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[ask-jameshoran]

I honestly don't know. Hopefully not too long.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*bites my lip* I'm choosing to believe they'll come home when they're ready.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*shakes my head* Nope.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*leans up to kiss you before kissing your cheek*

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*looks up at you* You really want this baby? No matter what?

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

What if we just... leave it up to chance? *lays my head on your chest* And if we get a girl then we got her by chance.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*shakes my head and smiles before turning to look at you* You won't be at all disappointed if we have a boy?

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

You said you'd be disappointed. I don't want to bring another baby into the family and be the only one that wants him.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

S'fine.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*presses my face against the pillow and sighs* I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up again.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

And I don't wanna lose the one we have just to have another.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

I miss it too.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*frowns slightly and sighs, rolling over*

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*nods slowly and bites my lip* Back to no baby.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*glances over at you* And if she hates the idea?

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*plays with my fingers and doesn't say anything*

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.

[ask-jameshoran]

*swallows* Then promise me, that if we have a girl, that we won't lose Ro.

@ask-jameshoran *comes home and goes up to our room, going to change-8 Ryder thinks it’s a bad idea.