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SAM📱MERCEDES

Sam: Hey, beautiful.

Sam: How are you? How was your day? I want to hear all about it.

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askthemercedesjones​:

Mercedes laughed looking down to herself. “Uh yeah, you know me very well… let me get the brownies into the oven.” She shut the door and walked into the kitchen finishing up and preparing herself. She was tempted to shoot off a text to Kurt or Dave, but she would be brave and take whatever Sam had to say. Removing her apron she smoothed down her off the shoulder over sized McKinley Football shirt she stole from Dave and a pair of shorts, and her hair in a messy bun, moving to the couch and getting comfortable by pulling her feet under herself. When he asked his question, looked to her hands gathering courage. “Yes, Romantic feelings. Sam I came home for you, but then I saw you had moved on and you were so happy I didn’t want to interfere with that so I tried to move on, but I guess you never really move on from your first real love. I still have romantic feelings for you, and if you don’t its like I told you last time we were here, we can figure out how we can still be friends, this won’t ruin our friendship.”

Sam couldn’t deny that Mercedes looked absolutely beautiful, and stunning, but he found himself too shy to say so, at least in the moment. Once Mercedes had gotten comfortable, Sam shifted a little to face her further, wanting to be able to look her directly in the eyes while they talked. He kept himself quiet while she spoke, listening intently, taking it all in. He smiled when she called him her first love, and he felt his heart skip a beat. Once she was done, he nodded, taking a deep breath. “Okay, so, first off, I really want to say that I’m so super glad you told me, Mer. No matter what, holding stuff like that in sucks, I know that. So, of course I always want to know what you’re feeling, no matter what. Second off, it makes me feel good to hear that no matter what, you’ll always want to be friends. Because that’s a big thing for me. You are so close to me, and I treasure your friendship so much, I wouldn’t ever want to do anything to jeopardize that.” Sam looked down for a second, pulling together his thoughts. “It’s funny hearing you say that you came back, and thought I had moved on for good. I did the same. Actually. But, it was when you were dating Mike. I wasn’t going to try to insert myself back into your life, not when Mike was so good, and so steady, and so put together.” Shrugging, Sam looked almost shyly back up at her. “But I don’t want....I don’t want you to get too wrapped up in all of that. The truth is, Mer...” Sam paused again, trying to find the words. “Well you see, the truth is...I mean what I’m trying to say...” His words trailed off, and just when he thought he might lose his nerve, Sam rushed forward to press his lips against Mercedes own. 

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Mercedes had convinced herself that Sam was coming to set the record straight and let her down easily, which would be okay, yes, she wanted another chance to be with him, but if she ruined their friendship by wanting something he didn’t want she couldn’t forgive herself of that. As she waited for him to come she started to stress bake, something she did to calm her nerves. She had just finished mixing the brownies when she heard the knock. Wiping her hands on her purple and black “Diva” apron she opened it and offered Sam a smile. “Sure one on in.”

Setting eyes on Mercedes apron, Sam laughed. “Are you stress baking?” He asked, drawing on the knowledge he had of her. Stepping into her apartment he looked around, taking in how large it was, and how gorgeous, before turning back to her. “Go ahead and finish what you’re doing. Then, we can talk.” He waited patiently in the living room, trying to think about what he might say, and how he might explain himself. When Mercedes entered, he smiled, patting the seat next to him on the couch. Once she was comfortable he opened his mouth and took in a breath. “So...You’re saying you still have feelings for me? Like...Romantic feelings, right?”

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Hearing Mercedes confession had taken Sam by surprise, it wasn’t something he had been expecting, especially considering he had all but convinced himself that another chance with Mercedes was something he would never get. Arriving at her apartment, he stepped up to the door and tried to steady his breathing. Knocking on her door, he waited patiently for her to answer. When the door opened he smiled, stepping forward. “Hey, Mer. Okay if I come in?” @askthemercedesjones

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: sighed slumping on her sofa, he wanted to let her down easy, of course he did, he was a great guy. "Uh yeah I'm home."

Sam: Hearing Mercedes sigh, Sam almost commented, but thought better of it. "Okay, cool. I'll be there in a few minutes, okay?"

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: "Hold on." She said as she closed her eyes for a moment. Walking to her kitchen she grabbed a glass of wine and pouring some then gulping it down. "Okay, Sam its no secret that you are one of my closest friends. Someone I love and care fore. And the more i think about you, the more I realize that I still have feelings for you, and I wanted to see if any part of you still had feelings for me."

