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[askthomasgray]

This is gonna be a little out of character, considering this is an old rp account and this post isn't really going to be that

For starters, hey! hi! I am alive and well, I want to apologize in advance for just kinda disappearing out of nowhere four years ago with no context at all. I want to explain that now, since I left with no reasoning or anything. I didn't want to delete my account at all, but I was going through some things at home and during that time I was 15 turning 16 in a few months. I had never been open about my age both for my own safety and that I wasn't comfortable sharing it either, especially because I was so young. Social media after 13 is generally considered to be ok, but I had never been super confident with sharing anything online, especially on an account that wasn't supposed to exist. My family and parents didn't like me having any social media, so my old account (planninganotherheist) was something I made in secret, but it meant a lot to me. During a time when we were all isolated, I was especially alone. The friends I made online on my old account meant a lot to me and were incredibly important to me. Unfortunately, I had to eventually talk with my mom and open up to her, and made the mistake of telling her about my blog. I don't know what all she did or saw, but she deleted it without me knowing, and sadly it's long gone. I didn't really know about the deactivation till around 2021 when I was able to be online again, my situation back then had been very complicated but put simply I had no access to anything online for a long time. Obviously, I am okay now, I'm in a better situation. Coincidentally, I somehow figured out how to log into this old account, and seeing everything 4 years later is an insane change, but I'm glad remnants still exist.

I'm doing a lot better now, 4 years have gone by and so much has changed. I still miss my old friends, during those four years I've thought about everyone often. Although it was a short few months knowing everyone, it was nice to know that I had friends like that who were there for me, and it helped me get through a lot of things later on. I'm doing a lot better now, I'm currently finishing my first year of college, in the process of moving out, and my life has gotten so much better recently.

I wanted to post, just to let everyone know that I am okay and alive. I saw a few messages that were sent and I felt bad no one ever really head back from me or knew what happened. This is my explanation, also just apologizing for disappearing one day, and letting you all know I am ok and still around :)

I have started a new blog, it'll take me some time to figure out what I want it to be and everything. I will be alive and active on tumblr again, you'll be able to find me now at @wwwdotcrow

I may not be planning another heist anymore, but I'm still alive and here again :)

[askthomasgray]

You have disco stuff in storage?? Jen?? Do you have some secret double life we don't know about??

Guys!! It’s Wil’s birthday!! We need to shower him with love and candy (that he definitely shouldn’t have-)

I brought in a cake for him, and all Jonathan said was ”you have to deal with the mess”

I’m throwing a surprise party for him >:)

[askthomasgray]

Bring party hats.... Maybe some disco themed things? I know he had a disco phase— The parties taking place in his office, I'm currently scrambling around trying to convince everyone to join. Some of the guys are... stubborn. But I will get the to celebrate! Mark my words!

Guys!! It’s Wil’s birthday!! We need to shower him with love and candy (that he definitely shouldn’t have-)

I brought in a cake for him, and all Jonathan said was ”you have to deal with the mess”

I’m throwing a surprise party for him >:)

[askthomasgray]

I'm not saying you don't deserve kindness, everybody deserves a second chance. But there definitely are some things that you've done that you need to repent for. Maybe next time, maybe next time we all can be happy.

I can’t say I had a good night. Or a restful one.

Though I must thank Jennie for opening her door to me.

I took last night to... to consider. To think. About the past, about what led me here.

I can’t apologize enough, and that will do very little to repair what I’ve done. To any of you. All of you.

I have no excuses. I cannot convince you, should you not want to be convinced. I cannot-

I can’t-

I can’t keep people trapped simply because I am afraid of being alone, no matter how much I think they should remain with me.

It only strengthens their resolve to leave.

[askthomasgray]

Guys!! It's Wil’s birthday!! We need to shower him with love and candy (that he definitely shouldn't have-)

I brought in a cake for him, and all Jonathan said was ”you have to deal with the mess”

I'm throwing a surprise party for him >:)

[askthomasgray]

No to be a dick but someone has to say it: maybe if you weren't manipulative, bending the story to your will, then maybe we'd be a tad nicer to you.

I can’t say I had a good night. Or a restful one.

Though I must thank Jennie for opening her door to me.

I took last night to... to consider. To think. About the past, about what led me here.

I can’t apologize enough, and that will do very little to repair what I’ve done. To any of you. All of you.

I have no excuses. I cannot convince you, should you not want to be convinced. I cannot-

I can’t-

I can’t keep people trapped simply because I am afraid of being alone, no matter how much I think they should remain with me.

It only strengthens their resolve to leave.

[askthomasgray]

Today was great! Although I was a tad nervous showing up today at work in a dress, I definitely did turn heads! I didn't get to see Wil until after break, so I was working with Bill and he couldn't stop messing with me, asking where I got my dress and whatnot. Turns out he likes crossdressing too! I gave him some of the names of the stores I shop at. It was really nice though! Everyone was complimenting on my dress and how to look!! Wil absolutely loved it. I’m definitely wearing dresses more often ;)

[askthomasgray]

We’ll figure it out, I promise. For now, we gotta play along, play dumb. We’ll fix it. 💚

Okay. Okay, then, if Thomas said-

If he knows, then-

We’ve done this before. New loop/timeline/whatever.

Ha. Haha! Okay! Sure!

At least I’m not just... losing it.

But what do I do about it? Can I do anything about it?

