in this fuckin’ one. You ain’t bein’ logical or factual at all. You want me to act my age, quit actin’ like a father? Who’s gonna take care of the fuckin’ teenagers here then? They need structure, goddamn it. They’re fucking orphans. They’re kids and they need a parent. If I let myself act like all the other twenty year olds ‘round here, they’d both be dead by now. We both know it ain’t fuckin’ up to me.

I’m fuckin’ done defendin’ myself to someone who refuses to listen. Say it to my face or don’t say it at all.

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brotha’ eww. what the– EWW. JUST GO SPEAK TO THE PERSON. IT’S BEEN OVA’ A WEEK OF THIS SHIT. put on yer’ big boy pants n’ stop with all the stupid cryptic messages. jesus. ( 😤😤💢 )

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You definitely need a doctor, shit. That’s concerning as hell, buddy. I thought you were gettin’ better. Last one said it might get worse before it gets better, maybe he meant it’d be dragged out, I dunno. I’ll schedule somethin’ for you.

Has anyone seen my sketchbook? I cant find it and i need to find it

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You oughta step off your dang high horse, Dally, I swear to God. You’d have run away months ago if you were in my shoes and we both know it, ain’t it? You’ve never taken an ounce of responsibility in your dang life. Lord knows I don’t do everything right by them, I ain’t no mom and dad, but I’m tryin’ my fuckin’ best. I dropped outta school for ‘em. I’m workin’ two jobs for ‘em. I keep ‘em fed and safe and put ‘em to bed every night. I actually stepped up. Did you just come here lookin’ for a goddamn fight? That all you needed, blow off some steam? Give it up, man.

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brotha’ eww. what the– EWW. JUST GO SPEAK TO THE PERSON. IT’S BEEN OVA’ A WEEK OF THIS SHIT. put on yer’ big boy pants n’ stop with all the stupid cryptic messages. jesus. ( 😤😤💢 )

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Ah-ah, y’all don’t get to pull the “kid brothers” card ‘less y’all WANT to be treated like kids. “Fend for themselves”. Man, one of ‘em’s all’s the sudden tryna step up and be a fuckin’ daddy to a girl he knocked up. They could “fend for themselves” for a few fuckin’ hours, ‘specially if they wanna act all grown. Outta my face, Dally.

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brotha’ eww. what the– EWW. JUST GO SPEAK TO THE PERSON. IT’S BEEN OVA’ A WEEK OF THIS SHIT. put on yer’ big boy pants n’ stop with all the stupid cryptic messages. jesus. ( 😤😤💢 )

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All’s y’all on MY ass about what I choose to post about my own damn life between workin’ practically three fuckin’ jobs meanwhile y’all ain’t never heard of the word responsibility in any of y’all’s lives. How about all’s y’all get two jobs and take care of your kid brothers and the rest of a ragtag gang all after droppin’ outta school and then come talk to me.

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Dallas Winston, everybody, can’t stand to stay outta anyone’s business even if it kills him, can he? You oughta know a thing or two ‘bout runnin’ away from your problems ‘stead of facin’ ‘em, too. Not sure why I’d take advice from a guy who ain’t ever had the same address for longer than a year.

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brotha’ eww. what the– EWW. JUST GO SPEAK TO THE PERSON. IT’S BEEN OVA’ A WEEK OF THIS SHIT. put on yer’ big boy pants n’ stop with all the stupid cryptic messages. jesus. ( 😤😤💢 )

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Shit, y’all are askin’ me to sort out my own personal issues, meanwhile my one li’l brother is drawin’ such concernin’ shit in his sketchbooks he oughta be sent off to a doctor and the other’s out here gettin’ girls knocked up??

Has anyone seen my sketchbook? I cant find it and i need to find it