Sam: "Oooookayyyyyy..." Sam replied, waiting patiently while Mercedes took care of whatever she felt the need to. When she began talking again he listened, his stomach knotting almost immediately. "I..." Sam said, pausing, trying to string some kind of words together. After what was a longer-than-he-wanted pause, he took a breath. "Mer, are you at your place? I don't...I really don't think this is a conversation we should have over the phone."

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askthemercedesjones​:

It is official! My album is done! Now I may not be touring but I am so proud of this one! So in celebration if we go out, drinks are on me!

@atfgstarters​

WHAT?! No way! Holy crap balls, that’s amazing Mer! Go you! You’re rocking it! I’m so proud of you, and I’m so happy for you! Dinner is on me tonight, no ifs, ands, or buts about it!

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: Opened her mouth but nothing came out. She closed her lips and silently laughed. Speechless, a woman who sang songs for a living, wrote about love and loss was speechless. "Sam...how do you feel about me?"

Sam: There was no ignoring the way Sam's heartbeat increased in the time that Mercedes paused. He thought about saying something himself, then thought better of it. The question was issued and it took him a moment to wrap his head around it. "How do I feel about you?" He asked. "In what context, Mer?"

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: "Worried about me? Why?" She asked confused. "There isn't anything wrong I was just...I need to talk to you, and I probably should do it in person but I can't I don't want to be all well... I don't want to chicken out and if I have to look into your eyes I probably will..."

Sam: "Because you still haven't told me why you're calling, duh!" Sam said with a laugh, but paused after, giving Mercedes the chance to speak. "Chicken out? Can't look in my eyes? Mer, spill it. What's going on?"

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: exhaled hearing Sam's voice and it always gave her butterflies. "Hey how are you?" How are you? that was dumb, she scolded herself.

Sam: The exhale caught Sam's attention, but he wasn't sure how to take it, so he didn't draw attention. "I'm good, I'm good, a little worried about you but good otherwise. What's up, Mer?" Sam asked.

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Phone Call || Samcedes

Mercy: paced her floor, she took a breath as she dialed Sam's number and waited for him to answer. She was tired of the back and forth and decided that her friends were correct and she needed to just bite the bullet and tell him how she felt.

Sam: After enjoying a long weekend off, relaxing was the first and only thing on Sam's mind. Kicking his feet up, he popped the top on a cold beer, taking a bite of the sandwich he had made himself, just about to start another new show- his fourth of the weekend- when his phone rang. Glancing over, he saw Mercedes picture pop up. Swallowing, he took another quick drink of beer before answering.

Sam: Hey there! You're calling instead of texting, to what do I owe this pleasure?

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Text 📱 Samcedes

Mercy: Yes I did! People are crazy out here. Good to know you trust me and its not a one way street. Kinda hard not to trust one of my best friends.

Mercy: Sam Evans...you can't see it right now but I have the brightest smile on my face.

Deleted: This is why I love yo-

Mercy: Groovy? You heading back to the 70's without me Evans? Thats great and kids need a teacher like you, but don't forget about yourself in this Sam. You are worth so much more than to be along for the ride, you should be the ride!

Mercy: I mean you should be the main attraction!

Sam: You can say that again, twice! Duh, it's totally not! I've always trusted you, silly. Exactly! Same! Totally same!

Sam: Maybe I can't see it, but I can picture it! You deserve so many smiles!

Sam: Well shit, you caught me! It's all cool though, we can visit again, together, sometime! I'm not so sure about that, but thank you all the same. I'll try not to, just for you. I should be the ride, huh? Is there some deeper meaning to that?

Sam: Riiiiiiiiiight. Maybe that's what you meant, but that's not what you said.

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Text 📱 Samcedes

Mercy: You gotta be careful with that, I could have said something sinister! Or been like I am putting you down as the foster dad. You can't just offer yourself up like that.

Mercy: Because I haven't really been stable the last 9 years. Always moving, always performing or filming. And I am single. Its just a lot of whatifs in my head.

Mercy: Enough about me how are you? How is Teaching here? Tell me everything!

Sam: Did you really just bust out the word "sinister" in a normal text conversation? You're too funny. I mean yeah, maybe when it comes to other people. But I trust you, I knew you wouldn't do something crazy to me.

Sam: Uhm, okay, no. First off, your whole career screams stability. You have one, and it has made you, like, tons of money. You've got the financial side covered, and you're super put together and smart. You're going to be an awesome mom, any fool could see that. And who cares if you're single? You've got this in the bag. A partner would only be an enhancement.