[askthomasgray]

So far I've found you can do both everything and nothing about it. There's been loops where I've done nothing and everything had changed, or I desperately tried to change it and nothing happened (felt like it was mocking me). It's a complicated and tricky thing, but I'm trying to figure this out. There's a pattern, I know there is, I just need to figure it out.

Okay. Okay, then, if Thomas said-

If he knows, then-

We’ve done this before. New loop/timeline/whatever.

Ha. Haha! Okay! Sure!

At least I’m not just... losing it.

But what do I do about it? Can I do anything about it?

[askthomasgray]

can we get a sneak peak of the dress you’re going to wear tomorrow?~

Of course ;)

I have a few pink dresses, but this one takes the cake. It’s a perfect blend of fancy and comfy. It may look super complicated and elegant, but I promise, once you get it on it is the most comfortable thing ever. I’m so excited to wear it tomorrow 💚

[askthomasgray]

I heard exactly what you said! I and I do have a particular pink dress that might just do the trick~

Secrets out I guess; I love wearing dresses! I’d wear them more out in public, if it weren’t for the fact that I’d be judged and looked down upon. I a couple of times I almost wore one to work, but I don’t how the egos would feel…

Not that they wouldn’t like it! It’s just… some of my dresses are really elaborate or a tiny bit revealing….

Maybe tomorrow ill do it! I’ll wear one of my favorites and not care about what others think. I love my dresses and I look DAMN GOOD in them and if people don’t like it… suck it up :)

[askthomasgray]

Secrets out I guess; I love wearing dresses! I'd wear them more out in public, if it weren't for the fact that I’d be judged and looked down upon. I a couple of times I almost wore one to work, but I don't how the egos would feel...

Not that they wouldn't like it! It's just... some of my dresses are really elaborate or a tiny bit revealing....

Maybe tomorrow ill do it! I'll wear one of my favorites and not care about what others think. I love my dresses and I look DAMN GOOD in them and if people don't like it... suck it up :)

[askthomasgray]

Dave is a very random and sporadic guy. Everyone knows that. Sometimes, he shows up at my apartment unannounced.

This is one of these times as I don't know what I'm going to do

[askthomasgray]

3!! -🐝

(a kiss on the forehead)

Aww thank you! Although I had to bend down, that was very sweet and very much appreciated 💚

[askthomasgray]

a friendly 24 in passing

(24- a kiss on the shoulder.) Awww thank you!! I’m taller than most so that is a go to spot to kiss for most people 💚

[askthomasgray]

(Do it)

spots to kiss.   since y’all like kissing prompts—and who wouldn’t, honestly–so have a collection of places to press your lips to. many of these work perfectly fine for platonic or familiar affection while some are a bit steamier, though what counts as what is of course naturally dependent on the muses and the context. send ‘ SPOTS TO KISS + [number] ’ to kiss my muse there, or with # for dealer’s choice. context and description allowed and encouraged. feel free to use the last option  ( 57 )  to give the kiss on any fantasy or scifi body parts not listed here.

a kiss on the top of the head.

a kiss to hair.

a kiss on the forehead.

a kiss on the space between eyebrows.

a kiss on the temple.

a kiss on the cheek.

a kiss on the eyelid or the undereye.

a kiss on the nose

a kiss on the ear.

a kiss on that space where jaw connects.

a kiss on the corner of the mouth.

a kiss on the cupid’s bow.

a kiss on the lips.

a kiss on the chin.

a kiss on the jawline.

a kiss on the back of the neck.

a kiss on the underside of the jaw.

a kiss on the throat.

a kiss on the side of the neck.

a kiss on where the back of the neck turns to shoulder.

a kiss above the collarbone.

a kiss along the collarbone.

a kiss on the space between collarbones.

a kiss on the shoulder.

a kiss on the bicep.

a kiss on the forearm.

a kiss on the elbow.

a kiss on the outside of the wrist.

a kiss on the inside of the wrist.

a kiss on the back of the hand.

a kiss on the palm.

a kiss on a finger.  ( which one? )

a kiss on the side of the ribs.

a kiss on the shoulder blade.

a kiss on the space between shoulder blades.

a kiss along the curve of the spine.

a kiss on the upper back.

a kiss on the lower back.

a kiss on the sternum.

a kiss on a pec / breast.

a kiss under the breast.

a kiss on where the sternum ends.

a kiss on the stomach.

a kiss on the navel.

a kiss on the hipbone.

a kiss on the ‘v’.

a kiss on the front of the thigh.

a kiss on the back of the thigh.

a kiss on the inner thigh.

a kiss on the knee.

a kiss on the calf.

a kiss on the ankle.

a kiss on the heel.

a kiss on the foot.

a kiss on a toe.

a kiss on an nsfw body part not listed here.  ( where? )

a kiss on a sfw body part not listed here.  ( where? )

[askthomasgray]

Everything reset again. I don't mind, I managed to get past that weird fuzzy static feeling and I remember everything again. Well, everything that I knew before the first reset happened. I wonder how far it set everyone back? A couple days? Months? Years?

So far I know Dave and Jonathan aren't affected, which it good. Ada? I don't know about them.. last time,, last time was rough. This time, I will fight. I will fight the system. I will fight to change the story, to hope make everything better. And I'm sure as hell not going to be a coward this time. No. I'm going to be proactive.I'm not gonna tip toe around Dave, I'm not going to gently warn Ada about Mark, I will fight Mark, I will do everything I didn't (and was too scared to do) in the past story. You better believe I'm gonna do something.