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So, what do you think of that Noctis fellow? Huh, huh? ;3 /wink wink.

He is a lazy-bum who doesn't clean up after himself and leaves me to do it all but he's somebody who I have ended up being with. He constantly has me smiling and although we are from two different worlds, he seems to be the one who understands me the most. Although, he is a huge dork and he never seems to show that to others. But I'm threatening to get a video and show it to Yuffie and Prompto.

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Hey, you beautiful people!

After a lot of consideration, I have decided to revive this blog--I really miss it and I've been thinking of this decision for weeks and weeks. I do have an askbox full of asks but they're about a year old now, I will still be answering a few though. If you guys are interested, it would be a great help if you could send me more?

Thank you for the followers that stuck around and thank you for the lovely and supportive messages!

The love and muse for my baby girl Teef will never die. She is always with me and is always in my heart. I miss playing her and cosplaying her to bits, but she’s with me all the time. <3

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Other Monks, huh? I rarely get asked about being a Monk, it's a little bit of a rare title but I like how you want me to speak about the others. I personally have only met a couple of those myself and their fighting skills have been extremely impressive, to the point where I have even taken notes. Yang was extremely polite when we met and even though it was only one time, I remember him being very humble about his incredible skill and his efforts of protectiveness were in his best interests. I admired that a lot about him. Sabin, he was one person that I got along with instantaneously, he had a very kind nature and a good heart which was shown. He laughed a lot and his laughter practically shook the ground but at the end of the day, we all need someone like that in our lives. As for the other two, I don't know that much about them, I don't even believe I have met them... I have met a lot of people in my time.

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Me? An idol? Oh, no, no, no! I think you have me mistaken with somebody else!

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I beg your pudding?

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He's a big chocobutt that needs to start learning how to wash up because if he isn't careful, one of my best pieces of china will be aimed at that face of his!

[If you wanna read the real answer of that, dear... click here./]

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Hey... wait a minute! OI! GIVE IT BACK!

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I had a white cat, her name was not very original... Snowy! But as a kid and getting the option to choose a name when you're a kid... what really did my parents expect?!

She was a cute little girl, she was very slim and very soft. I always remember her pink little nose and how it would twitch--just one of those little characteristics that each animal has. She was very mischievous though and often ran off to Mount Nibelheim where I would have to chase her just to get her back, I did get angry with her a lot of the time when she did that just because it was a pain. The last I saw of her was at the Nibelheim incident when my village went up in flames and to be honest? I have a strong feeling that she was killed there as much as it pains me to say it. Yet, at the end of the day, she was a very faithful companion and she was my first pet so she will always have that special place in my heart. 

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Recalling memories from so long ago--it is difficult to do so when I have gone through so many changes but I have two that are very vivid in my mind, I have a happy one and an extremely sad one which I sometimes wish to forget but I know if I did, I could never forgive myself for it. I will get to the happy one first, however, as it's a lot easier to tell.

When I was only four years old, my Mother and Father wanted to treat me to a day out. With my Dad and my Mum working often, it was rare that we got to spend any family time together. One of the neighbours in my village would come and look after me until one of them got home, it wasn't that I minded, it was just the fact I wanted to spend more time with my parents. I remember my Father coming into my room one morning and telling me that we were going out for the day, he was going to take us on a road trip and we ended up camping in the country side--it was a trip that meant the world to me. Simple, but it brought us close together. I remember my Mother's sweet voice shouting 'Brian! Make sure you keep stuff that's valuable in the car,' and him replying, 'yes honey...' but not actually doing anything and coming over to me and lifting me over his head and onto his shoulders. It was the only little holiday we spent together and I miss it dearly, I wish to relive that day again and again. That day is what drives me forward to giving Denzel and Marlene the best childhood that I can give for them.

Onto the sad memory.

It was when I was eight years old--my Mother passed away. I was confused and I didn't understand what was happening and why she wouldn't wake. I remember looking at her feeling hot tears stream down my face. Everything seemed to go slow that day and I couldn't bear the pain that I was feeling. My Father was straight to the point and told me that she wouldn't be coming back and he held me for hours on end as we both sobbed before he gave me a little bit of space. He mourned downstairs while I curled up at the end of my bed and cried for hours on end, the pain that I felt that day and for weeks and months, even years after will never leave me--I will always get that stinging pain in my chest whenever I think about it, even now. 

“I want…to see…mom…”

I kept repeating those words over and over again, all I wanted to do was see her and be with her. I felt like even at such a young age I took her for granted and realising how quick she was taken away from me, it killed me slowly. I wish she could see me now, when we were together I always liked to tell her what I wanted to be when I grew up--I told her that I didn't care what it was, I just wanted to earn, create and own my own business. I remember that little laugh of hers and her telling me that, '--if you put your mind to it, sweetie... you can do anything!' 

Well, Mum? If you're listening... I made it! I own my own business now, I built my bar up from scratch, I wish you could see it! Maybe you do... maybe you come here sometimes and I don't know. But I wish to make you proud and I hope I am doing just that.

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Kefka?

'What are you laughing at?!'

I remember clear as day when he came bouncing into the battle that we had and decided to smack his rear end as though to mock me in some way. Unfortunately I met him another time and he called me rude! I was not happy about that. 

'My, what a rude missy!'

He did creep me out a little bit, I'm not that fond of clown like creatures... that is what he is, right? A clown? A Jester? I don't even know... all I know is, we fought a tough battle and I sincerely hope I don't meet him again in this life time.

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

I am so sorry that it took so long for your request, but I sincerely hope you had a wonderful birthday!

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Kain Highwind. Well, well, well. It certainly has been a long time since I saw him and I do miss him.

I thought he was a very strong man who had his mind set in the right places despite him straying at one point. I always thought of him as a friend and I wanted him to snap out of his ridiculous mind state which he became involved in. Yet in the end, I am very proud to know someone like him, he is a close friend of mine even to this day. I hope he is doing well in life.

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Okay, well... I may or may not have played a small prank on Barret once but only because Trouble (Yuffie) purposely made me lose a bet... and when I say purposely lose, I meant that she cheated her way through into winning. Stupid ninja!

She dared me to put viagra into Barret's drink, I have to admit, it was extremely funny to watch him when he realised what was happening to him but I did feel ridiculously guilty after doing it to him and ended up coming out and apologising.

I'M SO SORRY, BARRET! although this does sounds like you

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What's a dashboard? 

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Well, she can keep trying her luck because she ain't getting any.

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Hi!

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Yes, of course it does. There is a lot of things which my gloves can't protect me from and because I am a close range fighter, it is a little difficult to protect myself if I am throwing a punch and someone decides to swipe me somewhere on my body. I have many battle scars and often after a battle, I come out with many bruises, cuts and gashes. I am not a superhuman, I do get hurt the majority of the time whether it be a time when I win or a time when I lose.

Yet at the same time I can't really complain that much as I have been trained to fight and I have also been trained to handle types of pain. I think the worse pain I had to endure was the slash across my chest which Sephiroth did to me. It was a deep cut and even now when I see it in the mirror, I feel the pain emotionally. But--it always makes me stronger with every fight, yet my gloves are my special weapon... they don't look like a lot but at least they protect my hands!