Sam: I'm groovy, don't worry about that. Being back in the city is cool, and teaching isn't a bad gig. I love the kids, they're crazy talented. I'm just along for the ride.

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Text 📱 Samcedes

Mercy: Yeah sorry about that. Wait...you would have said yes if I asked to use you?

Mercy: Thanks Sam, I am really excited I just hope they find me to be fit.

Sam: No worries, no worries! Well yeah! You had already said it was about your Fostering Application. I was ready for whatever!

Sam: Don't mention it. Psh they totally will, they can't not!

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Text 📱 Samcedes

Mercy: Hey So I have this thing coming up, its a interview for becoming a foster parent, and I was wondering, well I was hoping that I can use you.

Mercy: As a reference! Sorry I hit send way too fast

Mercy: Like an idiot...

Sam: Hey, Mer!

Sam: Hahahahaha I was uuber confused there for a sec, but either way it was going to be a YES!

Sam: That's freaking awesome, Mer, I'm so happy for you!

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SAM 📱 BLAINE

BLAINE: Awe Sam. I'm glad I'm still that. And I'm so glad you're here in the city. I can't wait to hear all about how you came to this decision and the reasons for it. I'm very excited you are here!!

BLAINE: Of course they do. The Commons- I'll text you the address. Any night this week Wed-Sunday.

BLAINE: I've got a couple of songs in mind already. Under Pressure- Queen with David Bowie. A throw back sort of to our Hero's duet. You've Got a Friend in Me- from Toy Story. But we can even go country if you want. Be a Light- Thomas Rhett and Reba. Or The Fighter- Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood. Craving You- Thomas Rhett and Maren Morris.

Sam: You'll always be that bro, don't ever question it. Honestly I am too. I was pretty nervous to start but I'm adjusting. Plus, I've got you to hold my hand if I get scared. I'll tell you anything you want to know.

Sam: Cool cool cool. That all sounds good, I'll plan for Saturday.

Sam: Okay, all of that is great but you just casually mentioned a Toy Story song and then kept talking like you didn't know that's the one I'd want to go with.

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askthemercedesjones​:

She smiled sighing. “Fine, you are right. See this is why I need you in my life Sam. You keep me from being serious all the time, and help me to remember me in the midst of my family and friends.” She chewed her bottom lip. “Yeah I am trying, thats the main thing. Are you?” She took the glasses and poured them each a glass, then took a seat across from him.

She stared at him admiring his smile, that smile got her in trouble back in the day, probably still could. “I’ll have you know I am pretty wild Evans. You just gotta test me and see.” She said not catching the innuendo until it was out her mouth. She sat back and shook it off. Taking a breath she shrugged. “I have to, I messed up a long time ago, and now I am realizing just how much I wish I could go back. But since I can’t I am moving forward hoping to reclaim something I lost. I would love to have the white picket fence, 2.5 kids and the dog, but right now I think I might just have the kids, and I am fully aware that now I am cutting out even more people who  might be interested in me. but my life isn’t as important as helping a child, or having my own.” She looked up to him catching his eye. “And I have to believe that the man who is right for me, will accept them.”

“Sounds like it a really good thing that I’m here then!” Sam grinned. “Life is way too short to take it so seriously all the time. You’re a hard worker, Mer. I’ve always known that. Everyone has always known that. But looking out for yourself is important. Don’t make me have to sic Bruno on you!” Raising his index finger, Sam wagged it at her playfully. She turned his question back on him and Sam paused for a second, shrugging and then grinning again. “I’m trying! I’m totally trying! Look at this face. Doesn’t it just scream trying?” Taking the glass he was offered he took a drink. “Really, I am. I think. I’m here, so that’s step one. Problem is, I’m not really sure how big the staircase is.” 

Sam raised his eyebrow and gave a sarcastic nod. “Riiiiiiiight. Right. Yes. Of course. Totally wild. My bad.” He laughed. “Sounds like testing you could open a can of worms, and it’s a weeknight. Even I have my limits.” He blushed a little, but winked quickly at her to carry on the teasing. Sam listened to what Mercedes was saying, understanding more than she probably knew. “That’s some heavy stuff, Mer. You always have liked to carry the world though. Funny, it seems like we were just talking about something like that...” He snickered but returned to serious very quickly. “I admire you for that. Wanting the whole dream, a family, all that. It’s a great thing to want. And you’re great, really great, so I know that no matter what, you’re going to land on your feet with it. You’re right. Mr. Right will...Come along.” Sam dropped his eyes, taking another drink of wine. “You said something though, and you know I’ve gotta ask. What did you mean when you said you messed up?”