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I fucked up. I fucked up badly. And in fucking up, I hurt my mom's feelings again. And it wasn't, it wasn't intentional. I texted her a few times, no response. I went to her room and found her asleep. She's got very bad insomnia, so I didn't wake her up and ordered food for myself and got something for her. The food was on its way when she woke up and responded to my texts about food. She got upset when I tried to give her the chicken fries I ordered with her in mind. She was hurt that I didn't wake her up and ask her what she wanted. She reminded me that she would have woken me up to get my order. But again, she has insomnia and I worry about how little she actually sleeps. I sleep the night through so I can afford being woken. Her being woken up would be more detrimental to her. Plus her not feeling well, since she was putting off getting her health card since she couldn't get it since she needed to stay home with our aunt who has alzheimers until I returned home. So there's all that. I tried to be conscientious and fucked up. And now she's giving me the cold shoulder. And my RSD is attacking my brain and making me feel like shit.

I'm not asking for advice. I'm just putting this down in order to let the pain and hurt bleed out.

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Quick reminder that it's always morally correct to punch nazis.

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#MoonMystic

The hooded figure waited at the entrance, a glowing orb that had sunk wearily into its hands vibrating in pleasure it rarely felt before.. well, before. The doors opened and the being glided forward, following a path it knew by heart. It stopped before a door. It was carved all over in beautiful vines and flowers. It opened and the being gently tossed the orb within. It flashed and a giggle echoed out before the door closed again.

This, is the Library of Souls. And that door was for children murdered from abuse and hate.

Too many were inside.

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All about cats!

What’s the Magick Meaning Behind what your Cat Does?

Curling up with you under the covers: this means they look to you as a place of comfort. They likely have comforted you in the past and look to you for the same for them.

Letting you rub their bellies: even if it’s a trap and they attack, this means they trust you and think of you as family

Rubbing their face on yours: this is telling you that they feel a connection. Maybe even saying they are your familiar!

Licking you after a spell: cleaning you of any residual energy

Getting in your way when you are collecting herbs: this means they are curious about your work and want to work with you! They think what you’re doing looks fun!

Climbing close to your candles: maybe you shouldnt do this spell, or maybe you need to add more protection!

Eating your herbs: this is cat approved! Also this kitty may need a little more fiber in their diet. Also make sure this is cat safe and probably don’t let them keep eating it!

Getting into your stock and making a mess: probably means you’ve got an issue or some sort of problem. Try taking your pendulum around and feeling out for possible bad energy your cat was trying to warn you about. Or try organizing it! Maybe you’ve got a lot of old stuff and it’s starting to clutter your energy feild.

Knocking over a bottle potion: especially if this is a love potion it might mean you shouldnt use it! Either using the potion at all is a bad idea or maybe you need to re-make the potion because you did it wrong.

Playing with magick Crystals/feathers/products: maybe you’ve been taking too long of a break and need to get back to magick!

Playing with your dream catcher/ other bad energy catcher/banishment: your kitty knows that something bad has happened but they want you to know that it’s going to be okay.

Easy Magick with your Cats

Give your kitty a diatomaceous earth bath to naturally chase away fleas and wash them in positive energy. Try blessing your DE for extra power!

Buy yourself a whole fish and filet it for you and your family, then boil the rest to make a fish broth and pour that over your kitt’s hard food for an extra treat! Fish oils help your cat’s coat and sharing food sources with your pets promotes cohesive community energy

Brush your cat’s hair while setting intentions for your kitty in your head! Or brush them while setting intentions for yourself and theyll comfort you!

Don’t be afraid to let your animals see you cry and laugh, and look for them to share with them those moments to strengthen your bond.

Draw sigils on your cat treat box to instill positivity when you treat them

Try painting and stitching sigils into their favorite hiding spots to protect them.

Want a fierce feline? Grow wheat grass and water it with storm water.

Want a kind cat? Grow wheat grass and water it with moon water.

Want a friendly cat? Grow wheat grass and water it with solar water.

(Reminder these arent to change your cat’s personality but to possibly inspire them to grow in a certain direction. Think of it like buying someone a paintbrush and watching them become an artist.)

Reminder to Protect your Kitty

Always make sure the herbs and plants you leave out are cat safe!

Try putting candles an incense into bird cages or other containers so your kitty can’t singe their tail!

If you want to add a natural supplement to cat’s diet check with your vet first! Just because humans can eat it doesnt mean cats can! And vets actually often have lists of what supplements are safe for kitties.

Remember no supplement or spell is a REPLACEMENT for a medical operation, a medicine or antibiotic, or a full and balanced diet.

Be careful what you put on your cat’s skin/pelt. Some things can irritate their skin or hurt the oils on their pelt!

If you’re burning things keep an eye on your cat. Some cats are allergic to smoke!

Dont force your cat to be around for a spell. If they’re upset when you cast it, your spell cna get infected with bad energy, and also they wont be too happy with you!

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The wind roared around the old house, making it screech with the force of the storm. The thunder could be felt in through the floorboards after every lightning flash. Through the hallways and into the back bedroom, the old woman trod in slow, solemn steps. The door protested as she pressed it open, screaming from its hinges.

The room was black as night, as pitch. As hell. The lightning flashed again, prolonged and lit the room. There was a bed. The only bit of furniture to be seen. Surrounding the bed were symbols and Words in a language long dead, written in chalk. On the bed, lay a patchwork of a human. A beautiful face, sewn to a scalp of long black hair. The neck was attached to a generous busted torso. The arms, long and graceful ended in fingers of a pianist.

The lower body was just as graceful; slender and elegant. Though beautiful, it was obvious, the figure was made up of different people. The old woman carefully lifted a flap of flesh carved into the chest and placed a heart she'd been carrying into the void within. She took a step back and began to speak Her words rore at the fabric of the world, ripping and rending like a wild beast lay in her mouth. Her eyes glowed with manic delight and insanity. The chalk began glowing. The storm grew even louder, wilder, outside, shaking the house as if it tried to stop what was occurring Then everything.

StOpPëD

The patchwork being glowed as sutures melted away. It became whole.

The chest rose and fell. Once. Twice. Three times.

The eyes opened.

The world

S C R E A M E D

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Me, too! And you can't convince me otherwise.

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Being called out on Twitter,Tik Tok and now here... damn

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Look at his little face! I love him!

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Please let this work

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Radiostatic week 2024, day 3: Possessive

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Why, are there 5, count them *5*!!! Fairy Rings in my yard?!?!? And the grass is thick so I nearly walked into each one! None of the Fey are allowed to kidnap me without my cat damn it!!

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This used to be a bustling sea port. Ships coming in and going out daily. But since that cursed ship, the Talon, landed at the docks, this town has been dying. And I mean that in the literal sense! The hold opened and a strange fog came out and it started killing the dock workers. Some escaped and screamed warnings as they ran into town. Now, we're all stuck inside. Doors and windows sealed to keep that fog out. But food is running low. So is water. Soon we'll have to go outside...